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if god is real hes a fucking bitch - ethel cain

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saint sebastian is one of my favorite art studies.

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nothing like an ex catholic still trying to like some part of her childhood faith

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some art doodles based off music i listened to while gardening

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Happy Pride Month folks!

Closeted or not, haven’t figured out who you are yet, just know Faust the Crow loves you very much.

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still super proud of this lol

https://1drv.ms/w/s!AsRZZrd020_qhyilIr53Q-ctXEMI?e=rOlE5w

hey y’all!! i did an essay on the beatles and gender role, women, and sexuality. it’s not the greatest but it’s pretty swag lol

(pls do ignore when i talked about stuart sutcliffe during the backbeat bit it’s paul! also technically all four of them are working class however some of them were better off than others so idk yeah)

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uh some bitter bits i wrote when i was sad. it’s not good or very prose-y but i do sorta like reading it when i’m more melancholic

my eyes feel weary, but i’m not dead

not yet

sometimes i want to be

late nights where the breath in my chest rattles

a beat too late, and shaky, and awful

tears want to quell up in my eyes

and i can’t stop them, i never can

i seem to cry a lot lately

mostly at little things, things that are happier than i am

things that are cute, anything that reminds me of how alone i am

it’s funny how that works

by avoiding sad things i only make myself worse

perhaps i’m destined to be unhappy

my mother certainly thinks so

she’s always unhappy and some part of her reflects upon me

you grown and learn from your parents

and all the while;

as you try your hardest to not become them

you end up picking up those lesser traits

the ones you forgot you should be avoiding

my sadness is like that

there and unwarranted, but unavoidable all at once

it’s not something i can take meds for

nothing something is being willing to try to stop

the thing is i’ve become so accustomed to this feeling

that i hardly want it to stop

it’s a part of me now, and no matter how empty i feel

the minute it’s gone, i lose all purpose

my life has been destined for sadness

every part planned around it

and if i go and fix it now, my life will hardly stand it

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progress point

rn paul’s nose is so bad i need to go over them and fix things (joj looks good tho as always)

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he’s so pretty :/

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hey y’all second chapter is up!!!

be warned it’s sad (i think)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/30832487

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punching the air rn

The three Beatles met for lunch on Monday, November 12 – just 17 days before George lost his ongoing battle with throat cancer.  […]

Paul’s friend said: “Over the years they’d all had their differences, but all those disagreements were tossed aside as they realised just how much they meant to each other.

“Paul always remembers that George and he spent their first meeting laughing at each other’s jokes – and it was appropriate that their last moments together were the same. With Ringo there, feelings ran high and all three had so much to say to each other. They just chatted and chatted – and it was George who set the tone with his humour. He had them all in fits of laughter. He may have been close to death, but he refused to let that defeat his great sense of humour.”

George left after lunch for his treatment at Staten Island University Hospital. But Paul – who called the Beatles’ lead guitarist his “baby brother” – insisted on staying until he returned.

He spent the rest of the day with him and his wife Olivia, cherishing their last moments together.

Paul’s friend said: “Paul did say to George and Ringo that he regarded them as his brothers and his true family.”

As they talked about the Beatles’ early days in Hamburg and their experiments with drugs and religion, “you could feel the warmth between them”.

The pal added: “George was clearly picked up by the afternoon. He was smiling, happy and seemed so delighted to see his friends.

“Deep down he knew this was their last moments together and realised just what a great life they had together.

“Of course there were tears, but that was during the goodbyes.

“For the most part George, Paul and Ringo forgot about his condition and all seemed to carry on as if they hadn’t been apart from each other for 30 years.”

George’s doctor Gil Lederman also sat in on part of the historic meeting.  He said:

“It was a spirited affair, not a sombre one. There were lots of laughs and lots of fun. They spent hours reminiscing. […]

"There were tears, but George remained very much the man of dignity. At the end, after both Paul and Ringo had left, he was fine and calm. He was a very happy man. This meeting meant so much to him.”

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yeah :)

But let’s not forget how Paul looked at John, too.

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bongo confusion

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For the sake of being nice to Ringo I bet it’s George. It’s always the quiet ones…

idk how I can live the rest of my life without knowing what each Beatles' sneeze sounds like....

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paul with a doggy woggy

Pictures of Paul and Martha that I haven’t seen before

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halloween vibes ✌️