sleepingwiththemoss-blog

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got dumped epically a month ago, and then forgot how to write, and now here i am, super dispassionate about my writing.

uhh, fuck you. thanks for making me delete all of my wonderful writing.

but it had to be done 😌 because it was about you and now just makes me fucking sad.

maybe one day I'll start writing again

bye for now folks.

11/24/2020

-Rocky

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what a pity it is to cry. especially when no one is there to comfort you, to tell you its okay. youre all alone with your tears, and how do you comfort yourself from tears? you can't, and you end up paining yourself again and again.

tears can't wash away pain, or loneliness. they cant make you feel happy.

you feel the sting, the familiar burn, from crying. its there hours after, in puffy eyes or a tired body. a reminder that you were sad.

maybe you forget why, maybe you dont. but you still remember that you cried. and you hurt, once more.

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i sometimes ask, whats the point in doing this? no ones going to see it, care. maybe you do, and i just dont know.

its hard to scrap together motivation with little to nothing, sometimes i worry that the intended audience wont even see it.

but maybe that's not the reason i keep posting. im trying to love my art again, i guess. maybe, just hopefully, one day someone will see it. many will see it. and they can love it, too.

// not really a writing piece

i just needed to vent

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july 21, 2020

hi welcome to: I'm just trying to find joy in my writing again.

i havent been able to do solid writing and art for a long time, and i can barely sit down and focus on small pieces.

but its gonna be a work in progress :) join me in whatever this is.

uh,, some basic things, in case you dont know me. i go by rocky, im a minor, any pronouns are fine, and im in a happy relationship !! also, im a bi disaster, so theres that too.

I'm excited to share my art. share my writing. maybe if i get to drawing again, I'd love to share that too. i may share poems ive written, small pieces as well, vent pieces (with proper TW if needed), and characters ive created.

im also here to share other's art!! i love literature, love seeing poems and the thought that goes into other's writings.

alright, long first post. but i hope it goes well. whatever 'it' is lol

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DNI if you are homophobic, transphobic, racist, sexist, a fucking TERF, just here to cause problems and be a debby downer, or if you think its funny to make fun of others trauma.

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and lastly!! please don't bring up triggering content without a solid trigger warning (that includes, but isnt limited to, s//cide, r//pe or SA, eating disorders, and self harm). if i post anything that could be triggering, please calmly tell me. i will put a TW on anything i think could potentially trigger someone.

thanks, to whoever may be here to support me :) it means so much to me