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i mean that's online stuff idk about in stores and stuff

that i have no clue about

-@littlesakura-anon 🌸

I’m store don’t really have stuff like that sadly :/

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i just got mine off aliexpress (which is why i disinfected it first thing) which is like not good bc it's one of those like get stuff cheap by kids in terrible conditions in china or something like that but three dollars

i'm horrible but like i find the main problem with most sites is shipping

but i also live on a fucking island so shipping is like $40

it's probably a little easier for you in the US but i don't really know ?

i'm sure you could just google it and do a bit of research,, not sure what the sort of price range is though. but i wouldn't expect it to be too high? but i don't really know like i said i bought mine for three dollars from china

-@littlesakura-anon 🌸

That’s super fair. Shipping here is usually good but- that sucks! 40 for shipping?! What?! But yeah I can probably find some on like- etsy maybe- I’ll look

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I GOT MY CHEW NECKLACE :D

first thing i did was wash and disinfect lol

-@littlesakura-anon 🌸

Good good! I want one so bad but I have no clue where to find them

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Oooo very!!

wanna see my drawing of a duck :D ?

i’m v proud of it :>

- @littlesakura-anon 🌸

Ooo yes!!

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wanna see my drawing of a duck :D ?

i’m v proud of it :>

- @littlesakura-anon 🌸

Ooo yes!!

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HIIIIIIIII HOW ARE YOU

-@littlesakura-anon 🌸

hi! I’m good darling! How are you?

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hello my loves, how are we all?

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How are you doing river? I hope your day is going good!!!!

Hi dear! Im good, busy but good! How are you?

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HI RIVER HOW ARE YOU /ᐠ≽•ヮ•≼マ

-@littlesakura-anon 🌸

hi darling! I’m good! How are you?

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Sorry for all the asks I just don’t have a caregiver yet! So I talk to you instead sowwy if utc a lot I just idk sowwy your very nice

hi darling! I saw your request and am working on it now. Also please dont apologize for sending me ask, I love talking to you guys! I’m glad you find this a safe place and you are always welcome to talk to me :)

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Can you write cg!chris finding out you’re a little?

a/n: hello darling, yes I can! This was very fun to write, and I hope it’s what you wanted. I’m getting back into writing so I’m sorry if it seems off. But I love cg!chris, and he loves you so much. So I hope you enjoy! Also Chris is your boyfriend in this and I apologize for that, I will make one soon where he is just your cg.

warnings: crying, anxiety, confession(??), Chris being the best bf ever, fluff overall. (If there’s anymore I missed, please tell me!)

taglist: @littlesakura-anon @blahbel668 (if you want to be added, comment, dm, or ask me :) )

You and Chris have been together for while now, and it was an easy decision that Chris wanted you to move in with him and his brothers, with their approval of course (it took them five seconds to say yes.)

Chris loved you so much, and he made it known in every way possible. From flowers to kissing you all over your face. And even with this knowledge, you still found it difficult to tell him that you regressed. Not that you were embarrassed, but that you didn’t know how he’d respond, and that terrified you.

You both were currently moving boxes from your car that held all your things from your old apartment, and into his your room. You had left the room to grab the last couple boxes as Chris started to unpack for you. He grabbed a box that was labeled clothes, knocking over a smaller box with flower print as he did.

Placing the box down, he bend over to pick the small box up, going to pick up the contents that fell out, yet stopping in his tracks. His eyebrows furrowed as he saw a couple binkies and toys for babies and toddlers. Various other things as well, but he was curious as to why you had all of this anyways.

Coming back in the room with the boxes, you stopped in your tracks as you saw what Chris was holding and what was scattered across the floor. Panic arose in you as you placed the boxes on the bed and stood there, watching him inspect everything. You were frozen, you didn’t know what you could do, or even if there was anything, to make him forget what he saw.

Placing everything back in the box, Chris stood up and held it with furrowed eyebrows. “You don’t have to tell me what this is, but just know you can trust me with anything baby. I won’t be upset, no matter what it is.”

The sincerity in his voice made you choke up and tears full your vision. Taking a deep breath, you quickly sat down on the bed as Chris joined you, his full attention on you. He smiled at you once you met his eyes, you giving him a small one as well, taking his hand in yours to relieve some of the anxiety you felt.

“I- I’ve been meaning to tell you this for a while but there was never a good way to say it, nor was there a good time either.” You shakily said as you hurriedly prepared what you’d say. “I age regress.”

Chris took a moment to take in your words, before furrowing his brows and tilting his head in confusion but interest evident on his face.

“I regress to a younger state of mind whenever I feel overwhelmed or stressed. Or whenever something comes up that reminds me of past events. The age varies but, yeah.” You said as you looked up at him at the end, scared of what he’ll say.

Chris nodded, taking the words in again, trying to understand what he could in the moment. He knew about your past and what had happened to you, and that didn’t change his views on you in any way, it just made him love you and want to love you more.

When he finally looked up at you, he smiled and cupped your face in his free hand, bringing his forehead up to rest on yours. “Thank you for sharing this with me and I’m so proud of you.”

“For what?” You said while giggling.

“For being able to tell me and trust me with this very important thing. I know it probably means a lot to you, and helps you in many ways. And I’ll try my best to help you in anyway I can when you are in that space.” He kissed you on your forehead and strokes your cheek with his thumb. “I love you.”

“I love you too.” You smiled, jumping into his arms and hugging him with all the strength you had. He laughed as he wrapped his arms around your body, squeezing you and loving you even more in that moment, if that was possible.

You quickly wiped the stray tears that had fallen, getting up and going over to a box. “Let’s get these unpacked yeah?”

“Yeah!” Chris yelled as he started to unbox the one on the bed. “… Can I ask you questions while we unpack?” Chris hesitantly asked.

With a smile, you nodded softly at him, all fear and anxiety leaving your body after seeing how much he cared about you and getting this right.

“Of course, my love.”

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Cg Chris fics?

yup! I write for Chris, Matt, Nick, and I’m open to anyone you want to request dear!

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little!matt w/ eeyore !

notes: hello :) I haven’t posted in a while and I had this one in my drafts so, please enjoy! I love eeyore so much and I firmly believe little!matt is obsessed with him so! Enjoy!

paci credits: beaniesbinkies on ig!

taglist: @littlesakura-anon @blahbel668 (wanna be added? Comment, dm or ask me ! )

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hello how is everyone doing??

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Do you write for cg! Chris or Matt? :) looking for agere sturniolo writers :)

Yes I do darling!

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okay goodnight bye bye night night 👋👋👋

@littlesakura-anon 🌸

goodnight darling!

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oh actually i also wanna mention

i think my helix piercing is like mostly healed 👍👍👍which is awesome sauce since it's only been six months

my right second lobe healed completely fine but my left one is still having issues grrrgggpkjhgff

@littlesakura-anon 🌸

Oooo yayy!!! I’m so happy about that!