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holy shit i'm crying

Every action has an equal and opposite reaction

"Every action has an equal and opposite reaction", I remember the day I learnt this vividly, Because although a law of physics, I didn't see it in my life, Especially when my father took his anger out on me.

It was never an equal reaction, not once, Somehow always worse from his side, From throwing glass plates at me to throwing me out of the house, I had marked corners in my house to hide.

I don't remember the exact day I became the target, When exactly his blows shifted from my mother's body to mine, However, I remember how I felt trying to give myself a reason, And to find something, anything that would make me want to survive.

It was almost as if he believed it made him tough, To overpower someone he was meant to protect, To torture a little girl to whom he meant the world, As she counted down the days following one outburst to the next.

"Was it worth it, I have to ask", "To make that little girl terrified of you?", As she prayed to every God for a moment of peace, Just a glimpse of normal childhood, too.

That girl died in her childhood home, Now and then she comes back to haunt me, She writes these words using my hands, And reminds me of all that I could have been. So, no, not every reaction is equal, Because how could a child's weight lead someone to force her to starve, "How could any boy ever want something like you", he said, Not knowing that he was the first man to ever break my heart.

love, vi 💌

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and I’d make them all blue and shit

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Playing it cool- Jay Halstead x reader

pairing: jay halstead x reader

summary: you work with a team of detectives that are slowly catching up on your pining but you both are still oblivious..(just pining)

content: fluff, reader being oblivious, jay pining HARD part 1 one chicago fics general masterlist

🎧: in between by gracie abrams

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yourusername chicago summers>>>> (i literally stop functioning in the winters) liked by jay_halstead, connor.rhodes and others.

hails_upton pretty pretty girl <33

yourusername no, you 💋

kev.atwater now who's the guy you're talking about in the second picture?

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kim.burgess i know who she's talking about ;)

yourusername oh hush jay_halstead tell me and i'll cover all your shifts for this week kim.burgess no <3 jay_halstead this MONTH kim.burgess i'm thinking about it... yourusername don't you dare. kim.burgess sorry man, she'll kill me if i do...

will.halstead please keep my brother, he won't stop talking about you.

kev.atwater i agree jay_halstead PLAYING IT COOL- DO YOU WANT ME TO SPELL IT OUT??

jay_halstead

jay_halstead heard we're appreciating chicago summers? liked by jay_halstead, yourusername and others.

yourusername now i am...

jay_halstead what? yourusername what. kev.atwater WHAT

kev.atwater boy if you don't cover yourself up

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kim.burgess

kim.burgess he wants to read my messages and find out about who y/n was talking about so bad 😭 liked by jay_halstead, yourusername and others.

jay_halstead TELL ME

kim.burgess NO!!

yourusername i guess we'll never know

jay_halstead i'm literally a detective, love, i'll find out yourusername 'literally a detective' says the most oblivious person i've ever seen jay_halstead what is that supposed to mean? kev.atwater it could not have been more clear, man.

jay_halstead

will.halstead appreciation post for my favorite people liked by jay_halstead, yourusername and others.

yourusername i got two pictures 💪🏻

will.halstead you literally forced me jay_halstead as she should yourusername thank you, jay!! see someone understands will.halstead uh huh...

jay_halstead first and last picture are the best in my personal opinion

yourusername agreed will.halstead of course they are... in your personal opinion kev.atwater "in my personal opinion" 🤓☝️ jay_halstead "shut up, kev"

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yourusername hi :) liked by jay_halstead, connor.rhodes and others.

jay_halstead SDHBAWBEJHBFSJHDS

yourusername ?? kim.burgess i told him who the text was about yourusername awwhh 😭

jay_halstead if i had a doctor as pretty as you, i'd want to fall sick

kev.atwater man shut up jay_halstead i'm not throwing away my shot?? yourusername okay, hamilton kev.atwater 😭😭😭

lemme know if you want a part three <3

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happy radha ashtami to those who celebrate <3

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attention swifties

if you see this you are OBLIGATED to tell me what the first Taylor Swift song you loved was.

Mine was Shake It Off so yours really won’t be embarrassing

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how many more nirbhayas till we finally get justice?

all eyes on doctors.

i know i do not have a huge platform on here, and i'm also aware of the fact that this may not be relevant to anything that i post on my blog. but i do want to create awareness about this horrifying incident, be it this way.

on 9th august, a second year trainee, doctor moumita debnath was found dead in the seminar hall of r.g kar. hospital in kolkata, west bengal india. she had gone there after a 36 hour shift to rest. her parents had been called, and they were told that their daughter had committed suicide. they rushed to the hospital, but were denied contact with their daughter. that is until her father went into the crime spot.

he found her semi-naked, her pelvic girdles broken, legs at a ninety degree angel. her collar bone was broken, pieces of flesh was torn off from her body. her spectacles had been smashed, the broken glass dug into her eyes.

this incident was claimed to be a suicide by sandip ghosh. he blamed the victim for going to the seminar hall. mamata banerjee, chief minister of west bengal has supported this theory.

but the autopsy report clearly suggests gangrape. 150 mg of semen has been found. there were bobby pins stuck in her vagina. the cctv footage of the crime scene has been destroyed. the room just near the crime spot has gone under renovation.

reason for the crime involve a lot of dirty politics. sandip ghosh is an mla whose son "allegedly" was leading a a drug and sex racket. the victim found out about this, and thus threatened to expose them. which lead to them harassing and threatening her continuously for two months. on the unfortunate fateful night, they found her alone, and threatened her before turning into demons of hell.

mamata banerjee or the police has not done anything. all because they want to protect the mla and his son.

the protests which found way at 11pm, 14th of august which continued till late night was charged at by police and mobs near shyambazar and r.g kar hospital. drunken goons destroyed evidence at r.g kar.

ram mandir banate raho. sitaaen jalti rahegi.

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This is a cry for help. (from all of India, all women and all victims)

This is not like anything I have ever written before but this is something I just had to talk about. If you have an audience, no matter how big or small, please reblog or talk about this issue. I want this to be talked about internationally as well because I know my country, no matter how hard people try, the government will only be able to sweep this under the rug and there won't be a safer work environment. It is a cry of justice from all of India because of the rape and brutal murder of a medical student.

tw: the next part includes talk about SA and violent descriptions of the crime (i have marked where the descriptions end but please please please spread this news.)

why i need you to reach out- The last case that sparked this big of an online and community outrage was the Nirbhaya case in 2012. Out of the 6 guilty, 4 were hanged, 1 died in jail and 1 who was underage... spent time in juvenile and was let go with all traces of his identity unknown. His name was changed, his face never disclosed, for all I know, he could be roaming around anywhere in India or even outside. That story died down after a few months and now no one in our media talks about it, but an average of 90 rapes a day were reported to CBI (Central Beuro of Investigation) in 2022. I won't go into detail about it but that is a similar horror true story but I will link the resources if you want to read about it. Again, tw: it contains details about SA and violence. The link is there at the end of this post.

what happened- It was around 2 am. After a long, hard 36 hour shift, a 31 year old doctor went to a seminar room to lay down and take a short break after telling her mother that she was fine. In those hours of the night when almost the entire country was sleeping, that girl was brutally beat up, raped and murdered. I will be talking about what happened to her in the next paragraph because what happened to her was truly inhuman and the bastards who did this should be hanged publically so everyone can see the punishment for something as cruel and i lack the words to describe how disgusting this is. The hospital informed the parents that it was a suicide. The parents were made to wait 3 hours before finally being able to see the body of their daughter. And the worst part is, just to make the protests die down, within 24 hours the police announced that they had arrested a man who admitted to being guilty when it was evident that this was not a one-man job. the airpods found on the scene were found in the bluetooth settings of that mans phone and that is it. That is all the "investigation" has told us. I will be updating with any updates on this case but so far, only candle marches and protests have happened and that too by the students.

tw: talks in detail about the injuries.

details of the crime- the girl's legs were at 90 degree angles, her pelvic girdle fractured. her eyes were bleeding due to the glass from her glasses being smashed inside her eye. She was bleeding from every part of her body that was littered with scars, her vagina and her mouth. Her head sustaining head injuries as if it was bashed against a wall. The police suspect she was murdered before she was raped.

Here is why I said it was evident that it was not a one-man job. The amount of semen found inside her vagina was 150 grams. One ejaculation releases 15 grams keep that in mind.

the injury description ends here

how they have tried to cover it up- The hospital began renovating a room very close to the crime scene and gangs were made to trash the crime scene as well to compromise the evidence. The principal of the collage where this happened resigned but got a job just within 12 hours at another prestigious university. THE SAME PRINCIPAL WHO BLAMED THIS HORRIFIC INCIDENT ON THE VICTIM.

resources to help victims of violence and rape- Please reblog, please talk about this story so that it becomes an incident not repeated ever again. So that our mothers, our sisters, our daughters don't have to go through this ever again.

This is a cry for help.

As a medical aspirant myself, I'm scared for my future and the future of all other passionate girls who are trying their level best to work for their career.

the nirbhaya case- What is Nirbhaya case? | What is Nirbhaya case full story? | India News - Times of India (indiatimes.com) details about this case- What happened in the Kolkata rape case that triggered doctors’ protests? | Sexual Assault News | Al Jazeera rainn website and helpline- (for rape, abuse and incest)- RAINN | The nation's largest anti-sexual violence organization helpline- 800.656.HOPE (4673) other helpline numbers- Sexual abuse helplines in India (findahelpline.com)

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you ever like a character and get jealous of any potential love interest for them, but then start loving their partner more?

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cutest thing i've ever seen i'm sobbing

Obligatory battle of the labyrinth kiss scene

Bonus:

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one chicago fics

requests are not open since i have exams, but they will soon (hopefully)!!

CHICAGO PD

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everybody knows that i'm a good girl, officer, part 2- smau, just a bunch of cute pining and the title ;)

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'Everybody knows that I'm a good girl, officer' - Jay Halstead x reader smau

A/n: I know what yall are gonna think about the title, but i promise there's no smut, i don't write smut but this is literally the only title my mind could come up with. I really wanted to write this because oh my lord jay halstead is so fine, hello??

pairing: jay halstead x reader

summary: reader is a doctor at chicago med and jay is pining hard.

content: fluff, reader being oblivious, jay pining HARD

one chicago fics general masterlist

🎧: playing dangerous by lana del rey

part 2 out now

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jay_halstead With my favorite co-worker. Ignore Kev in the first picture. liked by yourusername, kev.atwater and others.

hails_upton funny how kim just casually mentions a certain someone loves dogs and you post this

jay_halstead you calling kevin a dog? kev.atwater you see this? kev.atwater i see it. i saw the caption too. you're dead, halstead jay_halstead it's called a joke, man... (don't hurt me)

yourusername awwhhh handsome boys!

kev.atwater compliment from a beautiful lady herself jay_halstead she's talking about the second picture kev.atwater think before posting halstead, i have screenshots of all your dms about the certain someone hailey mentioned jay_haltead i'm sorry, love you kev kev.atwater that's what i thought.

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kev.atwater we clean up well liked by jay_halstead, yourusername and others.

yourusername chicago's in good hands i'm sure but it doesn't hurt the police force is this good to look at

jay_halstead be honest, who looks the best? kev.atwater you're gonna get your heart broken, halstead yourusername obviously you, pretty boy jay_halstead i knew it, can't keep your eyes off me, can you, love? yourusername you're tempting me to change my answer kev.atwater I'M HEARTBROKEN yourusername noo kev, you look pretty as well kev.atwater well that is not how i thought this would go.

aruzek tell me why jay looks as red as a tomato right now?

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yourusername us at the end of busy days... liked by jay_halstead, connor.rhodes and others.

hails_upton is he checking your knee's pulse?

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jay_halstead what is going on in the second picture

will.halstead want to recreate? she can help yourusername jay_halstead WHAT yourusername WILL?? will.halstead you were already flirting with each other, i say this and suddenly it's not cool?

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yourusername alexa, play playing dangerous by lana del rey liked by jay_halstead, hails.upton and others.

hails_upton THE CAPTION? EXCUSE ME?

jay_halstead why? what does it mean? yourusername NO DON'T SEARCH IT UP jay_halstead i definitely did not search it up yourusername is he telling the truth, hailey? hails_upton he has the biggest shit eating grin on his face. yourusername is it bad i want to see him? hails_upton you're down bad.

jay_halstead will, i need your help, i think my heart genuinely stopped after seeing this picture

will.halstead that's a dumb pick-up line yourusername it's kinda cute jay_halstead you hear that? it's cute kev.atwater stop blushing you look weird, jay jay_halstead WHY DOES NO ONE UNDERSTAND 'PLAYING IT COOL'??

lemme know if you want a part 2!

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also, it's her music and her choice, let her enjoy making music with him and remember they gave us getaway car

no.1 jack antonoff apologist

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you would not BELIEVE the friendship between two people who don't talk to each other... mutuals when i like your posts i'm imagining us frolicking in a field together holding hands

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texts between james and sirius

james is grey, sirius is blue/red

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exCUSE ME?! THIS IS THE FIRST THING I SEE IN THE MORNING? THIS MADE MY DAY AND BROKE MY HEART WHAT

JUST FOUND THIS HEADCANNON !

regulus: “you have your-”

harry: “my mother’s eyes, i know”

regulus: “your father’s grin.”

SOBBING

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hobbies include leaving tumblr for an indefinitely long period of time, dropping the most random ass fic, and letting the cycle continue. why do i have followers i am so sorry y'all.

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when debut tv slaps this world off its axis then you'll see ... YOU'LL ALL SEE