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anti•erou: anti hero 

             Forget chivalry   .  Forget familiar nicety   .   Best tread carefully   . I’m not my usual me             I’ll not be the her         doing good  simply because I’m in no mood I’ll go about my business .                                                                                        Steer clear, don’t be careless

          No sweet chirping of birds   .   Only sarcasm laden words  .  I’ll wear no smile… only smirks  .                                                                                      behind which may hold sharpened dirks                Don’t waltz into my space  like you know your place .  Don’t think I won’t lash                                                           Don’t think I won’t be brash                                               

                  Muses include :   Kol Mikaelson  ( prev. known as cockytoafault ) ,  Sheldon Cooper ( prev. known as smartcrthanyou )  ,  Nathan Drake  &  Jonathon Murphy.

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Have breakfast with me? Have been missing spending time with my husband, so, indulge me yes dimples? @siinnerman

     He could hear the phone buzzing, vibrations shatter the silence as scrambles are made to hush the device. Olive hues downcast as he looks down at the texts, curve of his lips pulling tightly into a smile as each text patters in with the image. As if his stomach had a mind of it’s own, right at that moment a growling sound was audible coming straight from his stomach. He couldn’t wait to get back home.With his family.

     ( text; Bossy. ) My flight just landed, I’m on my way back home.      ( text; Bossy. ) Save some food for me. I’M HUUUUUNNGGRRRYYY !!!!!

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#5 forehead kiss

@audeamusverita

he thought he could, he really did. but everything within his system was telling him otherwise. it hadn’t been anything bigger than a “ normal ” demon, the usual demand of souls, and it hadn’t taken the demon long to get  SCARED  and discharge his weapon.  really, it was Sam’s natural default that kicked in and was the cause of this whole event they’d found themselves in now. seeing yet another muzzle of a firearm pointed at his head, endangering the one he loved the most, made him so desperate to remove the threat that he didn’t think things all the way through.

then it was a fight between who controlled who, and who had the gun. it was a pretty decent effort, and Sam nearly had the weapon out of the other’s hand, but then it went off and there was a flare of white-hot pain that burned through the cage of his body.  And at that very moment the the demon vanished, dropping the gun at Sam’s knees as he’d crumbled to them with a harsh inhale that caught his throat and nearly choked him, everything seeming to have stopped there, dead in his throat. no screams, no grunts; just a simple breath.

there wasn’t a doubt in his mind that the bullet had ruptured one of his lungs, anytime he tried to breath, it felt like he was underneath a swell of water that kept dragging him under despite his best efforts to escape the rapids; each desperate drag of breath sounding harsh and dry.

   ( he had to be the hero——— he always had to be the hero. )

Sam didn’t try to stop the bleeding, not this time. despite what instinct impulses  SCREAMED  at him to do, every bit of his training told him that with the bullet that impacted him, one way or another he was going to die, and he’d rather not make a big hoax about it. give himself  ( or Elise )  false hope.

when she started speaking though, a part of him wanted to laugh. it was hope against training, and he was 99.9% sure that he wasn’t going to last another two minutes. with all the rasping he was doing, he’d be lucky if he lasted a minute and a half, all of his energy was being drained away with the effort he was trying to make to keep air in his lungs.

“ listen to me——- i’m not getting out of this. t-the bullet went too deep,” finally, a groan. “ i can feel it in my spine. nobody will be able to fix this. n-not even the best… surgeon in the world could,” his lip wobbled some as tears burned the back of his eyes. out of all the ways he could have left the world, he didn’t think that this would be one of them. he figured he’d grow old, have kids, perhaps even grandkids long before he’d come to leave this world behind. but now—- he was going to leave in the best way he knew how, after following his instincts and training  ( and look where that got him ).

slowly, he exhaled, pushing back a harsh grimace that wanted so desperately to be let free, the itch resting against his tongue, waiting for that moment when he’d let himself fall.  “ you have to know that i love you. i always have. from the moment i met you, i knew that i loved you.  an’ you have to know that no matter what, where——-wherever i might be, all you have to do is look up a-at the moon,” a soft breath moves past his lips, his hands finding hers, interlacing their fingers between one another, squeezing with whatever leftover strength he could manage before placing a gently kiss on her forehead. then there was a faint smile that found the corners of his lips as he’d looked up and found her gaze, locking olive green hues with hers for the last time.  

                                “ look up a-at the moon an’ i’ll be there.  i’ll always be there. ”

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why u so dumb?

then i realize is a freaking meme u are talking about and I posted a peachy response. Its ur fault ducky aka @siinnerman

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#4 Neck Kiss

  it’s a normal Sunday afternoon and he can’t help but notice how beautiful she is standing in the rays of the sun coming through the windows of the apartment, how at peace with the world she seems just standing there, drinking her warm coffee and watching the world below.   god, if only he had a camera. it would be a TIMELESS photo, capturing the essence of beauty in one of it’s truest forms.   the smile that he soon comes to wear on his face is genuine, and the laugh he allows by moments after only further expressing his delight in just admiring the woman from a short distance it was to that window from the table.  though she doesn’t notice, too occupied with her fascinations to hear him, to acknowledge that green eyes have been staring at her figure within that light for a little over three minutes now.

  with quiet feet he stands and travels forward, lightly wrapping his arms around her waist, resting his chin on her shoulder so he can get a sight of what she see’s. she hums in satisfaction, head tilting to rest against his.  “ it’s beautiful, isn’t it? ”

    Sam only nods and softly replies, “ yes. but not it’s not as beautiful as you are. ” then he presses a light kiss to the side of her neck. “ god, i am so in love with you. ”

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#2/3  Kiss in the rain/Romantic Kiss

    for a while he sat on the steps of the building. it hadn’t taken him long to get soaked in water, much less get strange looks as people passed by him with umbrella’s protecting them. he contemplated going inside a few times, but the weather was always so nice went it rained, and he loved everything about it. he loved the smell and the feel of it when it fell onto his skin. it felt nice to feel raindrops against him again, and while others avoided them underneath a plastic tarp or covering above their heads, Sam embraced them, glancing up at the clouds to watch them fall sometimes. it was always so peaceful, he thought when he watched it pour water over the surface of the earth. always so mesmerizing. it surprised him sometimes how easily he was distracted when it came down.      

    though hearing the door open behind him caught his attention, Sam turned to look over his shoulder, finding a delicate mess of blonde hair and ivory skin glowing in the light the clouds allowed through. he found a faint smile curling the corners of his mouth. and she commented about how he was going to get sick if he stayed out here any longer, he laughed. it was hardly cold. it was approaching autumn, and the weather was perfect in his opinion.

  “ come sit down with me, ” he said, motioning to the spot left next to him. and she had ( much to his surprise ). once she’d taken her seat up next to him, he moved a half inch closer, his knee brushing her own as his eyes floated up again, watching the drops fall from the clouds. “ i’ve always found it peace in watching the rain come down.” he went on, pausing a moment as he interlaced his fingers and twisted them together and stealing a quick glance over her. catching a wonder and light in her eyes that appeared with his little story.The light in her eyes made him melt faster than he could have in any desert on the planet; the way the rain drops rested in lines of her fine hair, and the just the way she looked at him. christ, if she had any idea what she did to him in that moment, she’d probably look at him differently, perhaps as if he were crazy, but right now he didn’t care. here in this moment, all his mind could settle on was the cool of the air, the shimmer of her wet blonde hair, and the glittering shine in her eyes, the softness in her gaze. god, it was all perfect.

    fingers move to float along her chin, slowly moving up towards her cheek where he lightly caresses the surface. it was a wonder how he’d kept all of these feelings bottled within himself for so long, and it especially surprised him how powerful they’ve gotten, how they’ve consumed every part of him in the time since he departed and arrived back home, finally home for good.   gently, he made his move, brushing himself closer and melting his lips atop hers, his hand sliding to lay delicately at her neck, fingers curling at the nape.

    “ i love you. ” he whispered softly, his lips hardly even an inch away from hers as he spoke. And with that his lips crashed against her once more. It was soft, like anyone would expect a kiss would be at first. the moment her lips part for him,  tongue eagerly sweeps between,  taking to a  lazy  dance with her own,  breath easing into the warm cave of her mouth where he explores. Calloused fingers peacefully resting at the fabric of her clothing and didn’t move an inch from that spot; however, with a light pull, he moved Elise closer only to deepen their kiss, and after that he found a slim smile sneaking onto his lips while they moved with her’s.

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#1 Firm Kiss ( I want the K )

    it was quiet. almost too quiet. part of him was expecting action, a few bursts of noise to peer from around the corner from some accidental slip someone made, or perhaps even the crash of something falling and splintering into tiny pieces, giving away their position. but as Sam began to dive into the pages of a neatly written book by an author he even had trouble pronouncing the name of, those thoughts soon drifted off as he’d focused on the words printed onto the page.  the author was good at painting the right pictures given the situation, the suspense of whether one character really cares for another at the end of the game when the other reveals himself as a former agent for a black site agency, the tactical awareness of the entire novel in itself. the author had done his research.  and as practical as the book plot was  ( especially how predicable it was for him ), there was something that intrigued the him about the story..

   but just as he’d started to get into chapter five, there was an essence around him he caught almost instantaneously, like a radar. he didn’t even have to look up to know that she was there, the setting in the air always changed when Elise walked in. always.  but he was pulled in too deep in the works of fiction that the attempt of pulling himself out now was impossible, no matter how hard he tried.  it’s only a moment later when he beings to feel a few small pokes on his arm.  “ what? ”  the man mused lightly, voice terribly unfocused, the concern of what the woman might have been wanting not the first and only thing on his mind at the moment. however, it didn’t take long before the book was stolen from his hands and put elsewhere, the blonde moving to his lap, a soft pout against her features.

                                               it was then he knew what she wanted.

   a chuckle leaves him, bubbling up warmly from his chest, a smile forming against his lips. “ alright. i’m sorry. i think i get the picture now, ”  he said slowly, setting his hands against her lower back, fingers creating absentminded circles as gazed up at her, the light creating an aura that never was ( nor ever would be ) too beautiful for her figure. he smiled then, a warmth finding and softening his eyes.  “ come in closer, i have a something i want tell you. ”  hands move carefully up the river of her spine, leisurely combing across her shoulders to slip down her arms and interweave his fingers with hers.  when she complied and brought herself a little closer toward the him, pleased that she’d gathered his attention now, there was a moment of peace that combed through that tiny space between them, a calm silence that peered over all.  though it didn’t last long, it was never enough to keep Sam’s heart from skipping one or two beats as his eyes roam for a moment and find every individually soft feature against her face; the warmth that mirrored his own in her eyes once his moved up again and found hers.

   he hums for a second, allowing the moment to go on between them for a while longer, then he’s tumbling a “ see, the thing is… ” between a soft breath before abruptly moving forward, crashing his lips against hers.  one hand removes itself from the entanglement of fingers and rises to the locks of the woman’s hair, twisting the strands between the calloused limbs.  and though he didn’t want to end their bond so soon, he willed himself to compose his self-control for a little longer, drawing himself back an inch, taking in a soft breath and adding, “ i’m exceedingly guilty of adoring you. ”

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❛    ─ ─ ─ there was some open space between what he knew and what he tried to            believe, but nothing could be done about it,                                                       and if you can’t fix it you’ve got to stand it.    ❜

INDEPENDANT AND SELECTIVE ROLF SCAMANDER. WRITTEN BY TOM RIDDLE GWEN.

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Okay so I was watching Charlie St. Cloud the other day……. And the relationship between Charlie and his brother SAM just reminded me of Sam and Dean……Like IT’S TOTALLY THEM. DEAN AND CHARLIE BOTH LOVE THEIR BROTHER ( SAM ) TO DEATH AND BOTH LEFT A LIFE ( where they could have had a bright future ) FOR THEIR BROTHER.

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                      ❝              don’t you think if I were wrong                                                                                 I’d know it ?  ❞ 

                                                        ( reboot of drcoopxr )

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alwaysdamned

❝I hope you’re planning on showering before even thinking about coming near me.❞

   ❝  What makes you think that I AM going come anywhere near you.... ?  ❞

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oftragedies

she’s NOT staring.

you can’t prove anything.

not at all.

For starters    he wasn’t complaining.

and secondly          he DEFINITELY

 enjoyed the attention that he was receiving.

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alwaysdamned​ replied to your post:       He’s just working out.  There’s nothings to...

STOP ………..IN THE NAME OF LOVE

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       He’s just working out.

 There’s nothings to see here.

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                 Because apparently I have nothing better to do these days.               ( My activity has been pretty low in the past couple of days )              And yet there there are so many of you who stick around with              my crappy stuff….I just want to thank each and every single one              of you     Like seriously man, you are AWESOME.And you surely                deserve some thing for keeping up with me so here it is                         [ P.S.: This post was originally posted on drcoopxr aka my                     Sheldon Cooper blog, but since tumblr screwed me over                 and I can’t literally do anything on that blog,( dash is abs. blank                  and I can’t access any of the pages or make a post ) so I decided                 to post this giveaway here on this blog. Because yeah, I’ve gained                 a lot of followers on this account in a short span of time so- YEAH ]

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             only reblogs count ( no likes sorry ! )              reblog as many times as you like ( although don’t clog others dashes! )              only rp blogs count ( no personals. again I’m so sorry! )        — must be following me !!!        — giveaway ends on april 17th.

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