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Long time no see 🥰

Hi! It has been forever. I’m just getting into stardew again. Or thinking of it. And I was looking for more design to get inspired by. And suddenly I saw my fall image with the little stone-fenced sunflower garden over at Pinterest. And I got a bit starstruck by seeing it there 😂 How fun!

I’m hoping you are doing good, playing sims or stardew. I haven’t been active in a long time.

Basically… After losing my mom, as I’ve talked about before, I struggled a lot with anxiety and depression. And in July of last year I got to a low point and I got help. I took out sick leave from work. Started medication. And went through a lot of helpful courses to work on my anxiety. I completely changed my life. I wrote a freakin’ book! Which I always wanted to do. I got better. I got back my will to live life to the fullest. And though I am still working hard, things are so much brighter. A hard day is no longer a downfall, but a stepping stone to get better. And I manage to stop and tell myself casually «oh, today my anxiety was a bit worse»—and that is okay. I’m still an apprentice in book publishing, working in design. My time now is mostly spent between my job and writing. I’m writing over at Wattpad. Last weekend or so, I opened my stardew game the first time since July. And quite a few mods stopped working. I’m not starting a new farm, but continuing Riverblossom. Not sure when you’ll see an update. I would want to work on the design of my farm for quite a while so I actually have something new to show. Not sure if I will get into it right now, but we’ll see 🥰 Thank you so so much for all the support on my posts ❤️❤️❤️

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winter at Riverblossom farm ☁️🤍

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Hello, it´s me 🌼 I´m getting back into stardew. But I´m torn between changing a few buildings slightly or changing the whole buildings theme. I’ll either add some more green and brown colors just by mixing some more hudson valley buildings and Haneulbaragi´s farm buldings. Or I´ll look into the Stone buildings mod and Elle´s seasonal buildings. I always do this when taking a break from stardew - wanting some change and I spend weeks thinking about it x) If I changed everything, I kind of want a new farm. So maybe I´ll just keep it simple and actually stick with Riverblossom farm 🌷 Who knows..

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«If I knew I would fall pregnant at 18 this summer, I would not have fallen for three reckless hearts.. all of them ready to break mine» - Dorothea Amara Wildfield.

There were three of them. Linus, Henry and Peter.They were all the love of my life. They were all the bliss of my tortured soul. And I were their diamond in the sky.

Then I stopped shining and they all left. Like 1,2,3… 🌺

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Blooming in fall 🍂🌻

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Blooming in fall 🍂🌻

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Tiny garden 🪴

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Tiny garden 🪴

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Lazy warm summer days 🍃⛱

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Lazy warm summer days 🍃⛱

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🌷 Estelle found this enchanting waterfall today, perfect for a peaceful fishing trip 🎣

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When spring is blooming 💐🍃  Riverblossom is quickly starting to look like a tiny farm  (inspired by @soultravel-g​ lovely stardew farm)

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Riverblossom farm’s beginning 🌷🚜🌱 I got Estelle a tractor, to get off to a great and easy start

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Estelle enjoying a spring beach day at the new Riverblossom farm 🍀🌼🌷

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~ New farmer ~ Riverblossom overview 🌷🌾🍃🛶

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Hope you have had a good easter 🐣

Got pretty sick the night after I posted the picture of my new monitor. Went to the ER and a few doctor appointments during this week. Waiting for more tests to be done. I am doing okay and it is probably not something serious. Very happy I am doing better than I was on tuesday when this all started. Not comfortable with going into details.

I am currently questioning starting a new farm and I think it’ll be what I’ll be doing. I can go back to Pinewood farm later 🌱 We’ll see 🪴

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I am… very happy right now 🌿💐 I finally was able to get a budget gaming monitor on sale and I can’t wait to get to play more 💛

I am currently debating on starting a new farm, but I am not sure 👩🏼‍🌾🌾