simonthewatcher

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It's my best friends birthday (late/early idk) wanted to make him a birthday post since he's the most kindest person I've met.

He will listen about your day and yap with you.

He will give great advice. He will even do everything so you never feel alone. He is my favorite person in the earth ever (well Olivia is first lol )

Also when I came out as trans he was supportive.

So wish him birthday wishes . Thank you so much for bringing purpose to my life you are my best friend I'm glad you where born.

@loycspotting

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Late Ewan edit

Happy birthday Ewan :D

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Forgot that I had this

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More. Edits I forgot about

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"could have been millons of people , but atlas I'm only me sadly , someone fix me please "

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I'm coming out officially . Yeah I feel comfortable . So I've been feeling dysphoria for the longest time . yeah didn't know how to write this literally I'm shaking rn . Felt like I decided to share . I go by he/him and the name Simon. Yes I based it on a book character/movie . Do I love the name um yes . Really much . So yeah this is it . This was scary for me . I will keep y'all posted on Testrone or a binder. I used to go by Joan on here or Ester. So now I'm just Simon . Yeah that's it still the same person my moots know .

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This thing I made for my favorite characters

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"You never know when the solitude becomes multitude. Yet you always think . How can I be a burden today?" -me

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bring back tumblr ask culture let me. bother you with questions and statements

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video edit

here y'all are , don't worry keeping the community fed

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sims 4 progjects

imagine suffering , thats what im doing litterally trying to transfer a sims 2 hair to sims 4 and suffering my ass off :"} also sorry i havent posted in a long time

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ewan mcgregor edit because yes <33

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"why cant I just sit in my david bowie shirt, with my gogo boots on watching the world crumble"

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movie review time

this is will be somewhat bias all movie reviews kind of are its about people likeing or dislikeing a movie. I just like movies ya know. This is what i like and dont like about each movie.

1.Scott pilgrim: ok i love the cinema shots and the equal liberty they take with every detail of the comic also the characters and yes i did read the orginal comics.Especially wallace. Wallace is my favorite The books were appart of my middle schools library half the time. First off I hate scott he didnt deserve ramona i know she could be shitty too yet she never groomed knivesss sooo ahem scott is a bad person also cheated on said girl with ramona and made knives feel like she wasn't good enough . Second Ramona was my bi awakening thats all . I think that's everyone's review though.

2. Star wars in general (except the sequels its poor writing dont be racist in my comments or your blocked or dont be homophobic or hateful towards women. I just hate how they wrote rey as someone who is strong in the force when she litterally just learned she just LEARNED. How can she do stuff most jedi masters cant do. Also kylo ren being a haha edgelord. Like seriously also why is han a dead beat dad in the sequels. Luke giving up also makes no sense in writing. Also just to kill him off in the most lazy way too. Its so much lost writing. I like skelton crew , skelton crew you keep it up. I also love rogue one , ) . I love this movie 100% i love luke , leia, han , obi wan, anakin/vader techincally, C-3po, Artoo , padme. Sometimes the fandom not everyone since im in the fandom but the um actually people. That will destroy your head cannons and will send death threats if you even peep. Like please im just trying to watch my favorite movies.

3. I love you phillip morris .Ewan sold it. Phillip is a sweetheart. I want to protect him with all my heart. Jim carrey really did sell the con man role . The acting in this movie is comedic yet somehow serious. I just love it. Also wrriten well.

4. Velvet goldmine: ahem my favorite movie ever . It has mystery it has this sense that it was a labor of love. Thank you todd haynes for making all of the queer kids feel heard(im queer btw im bi thats why i use that word to clarify and trans) I was one of those kids so thank you so much.

5. Metroland ,, um christian bale. Ok im a bit bias the movie is so good i love the cinema shots. I love that he had so much depth to him. Chris (yes that was the characters name) had character to him. He was a scum bag but they knew how to show it.

6. a space odyssey:this is the first movie i ever watched of Kubrick, i fall in love with this movie. I like the plot twist. I love the ending . I think im the only one who understood the ending,

7. Amadeus :uh hell yeah , a zanny movie that feels like a fever dream sign me up. I loveee this movie. Nothing could pry this movie from my dead cold hands.

8. The outsiders: wow this movie is beautiful . I love the visuals the characters and the book. Everything makes me happy. (minus the people who think dally did nothing wrong he litterally is problematic thats what makes him a character oh and the people who think johnny is a inoccent uwu soft boi hes not. He is just like the other guys. Ponyboy litterally said he would join in , in talking trashy)

9. Disturbia , ok i might hate shia for his in real life violent tendencies but be honest this is good acting. i love this movie 100 percent of the time. The movie doesnt pull punches it knows what it is.

10 serial mom : i love john waters. He is my favorite director though he does filth films He is someone who is truly is true to himself. He cares about his craft. The highlight of the movie is Mathew Lillard . He has acting chops. Also the mom played by Kathleen turner is really funny. This shows a big problem in our society how people glamorize serial killers. (which if you do im blocking you) how people treat serial killers like their movie stars instead of people that have taken thousands of lives just because they are sick in the head and do it for no reason not even out of self defense . Serial mom has that important message which i appreciate. It also had beautiful color grading.

10. My private Idaho , thank you for making me sob. This movie is heart wrenching why did scott leave himm 😭they where in love.

11.the color purple. Its deeply sad . Tackles racism and other subjects . its tragic from beginning to end how could someone not be sad watching this movie. Its powerful towards major issues nobody says out loud . How could you not find this movie good. (the books better but stil! the movie is rich with great story telling) good movie to cry to .

12. trainspotting. Um do i need to explain. Uh yes . yes this is my favorite movie.The acting was sooo good. Also had a way of making someone throw up during the movie. This movie was my PSA awakening, to stop doing drugs. ( i used alot when i was younger and i regret it . Im a changed clean person now but nobody will ever realize in which this movie impacted me.

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mini food for thought

so i cant sleep havent been able to sleep for two days so heres a mini rant about velvet goldmine. Because when your gay and depressed talk about velvet goldmine. The thing I never understood was why curt and Brian started fighting. Then it stuck out to me. Hear me out. They both have egos not like seriously its obvious. Usually when bands fight its creative differences this was just that. Also the fact that Brian needs to have control. Im sorry if he's someones favorite character im not saying he cant be. This is just my point of view not facts. Anyways Brian needed control over everyone . When they say the line when brian came into our lives it was clear. He basically changed everything and everyone around him. If they didnt fit his image he ditched them . Mandy is a example , literally he used her till he decided to throw her out. I don't think it was love. He saw her in the club where they met and knew she would have connections he did see her hanging out with a group of people. Also she knew jack who was maybe i dont know popular at the time. He saw her as connection. With curt its more like lust and kind of admiration. Admiration in a way because Curt could be confident and do stuff he couldnt do like afford to scream at the crowd to shut up while he sang. Brian got booed. So admiration in that way. Curt was the one who mistook it for love in all honesty . Be real with me. He thought it was love. At thought it was for fun then he started having feelings. Since thats brians trap/charm . In which brian put up his defense walls after it became not fun and more like work . Curt decided to leave since he was tired of Brians power trip. They were on equal footing then all of sudden Brians tries to control curt in which curt wont let him. Since Curt as more of a sense of person. Brian hides behind a persona even when he is still trying to get his footing and I think their fight reminded him of this. Mandy and Brians divorce was something of the start. Honestly I feel bad for her. She was just a girl who was supportive of everything he did. She wasn't a bad person by any means. She did anything brian said. He wanted popularity .So did she. Everyone screwed her over basically. Jack wasn't effected much by brian as brian was effect by jack tbh. Since Jack floated above it all. Arthur our main narrator. I feel like he was effected in a fan way. Like imagine the person you look up to is a bad person (not hard to do) Oh and you hear that from your other favorite idol. How great is that. I know he didnt directly say that but its implied. Brian I feel like was a victim to nobody but himself. He didnt have a sense of self he hid behind tommy stone, brian slade or maxwell demon its like he had no sense of self to begin with. I dont hate him since i know what its like to be self destructive it effects everyone around you. Diagnosis Brian is a narcissist listen im not a phycologist and this is a fictional character so Im not saying he has all the traits. Not saying this is offical im not the creator of the movie. im a dumb 20 year old. This was for fun. Yes this has been my direct analysis on Brian slade.

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"You throw a ring on a finger, but it doesn't make it any better. It was never fated. Nothing ever is" -me

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this is my favorite meme for no reason