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I, (along with probably many others), intoxicate myself to bear living, primarily through media (video games, music, movies, shows, animation, art,) food, ideals. I wonder if one could hypothetically bear reality fully, if something or someone could react to everything with ecstasy without the need of "intoxicants"

Maybe a similar line of reasoning is what lead to Asceticism, though I know Nietzsche views such a thing somewhat negatively, from what I understand he regards asceticism as un-life affirming, and doesn't satisfy the will to power that to him existed within everybody, I believe.

I'm not sure what to think of Fredriche Nietzsche, I see some truth in his ideas, though at times they seem contrarian perhaps just for the sake of it, and the finals years of his life in his vegetative state, is still unknown to be psychological or physical in origin.

And Nietzsche's final words, they were genuinely haunting. In the midst of his mostly vegetative state, the last thing he said was to his mother, something to the effect of "Mother, I am dumb"

And you see those last words sometimes make me wary to follow in Nietzsche's footsteps, perhaps he was crushed by the mindset he beared, I feel for him, yes he could be seen as perhaps insensitive at times, but his end saddens me a lot, I get the impression he may have been in a genuine termoil.

Anyways, that's all for today's rant

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Lunar Winds

(c) riverwindphotography, April 2024

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~~Alchemy~~

(c) gif by riverwindphotography, April 2024

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Just a vent post of sorts I guess.

You see from an early age I found an interest in Astronomy, and later on, Astrophysics, Theoretical Physics, and Philosophy, yet unfortunately I struggle greatly with Mathematics, and STEM subjects in general, and it's been quite distressing at times, it's a major point of contention throughout my life, I guess analogously, I feel like a fish who longs to climb a tree, or a blind person who can feel the outline of something and feels such interest in it they wish to see it with a sight they simply don't possess.

I'm starting to think, my proficiency maybe lies in something less analytical, Music seems like a potential calling, I've had some compliment my rightings, yet with the current state as well as potential future state of LLM AI (Large Language Model Artificial Intelligence) I'm not so sure of what's to happen if put my eggs in the basket of writing with AI in mind, even Music unfortunately, AI is starting to get scarily proficient at, I fear music may even be a daunting task without the use of AI in the near future, I definitely understand where the creatives are coming from in regards to the fear of AI.

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Kalfatindar, Hornstrandir Nature Preserve, Iceland.

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The Sun’s corona during a solar-eclipse.

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April waters running clear

(c) gif by riverwindphotography, April 2024

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