sillysweetpotato

[sillysweetpotato]

★𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒖𝒑 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔.

꒰ pairing: bf,park sunghoon x gf,reader ꒱

꒰ genre: fluff, angst ꒱

꒰ warnings: daddy issues hoonie, venting, kiss, comforting ꒱

꒰ word count: 569꒱

꒰ note: this is my first fic here, hope y'all like it.꒱

It’s almost 1AM when you hear the knock. Not loud, just three short raps, the kind only someone who knows your rhythm would use.

You’re in pajamas, wrapped in a blanket, eye makeup smudged because you forgot to take it off earlier. You open the door. There he is. Park Sunghoon, your boyfriend of 6 months now. Black hoodie, hair messy, eyes heavy. No smile.

“Babe, what happened?” you ask.

He doesn’t answer immediately. Just walks past you like it’s his place, toes off his shoes with lazy precision, and drops onto your couch like gravity’s been too much lately.

“I couldn’t sleep,” he mumbles. “It was too quiet.”

You blink.“You live alone.”

He shrugs. “Yeah. That’s the problem.”

You stand there, holding the door like an idiot, heart doing that annoying flip thing.He glances at you, finally,eyes soft, mouth flat.

“You gonna close the door or let mosquitoes in?”

You shut it. Toss him the spare blanket. He doesn’t say thank you. He doesn’t have to.

Then without saying anything else, you walk up to him and sit besides him.

"I hate when people whom I share everything with don't do the same." You muttered, flatly.

"I thought you only shared everything with me?"

"Exactly."

This earned a mirthless chuckle from him and he ran his fingers through his hair, a gesture you had always found hot.

"It's your dad again, isn't it?"

For a moment, neither of you added to that question, until he finally decided to.

"Yeah. It's just- i, i can never be what he wants me to be. I can never be the perfect son who's a doctor, the son he anticipates to meet, the son who makes him proud, the son he can brag about... it's all just too much for me. I just want to be somewhere peacefully. With you. With them. Oh, how i wish I could wake up someday without the weight of expectations already making me dizzy. And i- i feel so pathetic. I know it's your midterms. I know that you are busy. And yet I had the audacity to come here and talk to you. And no, it's not because you say the right things or anything like that, it's because whatever you do seems right to me at the moment, like, you're listening to me so nicely. I feel so heard, so seen. Everything feels right when you give me those eyes. I know I'm weird. And trust me, I am sorry that I'm like this I really a-"

That was it, before he knew, you two were already kissing each other.

"Hoonie, what do you think a perfect son is? A doctor? No. I'm sure he just wants you to be successful. And comeon, we both know it. With your talents and deals from the industry, you will be an idol in no time after graduation. So just be a little patient. Your dreams are not running away anywhere. They were always yours and will always be yours and yours only. So cherish them and be patient with them, they take time to come true. Till them, you can continue being the perfect boyfriend instead of the perfect son."

You kissed his shoulder softly before resting your head there again.

"Ofcourse, I was right when I thought that this was where I needed to come."

You giggled and he rested his head on yours gently.

[sillysweetpotato]

hello.

Yo y'all. This is my first post on Tumblr. I will be writing fics for Enhypen and them only (both smut and fluff). So feel free to send some asks, I will gladly write them!💗┌⁠(⁠★⁠ｏ⁠☆⁠)⁠┘

No smut for riki tho. I know he's not a minor, but I will feel uncomfortable, thanks for understanding:3