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exnseo:

hearing eunseo beg and plead like this sends a odd tingly feeling up their spine. they get a sick sense of pride and pleasure knowing that they’re the only one that can make eunseo act like this. that they’re the only one that can coax this kind of reaction out of him, it makes siwon smirk. siwon in bed is the complete opposite of siwon anywhere else, and eunseo quickly found that out when they first started fooling around when they were younger. luckily for siwon, eunseo loves it all. “you still get jealous though, don’t you? i bet you’d get jealous if i remind you how close i was to letting wooseok have my virginity. he was going to fuck your siwonnie before you had the chance to, eunseo.. how does that make you feel? how does it make you feel to know that he still tries to talk to me to this day, hmm?” they mock, trying to coax a reaction out of him. they know it’s an asshole thing to do, but they want to get eunseo riled up. that’s when they have the best sex. “look at you,” they grunt softly, looking down at his shorts. “you’re ruining your shorts and i’ve barely even begun to touch you. pathetic.” they force eunseo to turn around on his stomach, hiking up his bottom half so that his knees are pressed against the bed. “but since you’re being a good little boy and asked me politely, i’m going to give you a little reward.” they slowly tug his shorts down, their lips pressing against the small of his back, right above his ass, before their lips drag downwards. they pause for a moment, before suddenly their tongue is flicking out and brushing against eunseo’s hole teasingly.

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jvnhoz:

@siwvn !

flopping down the magazine he was sort of reading, jinho shifts attentions to siwon. the fact a silence could sit comfortably between the two of them was good but today in particular, jinho was feeling chatty. “ have you ever been out the country ?? ” he asked, rolling the magazine underneath a palm. “ do you think americas like the tv shows make out ?? ”

“no, but i’ve always wanted to go.” siwon’s never been able to the nicest clothes, let alone afford to travel anywhere. their parents are on the worser side of poor, and they didn’t have much growing up. it’s something they’ve gotten used to over the years. it’s not a big deal for them. “i don’t think so.. i mean, there’s some truth there, of course, but i don’t think it’s exactly how tv makes it out to be.”

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exnseo:

the throbbing between siwon’s legs easily outshines the throbbing in their mind, by a long shot. it only takes a few more sucks of their fingers to push siwon over the edge, and they’re moving. “you are jealous. it’s okay to be jealous, eunseo..” they kiss his lips gently. “i think it’s kind of hot when you’re all jealous and possessive. it makes me so hard seeing you get all protective of me. it makes me even harder knowing that you like to act all tough and dominant but behind closed doors, you’re nothing but a whiny little slut for my dick.” their hand reaches for eunseo’s hair, yanking on it roughly and making sure his head was pulled back so that they could stare him in the eyes. “i hear you telling me to touch you, but what i’m not hearing is a please, eunseo..”

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exnseo:

somewhere in the back of their mind, siwon knows that they should probably calm down and allow the painkillers to set in and start working full before getting intimate with eunseo. that after their release, they’ll feel that all too familiar throbbing in their skull. it never really truly goes away though, so what’s the point? they might as well get to enjoy something before the pain kicks back in. or at least that was their reasoning now because of all the blood rushing from their head to their dick. they’re so hard it practically hurts, and all they can think about is pushing their length into eunseo’s mouth for some relief. their hips jerk forward slightly when a hand wraps around their hard member, precum dripping from the tip as they begin thrusting into the hand slowly, biting down on the smaller’s neck, something that’s bound to happen about a dozen or so more times throughout the night. “you are jealous,” siwon breathes, nudging their nose against eunseo’s bruised neck, an amused smile tugging at the corners of their mouth. “what’s the different?” they ask rhetorically, before leaving it at that and letting their lips meet once again. they kiss him deeply, forcing their tongue inside of his mouth and easily overpowering him. not that there’s much fight to begin with. when they pull away to hear the other’s question, they snort softly. “now really isn’t the time to be discussing this, eunseo,” they mumble softly, one of their hands sliding up the smooth skin of his chest, before wrapping around his throat. “it seems as though i’m going to have to punish you. you obviously don’t know how to listen.” they give his neck a firm squeeze.

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exnseo:

THE OTHER’S MOAN goes straight to eunseo’s groin and all he could simply do is whine softly around the digit that’s currently getting assaulted by his lips, making sure to hollow his cheeks around siwon’s fingers as his tongue laps up the underside of their digit –– just like he would do if it were siwon’s dick inside his mouth … and blatantly made it OBVIOUS that he was thinking about it as well. but suddenly siwon’s hips are pressed against his own and eunseo’s clenching his eyes, mewling quietly as hips begin to roll to relieve the pressure that’s growing inside his shorts, knowing fully well how absolutely needy and w r e c k e d he looks just from simple teasing. this had always been siwon’s EFFECT on him, a whimpering and shuddering mess. eunseo wants them as much as they want him, and siwon knows it, too. “ wooseok didn’t deserve to be with you, ” eunseo huffs childishly in a small murmur and scrunches his nose up at the kiss, but it all f a d e s when he’s reassured with a promise of a kiss that wooseok isn’t there. eunseo is. “ yeah, well. who were you FOCUSED on then, huh ? ” eunseo reaches up to poke at siwon’s side, peering curiously like a child in a candy shop before pressing his face against the taller’s jaw whilst shaking his head quietly. he didn’t want to particularly think of everyone who had almost stolen siwon away from his during their teenage years, eunseo had desperately fought off every single one of them because … well, eunseo had been in love with the other for so long and could only take so much. now, if he could only TELL them. “ my father will pay for us and we can run away together ! ” eunseo replies stubbornly, the childish pout returning to stain itself onto his pinked lips whilst rubbing his nose against theirs once again. there grinding suddenly HEIGHTENS to the point where eunseo can’t stop the moans from s p i l l i n g out of his lips, letting the other grip his hips to the point where they’d bruise most likely but all eunseo could do is arch into the other’s frame whilst rolling his hips, silently begging for more, more, more. “ kiss me, ” he murmurs quietly with a whine as fingers tug at the strands of siwon’s hair. 

this wasn’t exactly how siwon had been planning for their time spent to go, but it wasn’t like they were complaining. in fact, they were more than happy that their plans had decided to take this swift and abrupt change for the better. by that point, their migraine from before was long forgotten, and they could ignore the slight throbbing that radiated throughout their skull in favor of focusing on how eunseo’s lips felt around their finger and how good it felt to grind their hips into the other’s, their own breath hitching. they were so hard that it was beginning to get uncomfortable, and they shifted slightly, trying to get some form of relief, but they knew that it wouldn’t come, not like that. they slipped their finger out of eunseo’s mouth with a wet pop, before their hands were gripping at his shirt, tugging it up and over his head and tossing it onto the ground. immediately their lips found their way to his skin, sucking and kissing at the skin while siwon’s fingers worked on unbuttoning and unzipping their own pants. when their pants were finally undone, they let out a sigh of relief, before wriggling their hips and pushing them down, their thumbs hooking into their boxers and pulling them down with their jeans until their dick was freed. they immediately began grinding it against the other’s abdomen, chuckling breathlessly at his words. “your jealousy is showing,” they murmured, their lips finding his neck once again. “i was focused on you, eunseo. you know that.” and it was true. siwon had been whipped by eunseo for as long as they can remember, and they weren’t really ashamed of it. why would they be ashamed of loving someone? “i don’t want to mooch off of your father’s money.” they huffed, biting down roughly on his neck and sucking a rather large bruise into the pale skin - one that matched the one on the opposite side of his neck. at the sound of eunseo’s request, siwon smirked, their nose brushing along the length of his jawline. “if you want a kiss, you’re going to ask for it properly. what have i told you about being so demanding?” 

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exnseo:

IT’S OUT OF habit which is the only excuse that he could think of the moment that he lets siwon’s thumb separate his pinked lips, ultimately letting the nimble digit into his mouth before quietly placing his lips around the finger and sucking it in –– tongue quietly lapping up the finger while eyes glance up towards the other in slight amusement, blinking at the sudden sounds that are released from the taller. it’s the little thing like these that STIR something deep inside eunseo’s chest, knowing fully well that he has that effect on siwon –– making them a whole DIFFERENT person in general all whilst keeping them metaphorically ‘ his ’ to the point where they have the power to pin him down and bed him if they wanted. eunseo quickly sees siwon’s expression form from something that resembled affection to hurt because he knew the hair was always a sore subject between them but he still loved siwon, either way. “ wooseok was DUMB who didn’t even know you and didn’t deserve to even be in the same room with you, ” eunseo grumbled around his words and ultimately resulted in a heavy jut of his lower lip at the mention of siwon’s old friend because that’s what they were. a friend. and eunseo will ultimately make sure it stays that way due to the green monster that l i n g e r e d upon the back of his mind before scooting closer towards the taller, ultimately wrapping their arms around siwon’s neck protectively. “ i’ll quit and we can run away together so we don’t ever have to work again, ” he murmurs while pressing his lips repeatedly all over siwon’s face until they finally capture eunseo’s into a rather deep lock of their lips that make eunseo moan into the other’s mouth, fingers squeezing encouragingly on siwon’s chest as eyes flutter shut at the assault he’s receiving before pulling back with a small grin. “ want to watch your FAVORITE, siwonnie ? i have your favorite and we can order in. ”

siwon can’t hold back the soft moan that leaves their own parted mouth, their tongue darting out to lick the bottom lip before sinking their teeth into it while they watch eunseo suck and lick at his thumb. soon enough, their bottom lips turns from it’s usual bright pink shade into an deep red color because of the pressure they’re putting on it with their teeth. they slide their thumb deeper inside of the male’s mouth, before suddenly pulling it out and replacing it with their middle finger. their mind gets a little hazy and they feel their bottoms tightening, so they press their hips against eunseo, making sure to grind their ever hardening length against the inside of his thigh, wanting him to know just how much they wanted him. “wooseok was really nice to me, eunseo-ah. but he wasn’t the one i was focused on.” they lean down to kiss his nose, before playfully kissing away the point that’s on his lips. siwon can’t blame eunseo for being jealous - they’ve had their fair share of jealous moments as well. siwon would be lying if they say they hadn’t sabotaged one or two or three, maybe four, of eunseo’s dates while they were in high school. they felt guilty for it at the time, but they still did it. eunseo was their’s and they didn’t appreciate people trying to take him away. they didn’t deserve him or to see his smile or touch him or see the look on his face when he’s all blissed out. “how are we supposed to eat if we don’t work, yeobo, hmm?” they chuckle, nudging their noses together before they’re being assaulted with kisses - not that they mind. it starts off innocent enough, but then eunseo’s moaning and siwon’s echoing the moan and they begin rutting their hips against eunseo’s again and biting down at his bottom lip. their hands find themselves gripping the other’s waist tightly, most assuredly leaving bruises behind. “mhmm,” they hum, licking at eunseo’s lips when they finally pull away. “that sounds nice.” 

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exnseo:

EUNSEO COULD FEEL their eyes on him which makes him glance up from his gaze on siwon’s broad shoulders. it’s amazing how so much time had past between the two and eunseo still finds himself incredibly IN LOVE with the kid who used to follow him around in high school, one of the actual few that eunseo could find themselves opening up to in this harsh environment. he supposed that’s why he loved siwon, because they were someone who was so full of love and happiness; it was impossible for eunseo to not fall in love with their best friend, anyway. eunseo simply blinks at the other’s words as a snarky comeback laid heavy on the tip of his tongue, he’s cut off at the taller’s pad of their thumb running across his bottom lip –– immediately nipping at the salty flesh before lapping his tongue over the assaulted skin, out of habit. he stares at siwon while this happens, w i d e eyes and blinking. “ you’re PERFECT … even if you have dumb rainbow hair, siwonnie, ” he murmurs back as low and whispered as if he were telling the other a secret ( which was ironic because there isn’t a secret that siwon doesn’t already know ) before pouting silently. he doesn’t even know why he keeps bringing up that damn hairstyle, he still kissed siwon silly and bedded them roughly when they had it –– even when eunseo thought it was incredibly TACKY. eunseo sighs and hums in reply, “ life isn’t fair but it’s fair if you stay with me in my bed forever. i don’t want you to go home. ” eunseo feels the other rub their nose against his, ultimately scrunching up his nose in reply that makes him look five years younger before pausing for a brief moment … launching forward and press messy kisses alongst siwon’s cheek, nose, lips until they understood that he’s thankful they’re not going to change. “ we can, siwonnie. what movie did you want to watch ? ”

they see it coming before it actually happens, but even the couple seconds warning isn’t enough to have siwon completely stabilized before eunseo is biting at their thumb, then licking his tongue out at it. siwon lets out a soft sound of approval and pleasure, their thumb pressing flush against the smaller’s bottom lip, putting pressure on it, silently asking him to part his lips so that they could slip their thumb between them. the feeling of his tongue against their thumb is something that they’re looking forward to. their expression soon melts into one of hurt, although it’s not completely honest. they’re not hurt by his words - they’ve heard his opinion of his rainbow hair plenty of times before. “there was nothing wrong with my rainbow hair, eunseo-ah. wooseok-hyung liked it just fine.” they bring up the male they’d almost dated before deciding to give up dating in order to focus on eunseo and their.. quote-unquote, relationship. siwon’s a sweetheart, but they did have their mischievous moments. like bringing up wooseok. it’s not fair bringing up past almost significant others, but it’s also not fair to keep poking fun at them about their hair too, right? “if you don’t want me to go home, then i won’t go. i’ll stay here with you and we can spend the rest of our lives right here. although that’d be kind of hard because you have to go to work in the morning,” they murmur, letting out soft mewls of pleasure as eunseo presses messy kisses against his cheeks and nose. then he finally, finally presses their lips together and siwon immediately returns the kiss, their fingers gripping the back of his head. when they let him go, their lips are swollen and redder than usual, and they lick their lips slowly, letting out a soft sigh. “let’s watch a disney move, eunseo-ah.”

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yvmiz:

“ if i had won for every time someone said that, i’d be a billionaire. ” yumi chuckles, shaking her head. even she had thought she’d a pretty high tolerance and a few of her favourite pieces truly took it out of her. “ i’ll take your word for that, guess you’ll find out if you get in the chair. ” yumi held her tongue at the mention of a date ― a lot of the time people chose such a thing, for sentiment with a lover or an anniversary. but who was she to suggest otherwise ? “ ooh, okay. that special to you ? where were you thinking ? and you sure it’s correct ? ” 

“maybe not quite. you wouldn’t be getting a won from me - because it’s the truth.” they chuckle under their breath, before nodding at her question. “yeah, it’s pretty special to me.” their expression melts into one of fondness, and they sigh, running their fingers through their hair. “i want it on my back.” that’s somewhere that isn’t completely covered, but pretty hard to see unless you were looking intently at them. “i’m positive that it’s correct. i wouldn’t forget it.”

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kimsvngki:

to be honest – he should of expected the outcome of what this was now. he honestly really should of. and had it been anyone else - anybody who could actually grate sunny’s nerves  j u s t  enough to get him aggravated - he probably would of put an end to the conversation well before it could get anywhere. this was siwon, though, and there was a little part of sunny that had a very hard time with telling them NO. especially when the conversation began to drift towards one specific person in particular. which, in siwon’s defense, had been more sunny’s fault today. sunny had been the one to initially bring eunseo up in the first place as a light tease,  (  he didn’t have self control when it came to dangling his best friend in siwon’s face sometimes, okay? it was humorous!  )  but that tease quickly turned in another direction and sunny could feel the tension of unspoken words beginning to brew. siwon  w a s n ’ t  talking yet – and for once, sunny almost preferred he would. “christ, would you just SAY what you want to say, siwonnie?” sunny finally snips out, frowning over at them across the small table they had taken over once entering the chosen cafe for lunch, peeved expression evident on his features, “you might as well. i’m giving you a freebie here. and i don’t do that often.”  [  @siwvn​  ]

siwon tries their hardest not to bring eunseo up when they’re around other people. mostly because they tend to go on a tangent about him, and they can’t stop once they get started. it’s not their fault that he’s pretty much perfect in every single way in their eyes, and that they can’t help but gush about him. it’s been that way ever since they were kids and siwon developed a crush on him back in their younger years. and since then, their feelings have only grown and flourished into something much, much deeper. and everyone can see how they feel about him - it’s obvious. and if you can’t, you must be blind. so when sunny brings up the other male, they bite their tongue and try to keep quiet. sunny doesn’t want to hear them gush and voice their worries about eunseo. that’s not what they met up for. they huff out a sigh at his words, rubbing their fingers through their hair. “does he love me, sunny?” 

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exnseo:

EUNSEO LETS HIS fingers linger upon the other’s lips for a brief moment before retracting them back, knowing fully well that a simple gesture like that can turn into … unexpected outcomes, though if siwon were to pin down and kiss the living hell out of eunseo, the smaller wouldn’t necessarily decline because it’s siwon –– soft, soft siwon whose lips eunseo has been kissing since high school; it’s siwon who’s eunseo is completely and utterly IN LOVE with but eunseo shelters himself from the rejection that’s bound to be set up by everything. eunseo’s lips form a small, small smile at the touch of siwon’s fingers on his neck, knowing fairly well the other is admiring the newly formed bruise that’s spotting from a new nights ago from the … r i g o r o u s round of sex that siwon keeps briefly apologizing for again and again. the thought makes eunseo giggle quietly before burying his head in the crook of the other’s neck. “ stop apologizing, dummy, ” eunseo lazily replies against the soft skin that his lips make contact with, arms tightening around the hold he has around the taller before whining softly. “ –– you’re quoting me. that’s not fair. ” but he’s laughing anyway at the ludicrous of it all, hands swatting at siwon’s shoulder before rubbing at one of his eyes in feign drowsiness. “  do you want to spend the night then ? and wake me up when i should go ? okay. okay, stay tonight with me, ” eunseo murmurs before pulling his head back to meet the other’s eyes in a scrutinizing stare, wrinkling up his nose at the fond smile and PUFFING his cheeks up in a brief second. “ i … like the way you are. don’t ever change, okay ? ” it’s ridiculous, how siwon’s the only person who could ever see eunseo like this … soft, actually someone who’s full of something that isn’t anger or distilled feelings but it calms him knowing that siwon is feeling much better at the jokes that they’re spewing out. it makes him want to kiss the other hard ( and maybe even tell them that he loves him over and over again ) but eunseo refrains. “ are you sure ? i could … bring you food instead and we can just stay here, siwonnie. i just … want to make sure. ”

siwon stares intently at the other, their eyes taking in his features, although that’s pretty much a moot effort. they’ve already memorized every plane and curve of the shorter’s face. there’s nothing on eunseo that siwon hasn’t seen, hasn’t committed to memory and isn’t running on a loop at least in the back of their head, everyday all day. it’s like eunseo tv twenty four-seven, and siwon doesn’t mind that in the slightest. it’s times like this that siwon knows for a fact that what they feel for eunseo is love. there’s no way it can’t be. no one can tell them any different. “you’re beautiful,” they mumble underneath their breath, letting their thumb brush against his bottom lip gently, before their eyes fall back down to the bruises that litter his neck. siwon does feel guilty for being the cause of those, although eunseo seems to like them. it’s just that siwon finds it hard to control themself in that situation. it’s like they were a completely different person. something that still shocks them to this day even after all these years. “hmph, life isn’t fair, meanie.” they poke their tongue out at him, before nodding their head. “yes, i’ll stay with you tonight. i planned on it anyway. i don’t really feel like going home anyway.” they stare at hm silently for a few moments, before smiling softly. “i won’t change. cross my heart.” they lean their head down and brush their nose against eunseo’s. “..actually, that sounds nice. staying in. can we watch movies?” 

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yvmiz:

yumi had witnessed all sorts of people come into the studio. from drunks wanting a funny tattoo despite her insistence that she can’t because their bloods thinner or those angry over the fact that she can’t tattoo THAT. so it was nice that they weren’t being a bother, at least so far anyway. she was hopeful it would stay that way. “ ah ! that would explain it. a lot of people tend to bring someone, i don’t blame them, it hurts like a bitch. ” too honest, probably. but people tended to know what they were getting into —- and there was always numbing cream if they had to, though she never solely recommended it. “ what were you thinking ? ”

“i have a pretty high tolerance for pain.” dealing with migraines, head splitting, nausea causing, nose bleed inducing migraines, after so many years, it takes quite a lot for things to actually cause siwon actual pain and not just minor discomfort. besides - from what they can see, they won’t be in virtually any pain. “it’s not going to hurt,” they say with the utmost reassure, before reaching into their back pocket and pulling out a crumpled piece of paper. they smoothed out the paper, before handing it to her. “i want this date.”

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lips: soft face: soft hair: soft heart: soft

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yvmiz:

@siwvn !

though yumi was sat behind the tall desk, she’d spotted them walk into the studio. she was quick to note that they’d been in before, but couldn’t remember the outcome. normally some one was quick to pounce but yumi was trying something new: giving them a moment to look around, whether it was at the flash cards or shelves of piercing jewellery etc. after thinking a satisfactory stretch of time had passed, yumi scooted out of her office chair to break the ice. “ afternoon ! ” yumi chortles, before reaching him. “ i do believe you’ve been here before ! either that or you’ve��. a recognisable face. ” yumi shakes her head, stopping herself whilst she’s ahead. “ sorry. is there anything i can do for you today ?? ”

siwon hadn’t been inside of the tattoo parlor before - at least not by themself. they had been with friends when they decided to get tattoos for the first time, always the one to volunteer to hold their hand or be their for emotional support. they were everyone’s designated mom friend, not that they really minded. they were just glad that people trusted them enough to instill so much faith in them and rely on them so much. they looked around at the things that lined the shelves and through the flash cards, although they already knew what they were getting. they turn at the sound of a voice, smiling slightly. “yeah, i’ve been here before - just not for me. i was with a friend. i wanted to get a tattoo.”

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exnseo:

EUNSEO OBSERVES THE sight of the other taking the pills that’s pressed against their lips and while eunseo would probably take that as initiation to promptly pin siwon down into the bed and … do very dirty, dirty things to the other, he knows that the taller in actual pain so eunseo simply just leans forward and place a small kiss at the corner of siwon’s mouth before retreating back into the warm embrace that they briefly held themselves a few minutes ago. “ stop thanking me, ” eunseo chides for the millionth time in siwon’s presence but there’s no HEAT in his words, simply taking the silence that replies back to him as a good sign for siwon to finally rest … and it takes a moment, a beat or two of shallow breathing and quiet rubs up and down the other’s back but eunseo understands that it takes a while to find comfort in all that headaches, especially l o n g e r if they’re waiting for the effects of the painkillers to work. and then he hears familiar whines and feels tears pressed against his neck, eunseo racking in his brain for symptoms –– the information needed to stop this because it’s hurting siwon and eunseo … cares about them too much for this to continue. “ i’ll leave early tomorrow and take local all the way and then i’ll text you if my manager yells at me, okay ? thank you –– ” eunseo meets the other���s eyes for a brief moment while his fingers reach for a familiar hand before entangling digits with the other and tugging silently. “ you’re useful for so much more, i like you the way you are, ” he replied stubbornly with a flushed face and bottom lip jutted. his heart stutters at word, blinking for a moment before pressing a quiet kiss at siwon’s forehead as a simple reply. ( he loves them, too. ) “ hmm ? we can go out if you promise that you feel better now, siwonnie. you know this. ”

siwon has to resist the urge to keep the other’s fingers inside of their mouth and suck on them, something that’ll open a floodgate of emotions and hormones that siwon knows that they can’t handle right now, especially not in the state that they’re currently in. despite their kind and sweet, almost innocent and naive demeanor, they have a side to them that nobody else has seen. nobody else besides eunseo, and siwon’s happy with that. sometimes they get so caught up in the moment that they lose themselves and they say and do things that they would never normally say or do. they’re just glad that eunseo doesn’t see to have a problem with that side of them. their finger absentmindedly brushes against the hand shaped bruise that covers the smaller’s neck, left over from a few nights before. surprisingly, they haven’t had sex in a day or two, which is a bit of a shock - siwon wouldn’t admit it if you asked them, but they were a bit like rabbits in that aspect.  “sorry.” they shrug their shoulders. siwon has a habit of apologizing and thanking people when it’s not always necessary, but the way they see it is, it’s better to say it and it not be needed than to not say it when it is needed. “stop thanking me,” they echo eunseo’s words from earlier, a playful smile quirking at the corners of their lips. “and yes, please text me. i don’t want anyone to yell at you, especially when it’s not your fault that you’re late. well, that you were late. i don’t see you being late anymore. i’ll make sure that you’re up and ready to go on time, i promise.” their playful smile melts away into something much, much more genuine and they flush slightly, nodding their head. “i like you the way you are too.” they sigh when they feel lips against their forehead, wishing to have heard something back instead, but they aren’t going to complain. “i promise i feel better, eunseo-ah. i’m starving. food’ll make me feel better and help with my headache.”

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exnseo:

SIWON’S ABILITY MAKES eunseo worry, whether it’d be actually internally or externally, eunseo constantly worries because that’s just who he is … siwon and eunseo, best friends since high school and while this thing between them was supposed to be NOTHING but something to help relieve each other’s stress from time to time, eunseo has grown something that resembled ‘ love and affection ’ for the other because how could they not –– ? but eunseo’s cold, reserved … he isn’t supposed to feel these things for the other or even show any ounce of emotion because that’s a weak, weak thing to do, his father has reminded him over and over again and eunseo always listens to his father. but siwon … siwon makes him question things that breaks his inhumane intelligence and things that he’s always, always known –– it’s siwon that’s always been there for them with soft kisses and whispers beneath white sheets that turns eunseo back into that small, confused child. and it’s awful because eunseo’s been watching these … symptoms act up for the longest time, even when siwon tries their best to HIDE it from the smaller, but it’s eunseo’s ability that makes him notice everything especially when it’s siwon’s ability once again. fingers tighten around siwon’s hand as a frown is etched upon eunseo’s lips, observing the other in bed while cuddled right up against siwon’s heat … blinking in thought. “ it’s not just a headache, ” eunseo replies back stubbornly with a huff, blunt with things that he never could understand but it’s the fingers that linger upon the side of siwon’s face that tries to c o a x them into comfort. “ it’s more than that and it’s hurting you, siwonnie. ” but eunseo takes the pill bottle out of the other’s hand anyway, quickly uncapping the jar before taking two pills out of the container –– pressing the items against siwon’s lips quietly with a frown. “ here … it’s going to be okay, siwonnie. ”

siwon parts their lips when eunseo presses the two painkillers against his lips, swallowing them with ease, before gently pressing a kiss to his fingers and playfully nipping at them. “thank you,” they whisper softly, letting their head drop back down, their nose brushing against his palm, before their face finds its way back into the crook of his neck. the pain continues on for a few more moments, and before it dies down, it gets worse. to the point where siwon lets out a quiet whine of distress and they get a little teary eyed. but eventually it dies down enough for them to have coherent thoughts, their face becoming less and less red. they breathe out slowly, blinking their eyes open. “you’re going to have to leave earlier than usual tomorrow morning,” they mumble against eunseo’s neck, before picking up their head. “there’s going to be a lot of traffic and a huge construction block off, and it’s going to make you late to your job if you don’t. and your boss is going to yell at you.” it’s times like this that siwon appreciates their gift, because it’s useful. they offer the male a soft smile, shrugging their shoulders. “at least i’m useful for something?” they joke, before going back to their previous position with their head tucked into the crook of his neck, waiting for the rest of their headache to go away. the more they relax, the more at peace their mind becomes and the information slowly but surely stops flooding into their head all at once. it becomes much more manageable, something they’re grateful for. “naesarang,” siwon whispers softly, pressing their lips against his neck. “i’m hungry. can we get food?” they ask, humming softly. “i’m feeling better now.”

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