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currently rereading queen of nothing and holy shit the prophecy by taylor swift is literally jude about cardan like….

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Taylor calls herself crazy all throughout TTPD, but maybe I’m just as insane because I actually think she’s quite normal? Because if I ended a once happy 8 year relationship because the love was gone and we were both no longer in love to then get with a situation-ship who has been pinning for you for years only for them to abandon you when they finally got you, I’d commit full arson.

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“I’m having his baby! No I’m not, but you should see your faces!���

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I literally can’t stop thinking about how the literal FIRST lyrics we ever heard about Joe were “Knew he was a killer first time that I saw him” and then spends every song on TTPD about how loving him was literally killing her. Idk idk idk

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the album is brutally honest, satirical, a bit cringe here and there, depressing and experimental at the same time, I would not side eye anyone for saying "I don't understand this" or "this isn't my cup of tea" or even "what the fuck is this" because it's obviously not a 1989 or midnights kind of album for everyone. I understand why she said she "had to put this out" but while she is at the peak of her career, she released an album that is not for beginners nor really for overall critics, it's knees deep into the taylor swift lore and probably the most herself an album has ever been, that does not mean it is a masterpiece but it makes it so insanely special

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mr d 🔛🔝

update to my popstar nico au!

rating: teen and up audiences chapters: 12/? words: 69,556 link to the original fic: talk your talk and go viral (i just need this love spiral) (34 ch, 145k words, complete) (pls read for context otherwise greatest of luxuries will be very confusing)

nico goes to therapy!

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ending midnights with “is that your key in the door? Is it okay? Is it you? Or have them come to take me away?” and then immediately starting ttpd with “I was supposed to be sent away but they forgot to come and get me” we never stood a chance

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i couldn’t have found a normal artist to enjoy it just had to be this freak

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nothing happened in the way i wanted

i still love you i promise

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I need a new book written by John Green. 

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Neil Banged out his tunes today, on a train you have the comfort and relaxation to bang out your own tunes

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Neil Banged out his tunes today, on a train you have the comfort and relaxation to bang out your own tunes

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couldnt get this idea out of my brain