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Park days.

Picture perfect hair

The winter sun beaming down just right

Creating a halo effect around her

She's so angelic

In her perfect little pastel knitted sweater

Her smile is gorgeous

She's so warm and bright, you can't help but smile when she smiles

She's your whole world

She's your universe

She's everything right and makes you feel so much more than whole

You're so lucky, you think to yourself, you found your one.

You'll tell her these things one day.

For now, you watch her dancing in the winter sun underneath the tall trees, and you can't help but smile and join her when she calls you over.

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Intelligent Brain: "My sweet love, you are worth more than all of the stars in the sky. You are the sun that lights up the darkest reaches of space in my mind. You deserve more than anything and everything anyone could ever give you. You are the universe. My universe."

Masc Mouth: "Hey girl, you know I love you, right. You so bad. 😍"

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Do you ever just look at someone? And the whole world stops?.?.?. You just, you look into her eyes, her beautiful eyes and you just get stuck there??? You're lost in a haze, a day dream, you forget how to breathe, her eyes are hard and soft at the same time and it feels as though she's pulling you in deeper and deeper, you can't move, all you can do is just exist inside her eyes, everything that you are is her, she is everything.

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Quite literally, I am enthralled, enraptured, enamoured, and fucking jealous of femmes.

How in the hell do y'all be out here looking and acting like the beautiful goddesses and ethereal beings that you are?!

And how, for the love of God, tell me how?! How do you all do that thing with your nails and our heads?? I swear to God, I'm instantly transported to another dimension. My brain is numb and fuzzy at the same time!?! No thoughts, only pretty girl and nails scratching?! 😭😭😭

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✨️Same but different. ✨️

Masculine Brain/Thoughts/Feelings: "Do you think I'm handsome? Am I a good guy? Will a girl like someone like me? I'm strong, right? How do I talk to women? What if no one likes me or accepts me?" 😔

In the middle brain/thoughts/feelings: "Do you think I'm a good person? Am I attractive enough in my own right? Do I really care if I am or not? I'm not masculine or feminine, I don't feel like either. Is that normal? Will anyone like someone like me? How do I talk to people? Is saying hello too forward? What if no one accepts me or likes me?" 😔

Feminine Brain/Thoughts/Feelings: "Do you think I'm pretty? Am I a good person? Will a girl like someone like me? I'm strong, right? But I'm also small? How do I talk to women? What if no one likes me or accepts me?" 😔

✨️Different but same.✨️

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Oh, to be young and in love, holding her hand walking down the street, watching the autumn leaves fall.

You watch her face as she appreciates all the little intricacies of the world. You watch her sip on her iced pumpkin spiced latte, you see her smile a little smile as she takes everything in, your hands touching, the leaves falling, the chill in the air, the sun on her face, and her weird little coffee.

You love her so. You are in awe of her and everything she is and will be.

She catches you staring at her. You forgot long ago about the world. She is now your world.

She smiles at you, squints her eyes a little, and her smile is so bright. "Heyy, you okay?"

Your breath hitches a little because she's just so perfect, and you forgot that you were looking at her for so long. You clear your throat and shake your head to bring yourself out of the little daze she puts you in. "Hi, yes, hello. Are you okay?"

She smiles at you once more, her eyes questioning on if this is actually the truth. She kisses your cheek and goes back to her coffee. You are grateful she's in her own little world again as you blush at her kiss. You smile, you're happy. She makes you happy. You'll tell her one day, you tell yourself, one day you won't struggle to find the words. One day.

Oh, to be young and in love and to walk through the autumn air... one day.

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Femm: *Puts her hand on my thigh while we're on a date in public* "So tell me more about your day, how was it? How was work? How was your week?" *cute little smile she does*

Soft Masc: *Forgets to breathe. Uncontrollable NSFW thoughts. Struggling not to blush and enact on said NSFW thoughts. Choking on the drink I have so as not to let her know how much she is affecting me in this moment* "Yes" *awkward smile and blushing*

Her: *Cute little giggle and devilish smile because she absolutely knows what she's doing, and she absolutely knows she's got all the power right now* "Yes? You doing okay?"

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Talking to mascs: "What's up, bro?! How you doin!? *insert bro hugging and dapping here*. Yoooo, you see that girl last night? So foooiiiiiine! *insert bro chats here* Yea, man, I totally got her number! *insert hyped bro slapping here*"

Talking to femmes: "H-h-hi, h-how are you? *insert gay panic and awkward fidgeting here*. D-d-did you s-see the new Barbie movie last n-night? So g-goood! *insert awkward smiling and not getting her number here*"

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Intelligent Brain: My love, you are the most beautiful person in this entire universe. I would die a thousand deaths for you if it's what you asked of me. I want to hold your hands and show the world how I love you so. I want to whisper sweet nothing's into your ear as you lay upon my chest. I wish nothing but to confess my undying love and affection for you a million times and more.

Masc Mouth: What's up, pretty girl? Yea, nah, I like you, shawty. You aight.