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Please, Devils, don't let this be another game of Marky against the other team. I need the whole team to step up, break out of this slump, and get that win. I seriously can't handle another loss.

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Alright, hockey gods, we need to talk.

What’s it gonna take to get a Devils win tonight? A deal? A sacrifice?

My soul’s already spoken for, but I’m open to suggestions!"

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I'm just gonna pretend this is their third game. They always crush it for three in a row, so maybe this way the hockey gods will be tricked into giving us a fourth. Don’t mind me, just doing my part for the win streak.

GO DEVILS!

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Nothing beats the holidays: decorating the tree, wrapping gifts, and watching the Devils crush the Rangers.

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I could really use a magic 8-ball to help me decide if staying up to watch the Devils play tonight is a good idea.

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Happy December 10th!

+ BONUS:

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Happy december 10th!

COMMUNITY | “Comparative Religion”

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devils, please do whatever the kraken did today—I can't stomach another shutout loss.

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is it possible to be allergic to scoring first?

because the devils sure seem to be.

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Dear Devils,

Please win tonight🥺!

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I think Luke will score his first goal of the season the same time the team finally breaks the 4 game win streak...

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watching the devils give up the first goal in basically every single game is definitely upping my alcohol consumption.

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Spotify seems to know I'm watching the devils game.

Come on guys, give me at least one goal😭

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nico hischier 11.25.2024

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FUCK YEAH!

After over ten years I finally went to an ALL TIME LOW concert.

I wanted that badly that not even my massive anxiety could stop me.

I did it. I went there ALONE because no one wanted to come along but I STILL did it.

And don't get me wrong I was fucking anxious on my two hour train ride there, feared I miss my connecting train, taking the wrong train, missing my station, mistaking the concert venue,....

but it was SOOOOOOOOO FUUUCKING WORTH IT !!!!

It was the first time in what felt like years that I actually felt relaxed. I didn't care what other might think about my wierd dancing, my messed up singing, shouting, my looks ,... whatever and i did it ALONE which makes it even better.

And those two are only pictures I took and I am absolutly not sorry that they are blurry and missing half of the band (even though they are all fabulous) because I was just living in the moment and enjoying the atmosphere. I finally did something just because I wanted it and it was an liberating experience.

And now everytime I hear the songs "Celebration" by Kool & The Gang and "Friday" by Riton and co I will be reminded of this awesome concert! Great crowd yesterday :)

The opening bands were good too, especially Games We Play. They know how to warm up a crowd.

And Greetings to my former lonely teenager self that found its way to my favorite bands when times were worse. I sincerly thank you for sticking it out.

So thank you munich,

Thank you All Time Low!

This is gonna be my motivation to keep fighting my anxiety.

Going alone to an All Time Low Concert > Everything else rn.

So maybe Fall Out Boy in Amsterdam next? Who knows ;)

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Had a mostly wonderful weekend, participated in a midnight tournament, an had the most fun I had in weeks. I felt included and not like I was the odd one out. Missed that feeling. A lot.