I have been in an artistic rut for what feels like forever, I wondered why I couldn’t get into any fandoms or truly allow myself to enjoy anything…
Then I realized that I was shaming myself (with the help of my partners and therapist) because I thought that I had to “Grow Up” and I had learned that I had to put my emotions on the back burner to earn a living and mask everything I was as to not risk conflict
And I would have stayed that way if not for a mental breakdown last may and extensive therapy
And now? I have been able to let myself sink back into the warm comforts of unashamedly enjoying fandoms and loving every moment of it
So I'm newly returned to this place, and I can't help but notice that someone left all this cringe on my original Tumblr.... WHO DID IT!? I WANT NAMES!!