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I’m gorgeous, actually

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So what do you do if you’ve been crushing badly on the same girl for three years???? Usually it’s less than a year before I move on

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Sometimes you’ve just gotta breathe and remember you’re gonna see Beyonce live in a couple of months

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PSA: the USA has picture-in-picture on YouTube. If you use a vpn and set the location to somewhere in the states it’ll work.

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Tumble app is down again idk why

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It’s a bit hard to have a clean slate when the slate gets written in again and you remember what was written on it before

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Red blood cells look delicious. Yummy gummy

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When I hang out with my uncle and his girlfriend, it feels like I have two parents at the same time. And that’s nice. She is wonderful. I hope they get married.

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I’m going to cowboy carter btw

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The difference between the connotations of wine vs other alcohol is weird to me.

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Things I would tell my younger self:

(I might make this an ongoing thread)

1. You are autistic

2. Mask at home even if it means you have to unmask at school

3. Push for dance lessons as well as a vocal coach

4. Do more part-time work

5. Go hug your sisters T is gonna stop hugging you and I is gonna be kept away from you

6. your dad is a douche. You know that, but just nann on e sure you keep it in mind even when he is doing “nice” things. It’s okay to use him for money, he’s not good for anything else and mom can’t afford stuff plus he doesn’t pay enough child maintenance for your survival so it’s all on mom.

7. Trust your teacher (A at college). She’s not racist. She might have blind spots. Just talk to her.

8. Male friends with individual people you actually like. And text them. Get Snapchat.

9.wear a hoodie for circuit training

10. Moisturise your hands

11. Sterilising fluid is bleach

12. Forgiveness is a feeling. Apologetic-ness is a feeling. Forced forgiveness is just as bad as a forced apology.

13. It’s okay to do your hair in front of white people.

14. Moisturise. Your. Scalp.

15. Be more careful with your laptop. Please. Im begging you.

16. Your gut feeling about mom’s boyfriend is partially correct

17. Pay more attention at weddings.

18. Most of the time you are correct about the injustices in the world.

19. Lean on your family

20. Uncle N isn’t gonna marry M so don’t get too attached to her or her kids. They’re not gonna be your cousins and you’ll never see them again

21. (Great-) Uncle C is homophobic. I know that breaks your heart and I’m sorry. He seems like he might come around for you so hold onto that.

22. Just film the video

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I want him to go swimming in polluted water

i would like donald trump to die. crude oil in his lungs.

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Fuck this shit

Interesting that 90% of the women in trumps cabinet look like this

Again. Just find it weird that he loves having young women that look like Ivanka around all the time.

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Some adorable things my brother did on his 2nd birthday:

I hope this cheers someone up today

- ran a victory lap with every gift including the clothing

-screamed and laughed with appreciation every time he opened something even if he clearly didn't know what it was

- he had a ton of gifts but only wanted to play with his paint-your-own dinosaur eggs (he hasn't even painted them

- somehow managed to find the hardest way to open his gifts and made funny faces when he tried

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Everything is familiar whyyyyyyy do we even have history lessons. It seems like the only ones listening just used them as inspiration

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They return to me for probably 3 minutes and 42 seconds tonight 🥰✨

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I made a post forgetting that I can speak freely here. I’m gonna rectify that now. Donald trump.