#ry is venting

[smoothultrafinetip]

My nanny kids are suuuuuper sick rn and the mom keeps apologizing and saying she hopes I don’t catch it but it’s a stomach bug so like… gimme…. I’ll take it… help me lose a few pounds.. it’s ok <3

[sparkdoesart]

Ughhhhhhudhdudhtsgh

Have them,,,

So tired

No motivation but whatever

[ryderdire]

Just cried over Math for the first time in like 6 years so that’s where I’m at

[ryteu]

A Look I Got the Other Day

The other day I went out in a skirt Instead of my usual workman’s pants, Though still with a flower-bedecked button-down shirt;

The flowers of my form flowed as fits the plants Enshrined upon it; made me light and free. Still my skin was made to crawl as though ants

Or wasps, instead of butterfly or bee, Had come to curl and cut away my leaves When disdainful glance or gawk I did see.

A stir of sad rage, and sighs my heart heaves; In new comforts still I find old, tender Wounds oozing, aching, which now my mind grieves.

How could I stay steady and not founder In promise to myself? How could I stand When so weak to judgment strangers render?

I feel as though I’m set upon some strand; The water, cold, laps my feet on one side, And heat at my back scorches barren land.

“Perhaps,” I think, “I could just retreat, bide My time until this age becomes kinder To us, and we no longer need to hide.”

How easily I could set a blinder Upon those gawking eyes with simple guise And steal away from all the world all wonder!

Maybe my ego grows to too great size That I think myself so distant, free of A culture built on loose tongues, watchful eyes;

It did teach me, after all, that to love Oneself was, perhaps, the gravest offense: You must be the worm and never the dove.

I do not care to mend the ancient fence That too long stood vigil over my thought, Strangling me beneath promise of defense;

It pains my heart as though a snare pulls taught Around a hare; yet, all that I can do Is struggle like the fearful prey fresh caught.

[businesspilled]

fuck me im not doing so hot. i know its just bc i have to travel to see my family soon & i have ptsd but christ

[dxsole]

i am trying so hard to be carefree and calm but certain circumstances have made that impossible

[pawtistics]

i dont know whats happening

[seakicker]

why does being friends with men feel so draining sometimes in ways that being friends with women doesn't

[ckygetsjobs]

Seriously thinking about taking a break from posting idk how long tho

[smoothultrafinetip]

i’ve been hanging out with my ex and we’re hooking up again and it’s probably a mistake but i’m having a great time and it’s a really good reason not to eat so that’s been helpful too lmaoo i love being an idiot

[mothgoop]

i am. having a normal one (no im not)

[vioarry]

I need chitchat but idk what to say

[jamrockshuffle]

I'm not trying to just dump on main but also im kinda done censoring myself just in case someone who happens to know me checks so vent under the cut

I feel so horrible and I know it's bc I forgot to take my meds but also I feel like a piece of garbage, unlovable, broken, like a piece of shit, like everyone is just pretending to like me until they can just drop me forever, no one likes or cares unless I'm useful to them and as soon as I'm not I might as well be fucking nothing! Lmao! The worst part is that I can look back to the past year and see it happening so. am I in my own head and unmedicated or is it actually the truth lol, let me casually reach out to all the people I no longer speak to and ask their opinion 🙃

[suckmyhd]

It sucks to be at this age and still struggle with the idea that I’m allowed to be upset just as I’m allowed to be loved

[luck-system-shenanigans]

sometimes things that are triggering are so stupid. like thats not even similar to my situation but it still fucked me up. i thibk it was just that he hit her, really.

[tasteslike-cherry]

I love loa tumblr most of the time but too many of y’all abuse the tags and it’s very annoying