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My scale is broken and I haven’t felt like I’ve been losing any weight and definitely thought I was fatter than I was a year ago, but i tried on a pair of jeans last night assuming they wouldn’t even go over my hips and they fit??? Completely normally??? So now i reeeaaaallllly wanna know my weight cause I’m obviously not seeing things clearly idk but I dunno what scale to buy and I’m so so so tempted to use the one at work but I’m scared it’s a fancy one like linked to an app or something and all my stats will go to my boss lmaoo so I think I will not

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This is painful to look at but it’s fiiiiiiinnneee

I got super sick and didn’t eat or drink for 3 days and have only had broth and oatmeal since then cause no appetite and I’ve been fasting for at least 18 hours/day (been doing that for a month tho), so today I am gonna just Binge. I’m scared my metabolism is gonna slow too much so hopefully that helps and also i just feel like eating idk I’ve barely eaten at all in a week

So I’m ordering Taco Bell on my way home from work and I’m gonna eat all of it and not cry about it it’s fiiiiiiine

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I got super sick and didn’t eat or drink for 3 days and have only had broth and oatmeal since then cause no appetite and I’ve been fasting for at least 18 hours/day (been doing that for a month tho), so today I am gonna just Binge. I’m scared my metabolism is gonna slow too much so hopefully that helps and also i just feel like eating idk I’ve barely eaten at all in a week

So I’m ordering Taco Bell on my way home from work and I’m gonna eat all of it and not cry about it it’s fiiiiiiine

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Update: I was violently ill for 4 days

My nanny kids are suuuuuper sick rn and the mom keeps apologizing and saying she hopes I don’t catch it but it’s a stomach bug so like… gimme…. I’ll take it… help me lose a few pounds.. it’s ok <3

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My nanny kids are suuuuuper sick rn and the mom keeps apologizing and saying she hopes I don’t catch it but it’s a stomach bug so like… gimme…. I’ll take it… help me lose a few pounds.. it’s ok <3

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attempting my first (intentional) fast since like june, pls pls send me tips or encouragement or distractions or just tell me about ur day or ur drama or something idk i need to get through this lol i’m gonna be so so mad at myself if i don’t do this

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chew and spit is my best friend i didn’t consume any of this but it tasted good (i still counted a couple hundred cals just incase) (ignore the ink stain i fell asleep journaling)

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put those awesome boobs away dude now isn't the time

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had a caffeinated tea and a really small soufflé and didn’t put it in my calorie counter first (cause i’m a fucking fool) and now i’ve realized that i consumed 450 out of my 500 cals for the day already and it’s only 10am i’m gonna scream

technically i can have 700 but i really wanted to stay under 500 and that’s not gonna happen unless i decide to go on a surprise 28 hour fast which i am not prepared for lol i’m easing my way back into this

i miss when it was easy to just have nothing, when i was 17 i would have a small 90 cal yogurt for breakfast and then just have coffee all day and it was EASY what the Fuck happened to me

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i’m gonna start picking a good halloween outfit to use as inspo to keep getting smaller cause i think that’ll motivate me LOL comment any ideas u have for a skinny red hair costume!!

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bro tw*tter users are MEAN lmaoo i was never into the mild form of meanspo that was on tumblr in 2016 but this shit is CRUEL and scary lol no thank u

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its so hard to face the fact that i dont look 10 pounds thinner after i didnt eat for one day

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i’ve never been this big ever ever ever i feel disgusting i’m such a failure how did i fucking let this happen i wanna d word bro this is awful

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i really really really really really miss being skinny i’m pissed

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this has been my go to snack for months now i LOVE it

🍓 trail mix!

7 grams of gerber baby puffs; (25)

One box of cheerios; (130)

10 grams freeze dried strawberries; (40)

Gerber baby yogurt melts; (30)

Total cals for batch; 225

Credit; miffyluvsu on twt!