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 "In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: It goes on." ― Robert Frost

Okay guys I know I forgot to do this for days because I was busy with school and other things so I'll just catch you up on some stuff. Not that much happened because as I've said before I have a very boring life, my mom my sister got to a huge blowout fight which led into a fight with me and my sister because I agreed with my mom on it because my sister for the most part thinks she's the victim in every situation does not matter what it is she's the victim in her mindset so my mom has a strict rule that until she graduates (this also applies to me but I don't have a boyfriend so it doesn't really matter) she cannot have sleepovers with her boyfriend she can hang out with him her curfew is not till 11:00 but she cannot have sleepovers . So she asked my mom if the night of prom she can just sleep over at his house even though he's not going to prom with her he refused to go to prom with her when it is her senior prom so I don't really know why she even wants to sleep over with him I would be mad if my boyfriend wouldn't go with me to senior prom but that's just my opinion so since it's a rule obviously my mom said no and my sister started freaking out and  and said graduations only 2 months away and my mom was like then you can wait 2 months and Sandra  said that she won't be living with us after graduation and my mom was like what are you planning to move out the day after graduation and my sister said yes my mom was obviously concerned because my sister works 20 hours a week at a grocery store and her boyfriend lives with his mom so she doesn't know how that would work and she just wanted answers and my sister like just kept yelling at her and like my mom brought up how Sandra said before she went to live with her during college because my step dad said she could live there or rent free as long as she was in school. So I come into this by I ask my sister if she was okay because even though I didn't agree with her because she was obviously just trying to get at my mom so she'd let her have a sleepover with her boyfriend I wanted to know if she was okay and she blew up at me and then started comparing our mom to our grandma which our grandma is extremely abusive, my mom is nothing like her mother like me and my mom get into fights a lot but it's typical mother daughter fights my mother does not hit me and my grandma made my mom do all the housework pay all the bills literally do everything my sister is not required to do any of that literally the day they got into this fight my mom cleaned my sister's room for her because there was piles of cat shit in the closet and sister wasn't picking up. And I flat out told her that I don't know what delusional world she lives in with my mother is nothing like my grandmother and she got mad at me and didn't talk to me for days. Another note I bought a bunch of stuff to make my own press-ons because I really want to start doing that or doing my own nails and I got like two different gel nail polish sets one of them is glow in the dark and I'm so excited for that and I got a lot of stickers and stuff to put on them and then I got some new shirts that I'm very excited about because my style has changed a lot because I used dress very conservative and now I want to start expressing myself more and I feel like all my shirts are just Grandma shirts really. And then on Thursday is my friend's birthday and she's going to come over Friday along for a friend Sadie and we're going to hang out and celebrate and then we're going to go to Frankie's on Saturday and then Sunday I'm going to my grandma's (not the one I was just talking about this is my step dad's mom) for a couple days and I'm very excited I love this grandma so yeah and I'm going to put one of my favorite songs because I didn't realize this was a feature and this is literally the song I listen to if I want to get out of a funk because I just want to dance every time I  hear it. 

   Lots of love 

          Sami ❣️ 

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“Curiosity about life in all of its aspects, I think, is still the secret of great creative people.” – Leo Burnett

Day three of blogging 

Once again my life is boring and today was mild I stayed up for 37 hours straight yesterday so that was interesting but I passed out and slept in till 1:00 then my mom help me bleach my hair cuz I'm dying it blue tomorrow and I finished crocheting a baby blanket and embroidering a patch with my cousin's initials or my aunt cuz she's supposed to give birth to said cousin soon so I wanted to make her something and now I'm finishing the baby blanket I started for my mom but you know the baby's already here so there's no rush. Got into an argument about me wanting to dye my hair pink in a couple months before summer because my best friend's hair is got some pink in it and not a lot it's mostly brown but in a certain spots and certain lights it looks pink because she tried dying it and it didn't go well and she's complaining that I'm copying her when I'm not I promise I just think of having pink streaks in my hair when I think of summer because of that one Barbie movie where she was a mermaid and had pink hair. Oh and I made plans for my friends to come over this weekend and have a sleepover and on the 29th my friends are sleeping over the day before and then we're going to Frankie's(for those who don't know what Frankie's is cuz I didn't before looking it up it's like an arcade but also has go-karting ,laser tag and small rides)to celebrate my best friend's birthday. So yeah pretty boring day but I like blogging. It feels like I'm talking to someone and telling them everything about being interrupted cuz I hate being interrupted with a passion. Even though pretty much no one sees these, I'm going to keep making them. 

Lots of love 

     Sami ❤️ 

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"Remind yourself that it's a temporary emotion”

Okay guys day two of blogging I have no clue who that quote is originally from it was just very fitting for the day I've been awake for 36 hours now it's for a majority that I had to deal with my older sister and my older sister and I have a very complicated relationship and she owed me money for letting our younger siblings sleep in my room instead of hers and so today I bought a couple books off of thriftbooks and some clothes and stuff off of Sheen and I was like trying to be very careful to not overspend and just spend the amount that I was owed and then earlier she went out to dinner with her boyfriend when she came home she was all accusatory up in my face going “why the hell did you spend almost $70?!?” Now I know I did not spend $70 I spent $55 cuz I pulled out my receipts to show that I spent $55 and I was owed $53 so yeah I went $2 over but I did not spend $70 and I was confused and then she started throwing an absolute fit crying and whining to our mom about how I was spending her money and how she was going to be broke mind you this girl at Walmart earlier spent $50 on a stuffed animal and snacks and she just got her belly button pierced so it's not my fault if she goes broke its money she owed me. But it was just very frustrating is the point I'm getting to because I wasn't trying to overspend and it's already been a crappy day cuz I did not go to sleep last night I had to be awake today because Sandra stayed home from school cuz she has a doctor's appointment and we ended up going to Aldi and Walmart to get groceries and stuff and then she started calling me spoiled because I asked my mom if I could get concealer, foundation and a lip plumper cuz problems coming up and I want to get makeup for it cuz I do not own foundation or concealer but you know long day long day I am now eating a brownie covered in Cool whip and coffee caramel sauce with some sliced strawberries and now my webtoon that I've been into recently just updated so I'm going to go read that but yeah guys long day 

Lots of love 

 Sami ❤️❤️❤️

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I hate that chat gpt is so normalized!! and just most AI as well

(so mad i can’t see straight) Yeah i just don’t think chat gpt is a good classroom tool

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this is everything

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"The cure for boredom is curiosity. There is no cure for curiosity" - Dorothy Parker

Guys I'm still really bored so I'm going to tell you about my day. So I stay up very late every night and then I sleep in because as I said before I'm homeschooled so I didn't get up till 11:00 possibly later I can't remember but my mom woke me up because she had to go sell eggs (cuz she has like 50 chickens who are the most annoying creatures on this Earth) so I had to watch my three little sisters who are all under five and are sickly and they've been sleeping in my room recently even though I do not have the room for them because we didn't want to get my older sister sick because she goes to public school (she graduates in May tho) any who moving on so that's how my day started and I've started to get sick but it's just a basic cold so it's not that bad. I didn't really want to eat anything for a while but then my mom surprised me by running to the store and getting me my favorite energy drinks (ghost sour watermelon and ghost orange creamsicle horrible I know but I love them) and couscous and for those who don't know what couscous is it's kind of like rice but little balls and it's delicious and it was parmesan couscous so I made that that's all I ate for a while it was mostly a very boring slow day. I shopped around for a cheap camera online because I'm going on vacation in July and want to have a digital camera and I found a pretty good one for 30 bucks and it has great reviews but it is on Shien and yes I know I shouldn't buy from Sheen they're a horrible company but I'm very poor and I lost my job in October because of the hurricane in North Carolina they shut down and I haven't been able to find a job since (I've been trying so hard guys 😭😭) but yeah.  OH and I've been listening to a podcast on Spotify that's a girl reading all the Young dudes and I've been listening to it for a while, but I sometimes stop listening for like months and then pick it back up. It's so good. I love little Remus and Sirius and James. I'm a total Potterhead but I do hate JK Rowling, but I love the books I buy all of them used on thriftbooks because they're cheaper and JK Rowling doesn't get commission. I also want some good music recommendations because I listen to a wide array of music, but I feel like it's never enough and I got Spotify premium free for 2 months and then I have to get rid of it cuz again I am poor, but I want to take advantage of it while I can.

I think I'm going to read for a while now

bye bye

lots of love Sami

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this is my cat pineapple

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“Who are you?" said the caterpillar.

hello!!! my name is Sami and its 4 am and I'm bored and have no one to talk to so I made a blog lol.

I've visited all over the United States, lived in California for the first 13 years of my life and now live in North Carolina. I'm a high school student but I do online work through a university. I love to read and write. I sometimes work on a book but I forget about it for months at a time. I'm mostly just going to be talking about my everyday things when I want to tell someone everything but have no one to talk to. I do have two close friends who will be mentioned a lot but they're sleeping right now because unlike me they do have school well Amaya does but Sadie does sleep at night lol. I have four cats (their names are book, pineapple, atlas, and Hazel) and one dog named scout. My goal for this year is to read 100 books which is mild for me and so far I've read 16. I'm currently reading five books because I like to read multiple books at once. I can get severely depressed and that's probably when I'll be most active on this because I feel like I can't talk to real people not saying that you guys aren't real people but the people that are around me because they don't understand that well. I love listening to music I used to do ballet but due to finances had to drop it I can be very bubbly person and I love talking to people 

So, this is a little bit about me. I hope I actually talk to people and that this isn't stupid.