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damn they weren't kidding. grief really is the price of love
#i found the corn snake at my job completely listless and dying during last checks yesterday#like there was faint breathing but she was completely limp. i could open and close her jaw#we rushed her to the vet and they said that her slow heartbeat was a sure sign she was passing. so they put her to sleep to help her along#it was so painful to see and handle her like that. it was so unexpected#she was such a sweet and lovely animal. i feel so heavy with sadness and guilt#and i feel stupid for being so devastated over a snake. because i'm the only person in the world who cares this much about this one snake#but after everything she's done for me and for our educational programming. does she not deserve my grief? she deserves the world#but i couldn't give her the whole world and it's eating me up. i just want the animals to be happy. i'm scared they are not happy enough#sometimes i feel like the softest person in the world#i walk past her enclosure that i had just done up all nice for her maybe an hour before she became unresponsive and it just hurts me#it hurts to care this much. but i guess someone has to?#not soc#corn snake#vent post
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centrifuging them in my brain
Inej and Wylan, possibly the most underrated Six of Crows duo馃惁鈥嶁瑳馃┒
#i'm always thinking about their similarities and parallels and shit#canon might not have had time for them but i do#of all the crows it is actually probably inej who has the best idea of wylan's experiences and the environment that shaped him#bc she spent like a week with jve and saw him use the same evil manipulative tactics used by heleen#and his very targeted cruelty to find the thing to break you#but she was able to recognize it for what it was. someone who was raised this way by someone they love? very difficult to unpack that abuse#meanwhile wylan canonically has a lot of guilt over his father's treatment of inej though only a vague knowledge of her past#this would likely impact his aims after gaining power over the van eck empire to target servitude and slavery#perhaps to an obsessive and almost guilty degree because of how he admires inej and kind of dreads her judgement#in short they were both locked away and abused and believe in goodness in the world#but inej had to kill to survive whereas wylan was largely spared from taking lives himself and i can imagine inej resenting this a little#and inej was raised until her teenage years by a loving family and was able to see through the manipulation used by heleen and jve#while wylan was raised this way for most of his life and doesn't really fully unpack the self image that was beaten into him#and i think post canon living together for a few weeks they would have to hash these weird feelings out a little#inej wanting to reach out to wylan knowing what he's been through while putting aside these lingering resentments#and wylan wanting desperately to help her with her crusade for justice but fearing her condemnation for his father or his own 'failings'#um uh. i mean uhhhhhhh#sorry i frew up in your notes :(#you can shoot me if you want#inej ghafa#wylan van eck#inej ghafa fanart#wylan van eck art#six of crows fanart#six of crows#soc#reblog
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"buhhh what's this going to do" consider learning about climate. tar pit.
STARTING TOMORROW
Scientists in weather and climate are live streaming for 100 hours to make their case to the American public.
They are live streaming, but engagement is necessary for it to work. SHARE THIS WITH PEOPLE, RECORD THE STREAM, POST CLIPS OF IT THAT ARE FUNNY, if you can tune in, PLEASE DO!
This is something that has to be heard by as many people as possible. Put it on in the background! See if you can get other people to watch it! Do whatever you can do support those who are trying to be supported! Anything and everything helps!
TUNE IN HERE
article I posted screenshots of here
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Listen to The Steeple by Halestorm. Think about Inej while doing it. 馃憤 thank me later
#among other songs. i am considering making playlists#i have been thinking about inej an unprecedented amount. she's in my brain so hard. it sounds like kaz in here#practicing posting on a whim. bc i have so many thoughts that i feel like i need to Expound upon to be able to post#no. brain fungus blast#inej ghafa#six of crows#soc#soc shitpost
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idk why i am so constipated about posting. it's probably compulsive perfectionism that i have to make each post, like, as thorough and well-worded as possible, and then i never want to do it. i should just start saying shit. watch this
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this is so based and also for some reason seeing this post about making mediocre shit by myself, despite having seen similar posts a million times, is the catalyst that made me instantly open a word doc and start typing out fanfiction for the first time in a while. did you put some kind of special sauce in this post
why would you ever outsource fun to chatgpt? are you stupid? you can make mediocre shit by yourself too.
#for those who follow me. it's inej wylan relationship bullshit#and 90 percent chance says i will not finish it#but who even fucking caressss. inej gets to reflect and actualize in the process of beginning to understand wylan#explodes and dies#writing#chat i might be a slow writer?#300 words in an hour isn't like. that bad right#not soc#kind of soc actually#soc
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Experiencing a stupid problem where right now my brain is full to bursting with Wylanposts but it feels like I can't post them until they are Consisely Written and Condensed into One or Two Posts or else people will find me tiresome and accuse me of showing Favoritism. Girl. Read your blog girl. And also who gives a fuck
#perfectionism and a strange embarrassment for the things i like hold me back#'ohh noooo what if people know i like wylan' girl read your BLOG!!! who doesn't know that!!!!#you are already writing analysis posts of a 10 year old ya series. you are already an obsessive weirdo.#might as well go all in#anyway back to taking pictures of text for discussion of Inej and Wylan bc there are a shocking number of parallels going on#they should be friends forever#six of crows#soc
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"fancy a shag" had me looking this up because i was like. there's no way. someone pretending to be british has edited this. but lo and behold. real tweet.

So JKR is anti asexual now to
#idk why i'm surprised. i know that the venn diagram of transphobic talking points and anti ace points is a circle#the mindsets are actually strikingly similar once you get down to the meat of it#'trying to unsex the children' 'delusions against the very nature of humans' type beat#and yet!! i kind of internalized the idea that no one who exists outside of the internet is actually actively opposed to asexuality#and i may have ingested more of the 'fake oppression' idea than i have realized. to the point where i didn't at all believe this was real#but unfortunately. jkr exists outside of the internet. and has a lot of money#not soc#asexuality#anti jkr
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just now realizing that maybe Covid didn't make me develop a contamination obsession, but instead shifted becoming ill into an ostensibly moral issue
#like sure i now think more about if this 'dirty' thing touches this which touches this then THIS is now contaminated#but ultimately i am not as afraid of becoming sick as the hefty moral implications that now come with being sick#like. it feels like you've done something wrong to catch an illness#and that you must constantly behave as though you and everyone else are secretly sick and if you don't you WILL kill people#there is some element of truth there somewhere. but mostly it just makes me feel like i need to die on purpose immediately#to avoid the potential harm. it feels like the only way i can possibly control that outcome#'didn't wear a mask when hanging out with my friend at her house i NEEEED to kill myself posthaste'#i don't know what the answer is. it probably isn't killing myself but i haven't figured out much else#moral ocd#ocd#ocd mention#suicide mention#not soc
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if you are malicious about dolphins on the internet not only are you boring you are also willfully stupid
#much more fun to spread fearmongering misinformation about threatened species than to open a book i guess#critical thinking is hard i know :((((#i have been so sick my voice has been gone for 3 days#and i'm starting to lose it#me without yapping is like an angel without wings </3#anyway read dolphin in the mirror by diana reiss#dolphins#conservation#not soc
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ok, actually went through the Kaz/Nikolai tag and it's pretty much just one person that's been absolutely cranking them out and now i feel kind of bad. You keep it up man, you're doing more than me.
Alright I'll say it. I don't get all the Kaz/Nikolai content that's been populating AO3 recently. Nor the Kaz/Darkling content.
#at least SOMEONE has the drive to write around here#and if kaz and nikolai making out sloppy is what does it for you then who am i to stop it#kaz brekker#nikolai lantsov#six of crows#soc#tgt
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Alright I'll say it. I don't get all the Kaz/Nikolai content that's been populating AO3 recently. Nor the Kaz/Darkling content.
#like u do u but. i dont see the appeal at all. just feels like throwing them together because you can#it's not some moral issue [unless u keep the canon ages] i just find it nonsensical#and theres SO MUCH of it now#clogging up the fanfic pages!! no interest!!!#what do you mean if i want to see kinds of fic i like i'll have to write them myself#never speak to me that way again.#cant you see the scattered corpses of fic fragments in my docs#six of crows#soc#tgt#soc fandom#soc fanfiction#theres also been a SHIT ton of polycrows all the time. but i don't mind that as much.
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bro i LOVE indigenous fusion music i love it when indigenous people take traditional practices and language and apply them in new cool ways i love the slow decay and decolonisation of the modern music industry
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is anyone else having this really weird shit happen where random posts will just open a new window to this website if you try to interact with them at all???
like if i click on the notes or the poster or seemingly part of certain posts, this pops up. is anyone else having this or do i just have some kind of malware
part of me doubts it's malware though bc one time i clicked a random spot on the dashboard and it pulled up this instead??
someone help me i'm freaked out
#this could be a glitch where ads are being like layered over other posts? but i can't see them?#idk i'm making stuff up. help#not soc#tumblr glitch#should i @ staff. will they help me#first i'm gonna reset the browser though
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This is one of my favorite things in the series, but I have seen it misinterpreted in comments on various platforms and in other separate posts, so I wanted to add something.
Jesper's addiction is caused by the suppression of his powers. His ADHD is not.
I have seen comments conflating his addiction with the rest of his ADHD, fanfics implying that all other expressions of his ADHD fade with the use of his powers, and even analyses critiquing a couple authors' use of "magical ADHD", i.e. ADHD that only exists due to a fantastical element.
That interpretation detracts from how interesting this character/worldbuilding trait is, and I can see it being somewhat offensive as well. Even before his magical suppression began in earnest, child Jesper was described as having his ADHD traits - hyperactivity, risk-seeking, poor focus. He did not "become" ADHD because of his suppression, and it won't go away once he stops suppressing himself. He may have ended up struggling with addiction even if never hid his powers! He was written with the intention of having ADHD from the start, with all the good and bad things that come with it. That is how his brain is wired.
And since he is wired in such a way, the "sickness" caused by magical suppression manifests as negative neuroses typical of ADHD - addiction and adrenaline-seeking. His suppression exacerbates their severity, making his urges to gamble worse than they ever would have been on their own. Shooting, on the other hand, gives him that tiny bit of release as he uses his powers to guide the bullet, temporarily reducing those addictive urges, the feeling of sickness. The sickness is his addiction - not his ADHD altogether.
say what you will about leigh bardugo's worldbuilding choices but "guy who's hiding his superpowers is so constantly understimulated he developed a gambling addiction to cope" is fucking brilliant actually
#chews on jesper chews on jesper chews on jesper#he just like me fr [i pulled out hair the entire time i wrote this post. i cannot stop and i feel so ashamed <3]#glad i don't have to hide magical powers. i would be bald and in a psychiatric ward by now#but yeah i dont like the way people seem to think that his adhd is solely caused by his magical repression#and that once he uses his powers it will just go away. idk.#canonically it may help assuage his urges to gamble bc they are exacerbated by suppression#but i severely doubt that lb wrote his adhd with the intention that it was all a product of magical stuff halfway through his life#this is unemployed behavior. who writes stuff like this.#technically i AM unemployed rn bc ~seasonal work~. they kick me out for 2 months of the year so they dont have to give me more benefits#jesper fahey#six of crows#soc#tgt#soc meta
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can i come over and stare at you like this

#she does this every day she does this#she does not plip plop when she wants something she just stares at you like this#beaming images of her receiving shrimp directly into your mind#mud#not soc#creatureposting#turtles
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The National Parks Service have purged trans people from the website on the Stonewall National Monument
#Just went to the site and sent negative feedback about the removal#if they can be pressured into taking trans people out they can be pressured into reinstating them#as someone who works in a park [state park but whatever] it's so disturbing to see them bend to this pressure#on the STONEWALL MONUMENT SITE??? get fucking real#not soc#real things#trans rights
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