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I also can’t continue my story Raelyn because it doesn’t have a backup, but I will leave it up, even though it’s not the best haha

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Sorry I haven’t posted in a while, my old laptop broke and I’ve just recently got a new one. I didn’t have backup saves so unfortunately I have to restart my whole 100 baby challenge

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Major Lag

Has anyone else's game been lagy since installing stranger ville?? I noticed the Sim supply's video lag some during gameplay and my game has been super lag . It was working fine before the expansion.

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(Trigger Warning)

Raelyn, home alone, and depressed, sits in her bathroom sobbing before getting up and looking at herself in the mirror,

“What is it? WHATS WRONG WITH ME!!?” She screams at her image before looking down at the clippers she keeps on the sink. She pauses and begins rummaging through her cabinets before finding her hair dyes she kept in case she wanted a new look. Raelyn immediately gets to work chopping her hair off and dying it. It was like an adrenaline rush for her, Farrah always said how much she loved the color pink on Raelyns long gorgeous hair. Well Farrah has nothing to love if she sees Raelyn now. Finishing Raelyn looks at herself in the mirror.

“Perfect. But god do i wish i had saved something from those drugs.” Raelyn sighs before going to her bedroom and noticing on her dresser, right next to the razor blade, a nice line of coke. Raelyn smiles devilishly before snorting the line and grabbing the blade. She sits down on her bed, tears still in her eyes, looking down.

‘For as long as im alive, i will never let another person hurt me like this again, no one, not my mother, father or a lover” she slowly slices a notch in her arm. “Even though this will not end me, i will not feel pain from anyone else”She slices two more notches in her arm, blood now pouring down onto her clothes. “I will hide these marks between tattoos and excuses of cats scratching me” She continues to slice her arm until she gets to the bend of her elbow before saying “As long as i f**cking live, i will hurt myself before i EVER let someone do that to me again!” And she cuts one last deep time before going to the bathroom to rinse off her arm. She goes to the bedroom before the phone rings. Its an unknown caller.

R-”Hello?”

UKC-” Hey this is uh, well Patrick, Farrahs apparent lover, and i-”

R-”F**k you man, leave me the hell alone.”

P-”I will, i just wanted to let you know, that while i will stay with Farrah, i had no idea about you.”

R-”Yeah but you dont care enough that you’d still stay with a lying, cheating, nasty ass wh*re, so f*ck off, both of you.” And she hangs up the phone and lays in bed feeling numb, until she finally falls asleep.

Note:

if anyone suffers from depression and or suicidal thoughts, please know you are not alone, there are hotlines you can call, and people you can talk to. Even if you feel there is not, there is always people like me who understand and want to help. If you ever need to talk i am a message away for anyone who needs it.

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It was going on 8 months Raelyn and Farrah had been together, with really nothing getting better. Farrah didn’t actually have a job outside of being the local dealer, so Raelyn made most of the legal money they had. Raelyn was still curious as to where Farrah was going all day while she was at work, considering most of Farrahs “clients” Raelyn knew and Farrah always talked about, but this, she kept hiding. So one day Raelyn lied about having to work, and hide outside waiting to see where Farrah went. Raelyn followed her for a while until she watched Farrah go into a house.

“Maybe its a new customer?” Raelyn said to herself “Maybe they felt weird coming to Farrahs house or my apartment.” Raelyn kept reassuring herself.

So she goes up to the door to knock, but what she sees through the glass door, immediately  sends her into a fury. She saw HER girlfriend making out with,with some guy. How long had this been going on?! Raelyns heart sank and mind started going a million miles a second, not thinking she barges in, screaming at Farrah.

R-”WHO THE F**CK IS THIS GUY?!”

Farrah caught extremely off guard stutters over her words completely frozen before Raelyn continues.

R-” WELL? WHO IS HE AND WHY IS HIS TONGUE DOWN YOUR THROAT FARRAH?!” Raelyn begins to walk closer to Farrah, feeling her anger boil over. 

Farrah replies in a meek tone “Rae, calm down, just uh, um follow me.” Farrah leads Raelyn to the bathroom, trying to maybe cause less of a scene than what was already happening.

R-”How Farrah, HOW could you do this to me?! To us!? I’ve done EVERYTHING for you and then you run off while i’m working with, with some guy?!”

F-”Rae listen, it’s not what you think, i, i was just helping him, uh-”

before Farrah can finish Raelyn interrupts “HELPING HIM WHAT?! GET A F**KING HARD ON?!!!”

F-”Listen im so sorry, i didnt want you to find out like this and i-”

Raelyn still furious grabs a cup she notices sitting next to the sink full of water and throws it on Farrah “DIDN’T WANT ME TO FIND OUT LIKE THIS OR DIDN’T WANT ME TO FIND OUT AT ALL?!”

F-”Raelyn please just listen to-”

R-”You’re a real piece of work, you know that? Don’t EVER contact me again, and i mean for anything, matter of fact, here,” Raelyn throwns any and all drugs shes got off Farrah at her feet “take these too, i don’t want ANYTHING from you, you’re nasty and i HATE you!”

With that, Farrah is left in the bathroom as Raelyn walks out stopping to look at the man before saying “hope you and the nasty wh*re have a nice time passing out together” before walking out and going home. She goes to her bathroom, crying, sobbing, why am i not enough, she thinks to herself, why?!

Warning:

the next post will contain things that may be triggering for some, please read at you’re own risk. (though i know i don’t have many, if any that read these i do want to put this just in case)

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Later on I will be postin more of the story of Raelyn, it might becoming triggering for some. So if you have depression or anxiety be warned. I would also like to add I am completely starting from scratch with the 100 baby challenge. I was dissatisfied with my matriarch and just how I played. All posts have been deleted with that family and I will be making another today as well. Thanks to anyone who actually cares haha

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After dating for a few months Farrah and Raelyn were still close, but the drugs helped. They were both always high on one thing or another and never really had any real conversations. It was always sitting and eating, or passing out, and the occasional passion time in the bedroom. Neither one of them really cared though, they were together and having fun, right? Soon though, Raelyn starts showing up to work high, she manages to hide it but frequently passes out in the break room. Farrah goes out when Raelyn is at work, but Rae doesnt really know where she goes for all those hours, and Farrah dodges the questions when asked, and they just wind up high and stuck again and again.

What is going to happen to Raelyn? Where is Farrah going? How much longer can this relationship last if they never talk?

P.S

Just a warning i dont know if it will be the next one or the one after that but things may become a little triggering. I am an adult, 21, and i have gone through some things i talk about or have seen others go through. If you do not like what i am posting, thats fine, you dont have to read it, im new to the sotry thing anyway. Sorry if its not very good im trying to make sure the story progresses without having 20,000 posts to get there. Once again if anyone has any suggestions or something they’d like to see in here please let me know and i will try my best. Thank you. 

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After maybe about 20 minutes of being home, Raelyn receives another phone call from Farrah, who had been pacing at home regretting not telling Raelyn how she felt.

Raelyn answers the phone with a smile. “Hello? Whats up?”

F-”Hey girl, is it cool if i come over for a bit there’s something i really need to tell you in person?”

R- “Haha sure, being one of my only friends and my dealer you know you’re welcome over anytime.” Raelyn says with a laugh

F-”Aight, cool I’ll be over in a few.”

Rae and Farrah hang up the phone, and Farrah not living too far gets to Raelyns apartment in about 15 minutes. Farrah knocks on the door and hears Raelyn from inside tell her to come in.

R- “Hey Farrah are you ok? What did you need to tell me?” Raelyn says smiling as she greets Farrah

F-”Listen, I’m not the type of girl to really be like this, all weird and s**t about how i feel, but you, you got me feeling some type of way.” Farrah says looking down and away from Rae, her stomach already in knots.

R-”Hah Farrah what are you-”

F-”I want you to be my girlfriend Raelyn.” Farrah blurts it out staring at Raelyn

R-”You, uh, you what?” Raelyn asks, rather caught off guard at first. “I mean, like really? Cause i’m really a mess right now and i don’t want to bring you-”

F-”Oh shut up and kiss me!” Farrah pulls Raelyn in and kisses her, both feeling butterflies as it happens. 

blushing Raelyn looks at Farrah and smiles “Well, well well, haha, i guess this makes it official huh? Well then, would you like to stay over for a while?”

Farrah beams at the question and immediately answers yes. While this seems like an amazing thing, it couldn't be good for Raelyn to be with her dealer. How will she ever get back on track when she now has a free supply? Or will Farrah try to stop and help Raelyn better herself?

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Happy Valentines Day Everyone!!

Raelyn, being the single lady she is, wasn’t very concerned with it being Valentines Day and her being all alone, that is of course until her morning dose of feel good wears off and her pms kicks back in. She becomes sad and lonely. Unsure of what to do, she wants to sleep but her stomach begins to rumble, so she goes and makes a quick sandwich to satisfy her belly. A few hours pass by as Raelyn mostly stays in bed trying to sleep when she hears her phone go off. She gets up and answers it;

R- “Hello?”

F-”Heeeyyy what are you doin?”

R-”Hmm? Farrah? Oh you know, at home, alone, trying to sleep. Anyway, why did you call?” 

F-”Its been a minute since you came over girl, making sure you still good”

R-”Yeah im fine. Thanks. But i’ll just go-”

F-”Wait! I, uh, wanted to ask if you’d like to come out to eat with me?”

R-”Sure, i mean, im not really doing anything”

F-”Awesome! See you soon then”

Raelyn gets off the phone with Farrah, rather surprised she asked her out. Was this going to be like a date date? Or is it just two friends hanging out?

Raelyn arrives at the Chez Llama and meets Farrah at their table. They sit and talk a while about how lame Valentines day is and how its just a sellout. They laugh and have a good time. Raelyn still a bit confused as to what this was. Farrah all the while, slightly letting a pick up line or flirt out, trying not to be too obviously into Raelyn. But everyone around, except Rae could tell Farrah wanted her. After the meal Rae pays and thanks Farrah for inviting her out, they both then go to their own homes. Farrah, a little disappointed she didn't say anything to her friend, customer, and crush, Raelyn, still clueless goes home to watch the stupid Valentines specials on every channel and get high.

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I posted on my Twitter already, and while this is supposed to be for sims stuff, I just had to show everyone the amazing shirt I got from @dingodoodles merch store today! It came super early, fits wonderfully and is amazingly soft!! Can’t wait to wear it next Wednesday for dnd!! ❤️❤️❤️🔥🔥

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Raelyn arrives at work, on time and hung over. 

“Take a deep breathe, you can do this.” Raelyn tries calming her nerves, reassuring herself. It’s not helping.

“Maybe if i just...” Raelyn quickly takes out a small pill and takes it.

“That should kick in soon..ok, lets go do this.”

Raelyn heads into work, within 30 minutes she feels her buzz kick in. A new wave of energy hits her. She talks to a few co workers, hoping they dont notice her buzz. After a bit of touring and some explaining of her job shes told to go start some research. She works hard all day, and thanks to some “help” she stays energized for a long time, she winds up working past her shift. It was late when she finally got off. She went home that night, smoked a little bud, ate dinner and then went to sleep. Raelyn felt accomplished with her work day. She was proud of herself for even being able to go to work and not get completely fucked before hand. But she still had a guilty feeling in the pit of her stomach for having to still take something to be able to go in.

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Same tho

Me: I’m going to try to take less screenshots in this save and only focus on things that feel important. Like birthdays, a proposal or a wedding maybe. Things like that! Keeping it simple.  Sim: *eats something* Me: C C C C C *changes angle* C C C C C *changes angle* C C C C C

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R- “Ferrah oh my god! Finally you’re here!!”

F-”Girl,calm down, whatchu need?”

R- “I’ve been stressing over this new job, i start tomorrow. God im breaking out and i didn't know when you'd be home.”

F- “Girl, chill. I’ll give you the usual ok? Speed ya up, give you a popper, some sugar and a bit of bud. No worries.”

R- “Oh god you’re a life saver. Usual rate?” *Raelyn digs through her purse pulling out a wad of cash and handing it to Ferrah. Ferrah takes the cash and stuffs it in her pocket”

F- “Now go home and chill out befo yo ass passes out. Need to be ready fo ya job tomorrow”

R- “Alright, catch you later then b. Thanks again”

Raelyn proceeds to go back to her apartment and par take in a little of everything she received while at Ferrahs. For hours shes up and feels amazing, cleaning and cooking before settling in for the night. She was sleeping well until loud booms and music started coming from next door. Raelyn angrily pounds on the neighbors door until he comes out, and she sternly tells him to shut it down, before going back to bed. Unfortunately the next morning, she wakes up to her alarm for work and a pain in her head. Her buzz had died, and in its place a nasty hangover. Will she make it through her first day?

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sorry im new at this but i am trying my best. let me know if you have any recommendations or anything you’d like to see in the story. Make sure to follow so you know when i post.

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After applying for a job in the science path Raelyn began to feel stressed and uneasy. Her face began to break out, so she decided to go to Ferrahs house for a fix. Unfortunately she forgot that Ferrah had to go visit her Uncle today. Raelyn decides to wait, because she knows Ferrah will be home soon, right? she has to be... 

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I will be doing a story of Raelyn Vance, taking a break from 100 Baby challenge.

           Story:

Raelyn Vance is a young adult, starting her life alone. She comes from a not so great family, mom being home and depressed not doing much while her father drank himself all day and worked nights. She wanted a better life for herself and as soon as she could she moved out. Now living alone in the big city she’s found herself lonely. Raelyn soon began going out and partying, meaningless drinks at first but soon she became addicted to drugs. Taking coke and doing pills, she was spiraling most days, but some days she would smoke weed and soon pass out. Though she was a partier it didnt stop her from pursuing her dreams. Raelyn would be better than her parents. She began going to college and studying, not knowing which major she would get just yet.

Wanting to better herself became more difficult as the addictions grew stronger but Raelyn didnt give up. Not yet. She partied so much to forget most of her life, but she could never forget her goals. Not having many friends in this new city made it even harder for her to not want to go out night after night.She managed to finish school but only by the skin of her teeth. WIll Raelyn ever stop? Will she find a job? Is there anyone out there that could save her or help? Or will the drugs take her life before she reaches her goals?

PS & Disclaimer:

Most of my content is cc i’ve found on here, through tsr, simdom or youtube; specifically: fantayzia and itsmetroi.

im using smoking mod, basemental mod, meaningful stories mod, and more, i will make sure to not capture any nsfw content considering i do have the wicked whims mod

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