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Several more months have passed... I have not lived up to my more active post promise yet but, if anyone who attempted to reach out in the past would still like to chat perhaps? It may take a moment but you are free to reach out. I am ah... far too nervous to break the silence on my end as im sure most of these message are well over a year old.

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Return?

I am back... Potentially. A lot of folks are moving back tot his platform and I think I am hopefully healed enough from my abuser that I can return to this site. I’m still on edge, he has a habit of new accounts and stalking but i hope this is far enough removed from what he knew that I will be safe.

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Apologies to anyone who’s tried to reach out to me, I haven’t been too active on the website itself much at all lately, especially not checking my side blogs, and I’m working on shifting all my stuff to one central blog instead of having separated ones for all my kins (being spread out is now causing me anxiety funny enough since initially i had them separate for organization.)

if you’re still interested in reaching out feel free to send me another message and I can give you my main.

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Life has been a whirlwind, chaos and happiness and pain... i’ve been balancing so many places and people and tasks but i went to take a moment to clean and center and....

i’m on my knees now. I ordered the deluxe edition of the Chronicles of Exandria and it finally arrived and I opened to the first page with Mollymauk and oh. my gorgeous circus man. my friends. my family...

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⏭ i am hiding

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i... want to make my own aesthetic boards dedicated to the mighty nein, but also done with my own photos so they have more meaning and intent.

i’ll be doing some spell work/worship soon so maybe i can get pictures started there?

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The aftertaste of this breakfast nutrition supplement is oddly nostalgic. Like dirt and iron clinging to my mouth after a rough fight.

Unfortunate I am cold and alone; not safe with the Nein. Unfortunate I am at work, unsafe in an society reopening before it’s safe, than with those who chased away even the most vile of my demons.

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Mollymauk • Critical Roll campaign 2

// anon request!! I don’t know much abt critical roll but your character design is so nice!!!!

- Mod Richie 🐸

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i had an edible, and a little bit of alcohol as well, and things are finally soft and melding. i am nestled in all the pillows i own and it’s reminiscent of how Molly kept his bed. He is missing of course which makes it not ideal but if i close my eyes and float and hug one of the pillows tightly maybe i can get a sembalance of that peace.

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Be the chaos you want to see in the world💜🌙

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wild_nrocks on ig

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again and again and again and again and again

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For a Caleb Widogast with themes of loss, fire, magic and shades of orange and brown!

~Mod Asteroid

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Aesthetic for Mollymauk from Critical Role with purple, gold, and themes of self worth and recovery