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WHAT TO DO POST-GAME IN POKEMON SUN/MOON

A handy list that the guidebook provides for things to look for when you are done the main story! c:

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テッカグヤ好きよ。見た目は。

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Need Pokémon help

I've been off of tumblr for what seems like ages, but I want to finally get into VGC, but I need help getting started. Can anyone send me some breeding leftover Pokémon that they have no use for? It would be greatly appreciated! I just need somewhere to start!

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Your favorite folkestra has a bunch of shows coming up! Come on out and hear son really great music! #leathertramp

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Me last night after playing on stage with @dodosmusic! So much fun. Hope to do it again! #thedodos #thefonda #substance (at Fonda Theatre)

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#tbt to the leather tramp album release with my HOME-ees because I wish that night lasted forever. (at Pacific Tower)

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Shout out to my partner one time because of our mutual dislike of the morning. Don't worry @cjanik,the mornings don't get any easier. #RAtraining #schooliscomingback #seyouinthat8am

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Hey guys! If you could please just take a little time out of your day and check this page out, I’d really appreciate it!

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I flew over @mrjoshuataylor Taylor today. Gotta work on that landing tho #hops #stickthatlanding

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The #brain is the “control center” of the body. There are many #sicklecell complications that can occur in the brain due to the obstruction of sickle cells within the vessels of the brain. #SickleCell101 #SickleCellAwareness #SickleCellEducation #SpeakOnSicklecell

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Pokemon + World of Warcraft’s Love Child! Free Today!

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@joeypokeaim im reppin this #dropadraco t-shirt

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Did a teacher make a difference in your life?

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Its been a while so let me get some things out.

Over the last couple of years, my usage of tumblr has begun to dwindle down to nothing. But there are some things that I really want to talk about. Just like old times. Just like i used to. 

This past year, I began t0o use comedy as a way for me to gain power over some issues that have held me back in the past, but that I feel no longer define me as a person. Things like girls and sadness and rejection. I pull all of my jokes out of these areas and I have generally been happier and not worried about these things, but there is still a small part of me inside that still is not 100% with these things.

I’m okay with the fact that I have not had a girlfriend in over four years. In fact, I’m happy being single because I feel that I have been able to define myself and figure out the person I am.  I don’t want to go into any relationship that will force me to modify my personality. And now i feel that that is not even an option because i am just so comfortable with who Chandler Lloyd Riley is.  So why even talk about this? The problem is that I think I really am ready for a relationship, but the opportunity hasn’t presented itself. And thats okay and all, I mean, the world owes me nothing. Girls aren’t obligated to want to date me. I just get impatient sometimes. But it’s ok one day, all those things will come.

I still get sad sometimes. We all get sad. But sometimes I feel myself slip back into that abyss that has been tryng to pull me in since I was in the 9th grade. But I just keep looking forward. I move forward mentally, physically, and spiritually. Because in front of me, all I see is somewhere I want to go.

With rejection, I’ve learned this. Universal acceptance is probable the worst thing to chase when it comes to personality. Why do I need everyone’s approval? What will that get me in life? I’ve found that I can be myself around everyone and if they don’t like me, then there’s not much i could/should do about that. I’ve gotten over the need to be everyone’s best friend.  My only concern is to be as kind to everyone as possible, but to never hold back who i am as a person. I need to know that I’m enough. I am never insufficient.  In some instances, I am just not what the situation needs and that is okay. Fulfilling my role is all I can do and that is ok. Excel when you can and ask for help if you cannot.

I feel that I’ve learned so many things about myself over the last two years and I feel ready to take on the world after graduation. It will be scary, but as long as i stay true to myself, I’ll end up ok.