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Moving to a new account.

So my dumbass made a mistake of making this a secondary blog but I need it to be a primary one to respond to comments and all that. I created a completely new account with a new email and I’ll be moving all my post there then deleting this one. The account is: https://sixofpigeons.tumblr.com/

I’ll be adding all my posts there shortly. I’m going to tag my followers incase they don’t see the post and get confused. 

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I Can’t Lose You Too

You get injured but hide it from Kaz in order to join a mission. 

A/N: Really don’t know what this is but enjoy. 

Ship: Kaz Brekker x Reader

Trigger Warnings: Little bit of angst in the end, small make-out scene 

Word Count: 1384

You and Jesper were hiding behind a crate as you guys kept your eyes on the targets. There was a sharp stabbing of pain in your stomach. You tried your best not to move your left arm too much because every time you did you could feel the rushed stitches you did earlier today pulling and coming apart. 

Earlier today you were walking the streets of Ketterdam heading back towards the Slat, walking in a dark alley because it was the quickest way there. You were distracted thinking about the important mission tonight. The Dime Lions were stupid enough to take something that belonged to Kaz. You were so distracted you barely dodged the first knife coming for you. Instantly you became alert, reaching for your own baton’s. 4 Dime Lions came into view and slowly backed you into the wall. 

“Look it’s Brekker’s Whore.” one of them sneered. 

“What are you going to do now that Brekker isn’t here?” another one said. 

You put on a twisted smile of your own and pulled out your twin batons. The first one lunged and the 3 others followed. It was a difficult fight, 4 strong men against one lithe figure but after 3 minutes you managed to crush the windpipes of 3 men, effectively killing them. There was only one left and he seemed to be the most skilled. You dodged each punch and kick sending your own as well. A sharp stab of pain startled you and you stumbled, allowing him to send 2 solid kicks to your stomach which sent you flying into the wall. The fucker stabbed you. The man towered over you and smirked. 

“Not so tough without Brekker are you?” before his smirk  could even form you threw your baton directly into his face, knocking him out. 

The knife didn’t hit any vital organs but still hurt like hell. You could feel the bruises forming on your stomach from the 2 kicks the man sent you. You knew if Kaz found out he wouldn’t allow you to join the mission tonight. The mission was already dangerous enough with you and without your skills the crows had an even higher chance of getting injured or dying. And there was no way in hell you would allow that. 

The pain was bad but manageable. The adrenaline pumping in your veins was the only thing keeping the pain at bay so you had to move fast before it wore off. Using the wall, you slowly pushed yourself up and lipped out of the alley, leaving the 4 bodies behind. 

You barely sneaked into the Slat. You did a rushed job stitching yourself back together and had to shove a towel in your mouth to muffle your screams. You finished it and cleaned yourself up, removing all traces of the events before. 

-- 

Now you were hiding behind the crates and could feel the stitches slowly coming apart. You squirmed trying to find a position that didn’t pull your stitches so much. 

“You okay?” asked Jesper. 

You tried for a smile. “Never been better.” 

Jesper looked at you skeptically but didn’t press harder. 

You kept your eyes on Kaz and saw his signal. Immediately you and Jesper got out of your hiding spot and were met with a group of Dime Lions, among them was the guy who stabbed you earlier.

“This has got to be a fucking joke.” you sighed but pulled out your 2 batons. Your left side was weak and you tried your best to defend it. You thanked the Saints for Inej multiple times when she stabbed someone moments before they attacked your left side. 

You saw the Dime Lion from earlier stalking towards you. 

“I thought the last time would have kept you down.” 

You quirked your mouth. “Come for round two?” 

And you pounced. This fight was more difficult, you were tiring too fast and the pain in your side becoming too much but you pushed on. He focused all his blows to your left side, knowing what happened earlier today. It took everything to defend your left side and a few blows slipped through. When they met the wound you nearly blacked out each time. He hit you again, harder than the last time, you were stumbling when a cane came out of nowhere and knocked out the Dime Lion. 

You grabbed onto the wall and pushed your nausea to bay, waiting for the black spots to fade away. You could feel all eyes boring into you. 

“Care to explain what that was?” Kaz glared. 

You managed to plaster a weak grin. “Nope.” 

“What did he mean ‘last time’?” asked Inej. 

“Your heart is beating way too fast.” said Nina. “And you look way too pale.” 

“I’m fine, great actually.” you were trying to get out of the situation and just wanted to return back to the Slat. 

“Lift up your shirt.” said Kaz, seeming to piece together what happened. 

“No thank you.” 

“Is your shirt wet?” asked Jesper. You thanked the Saints for the black shirt that hid the red blood but it was short lived. 

“No that’s blood.” observed Inej. 

“Y/n lift up your shirt.” Kaz pressed harder. 

You started walking out of the plaza, clutching your side but was stopped by a cane. 

“Kaz move your stupid stick away or I will snap it in two.” 

“Lift your shirt up.” You two glared at each other, refusing to back down. In his eyes you saw a poor mask of indifference but behind it a sea of worry and raging anger. The worry surprised you and finally you caved in. 

“I’m not striping for you in the middle of an alley, I’ll do it back in the Slat.” no one appreciated your humor but Kaz listened and you guys made the walk home. Kaz’s eyes bore into you the entire walk back and every time you stumbled the hand on his cane clenched harder. 

-- 

After struggling up the stairs you finally collapsed into the chair by his desk. 

After reassuring all the others you were fine they finally left you alone with Kaz. 

“Care to explain now?” 

Slowly you lifted up your shirt and gauged his reaction, you didn’t want to admit that you were afraid of how he would react. The bandages were completely soaked red and around the bandage was a huge plaster of bruises. Kaz clenched his jaw. You started to change the bandage and redo the stitches. 

Kaz silently watched you stitch yourself back up and when you started wrapping the bandages he finally spoke up. 

“What the hell were you thinking going on a mission after being stabbed?” 

“We’re all alive aren’t we? So I don’t really see the need for you to be so angry.” anger started boiling underneath your skin. Why was Kaz making this such a big deal? You helped with the mission and prevented possible injuries so why was he so mad? 

“You were a liability, what if you passed out? Or got even more injured? You could have endangered the mission.” 

Anger flooded your veins. “Oh so that’s why you’re angry? Only because I could have cost your precious kruge?” Throughout your fight Kaz slowly backed you up to the wall until he was only a breath away from you. 

“Am I even a human being to you?” you pressed harder. 

Kaz’s glare bore into you.

Anger choked you as you stumbled over your words. “Or am I some sort of-of-investment?”

He’s eyes were unreadable as you pushed on. 

“What happens if I get injured and can never help your precious missions anymore? Will you just dump me on the stre-”

“Goddammit I care for you y/n and I can’t lose you too.” Kaz shouted. 

You immediately shut up. Your brain short circuited and went completely blank. 

“What?” 

“You make me feel things. I-I can’t lose you like everyone else.” The end of Kaz’s sentence was raw with emotion. 

The next thing you know you press your lips to Kaz. For a minute he tensed but then kissed you back. The kiss was filled with anger and passion, both of you guys a clash of lips and teeth, refusing to let the other one dominate.  

“Hey is y/n feeling bett-OH MY SAINTS EVERYONE GET IN HERE.” 

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Six of Crows Requests

I’m now open for any SoC requests. I may not be able to get to all your requests but I’ll definitely try. I’ll write any of the crows and ships (Including y/n), but I like Kaz and Kanej the most. Of course if I’m not comfortable with your request I won’t write it. I don’t write smut but fluff is totally okay :))

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How Kaz Brekker Shows his Love

Ship: Kaz Brekker x Reader 

Trigger Warning: Nothing I can think of, just fluff

World Count: 230

Kaz isn’t a physically affectionate person due to obvious reasons.

Instead he shows his love differently, with the little things.

If someone is bothering you in the Crow Club they magically disappear the next day and never step foot again in the club.

If you guys are planning a particularly tricky heist or mission and you get too focused on your work, Kaz whisper’s little reminders in your ear to eat and sleep, sometimes even bringing food to you.

If you’re particularly stubborn, he’ll snatch away the maps and layout you’re studying and hide them until you take a rest. 

You pretend to be annoyed with him but hide a small smile of your own.

Kaz can read every one of your emotions and can easily tell when you’re having a bad day.

He’ll be more annoying that day, till the point where you want to punch the bastard in the face but he takes your mind off your dark thoughts.

If his demons allow it, he’ll stand closer to you and sometimes even trace circles on the back of your hand as a small show of comfort.

Sometimes he’ll make you coffee in the morning, he knows the exact way you like it. 

The first time he did it you grinned like crazy. 

“Stop smiling so hard.” 

“How do you know my coffee order?” 

“Just drink the damn thing.” 

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If grishaverse characters went to therapy

Therapist: So tell me why you’re here today.

Kaz: It all started when I used my dead brother as a pool floaty 🤪✌🏻

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The Darkling: Fine make me your villian.

Alina: Bestie you already are but go off-

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Milo really carried the entire show 😩🤚🏻 Like without him Jesper would have panicked and the train would have blew, everyone would have died. Mal wouldn’t have escaped and he would have died. So therefore without Milo, there would literally be no plot and everyone would be dead 🕺🏻🕺🏻

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Really short and random SoC headcanon

Sometimes when Inej and Kaz share the same bed together and have flashbacks or nightmares but still want to touch each other they reach their hands out and lock pinkies from opposite sides of the bed.