that comment about how you should not borrow grief from the future has saved me multiple times from spiraling into an inescapable state of anxiety. like every time i find myself thinking about how something in the future could go wrong i remember that comment and i think to myself: well i never know, it might get better. it might not even happen the way i think it will and if it does happen and it is sad and bad ill be sad about it then, when it happens. and it’s somehow soo freeing
I'm gonna say it here too. Allow me to be crystal fucking clear.
It is not cowardly to stay in the closet. Full stop. You do not owe anyone any part of yourself you aren't ready to share
If you unable to come out because you fear for your safety or well-being or because you know it will cause you substantial discomfort, that is not a defect in you. It's a failure of the society in which you live and the community surrounding you.
If you just don't want to share that part of yourself, that is valid and I support you
I'm on the fence. Yes, it was wrong of Stolas to just spring this onto Blitzo at the last minute and expecting him to accept it. However, he has always shown that he has loved and viewed Blitzo as an equal. Mfer has BOWED to him at the end of Ozzie's. Also, he even offered his company to just...talk. Since their reunion, Blitzo has made it abt sex. Not Stolas, he just wanted to talk to him.
I can see where both are wrong. Although, Blitzo really just saw everything Stolas did was for some sexual gratification, as if he wasn't the one who jumped him first. Hell, he wasn't even gonna do that. Just steal.
There's a reason why Blitzo has a laundry list of bad relationships and why he's to blame. I think this kinda highlighted that more, but probably also shows how blind Stolas is to their sheer differences in status alone and not realizing how that might affect Blitzo's view of him
Some things that really BREAK me about The Scene™️
The way Blitzo doesn’t hesitate for the SECOND to run after Stolas when he realized he was walking out the door
The fear in Blitzo’s eyes when Stolas said goodbye
Additionally how scared Blitzo looked here when Stolas said “you don’t have to stay with me” thinking Stolas was kicking him out
Blitzo begging Stolas to give him a second chance
Stolas being SO fucking soft and gentle when explaining to blitz why he got him the crystal. His neverending unconditional love and support of Blitz and his business.
“I want you too. I want you to stay here with me- because you want too. Only if you want too”
The anguish when he realizes (or thinks he realizes) that blitzo doesn’t feel the same.
Blitz CRYING in front of Stolas because he’s losing Stolas
Guys I genuinely thought we were tweaking with the double album theory but Tyler's saying "does this sound like the end?"?? LIKE SHUT THE FUCK UP NO FUCKING WAY FUCK