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just came back here to talk about these two lyrics from hozier's unreal unearth album,

francesca ( left ) and unknown / nth ( right ) <3

hozier has always served as an inspiration for my poetry and the fact he made an album based on my favorite current book (dante's inferno), makes it even better !

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thank u sm for the tag lili loml ! here's mine then :)

explanation —

birthday: ME AND COLLEI HAVE THE EXACT SAME BIRTHDAY ‼️ i actually didn't even realize it until now and im so happy after seeing it

zodiac: since me and collei share the same birthday, we also have the ssme zodiac which is taurus :) also the same with gorou and yunjin !

hairstyle: this is a bit complicated because i have nilou's curtain bangs but a shorter hair length similar to diona's ! i also don't have the front bangs like nilou so my forehead is seen like diona's 💀

haircolor: its suppose to be a dark red but i haven't re-dye it in a while so its faded into beidou's dark brown shade

mbti: isfj or "the defender" isn't rlly a common mbti from what i see? i used to be an infp but re-took the test after a year and got that so T T from what i searched, it was said ganyu, mika, and chongyun are isfj but it could be wrong

height: my friends tease me about this so much oh god T T i have not grown a single inch of height during the summer so i feel like im stuck being 4'11 / 5'0 🧍‍♂️

i've been seeing a lot of people do this trend so i wanted to make a tag game out of it !! anyone who isn't tagged can feel free to join too <33

tags along with the original template is utc:

tagging with no pressure: @knanamii @simplyxsinned @monocaelia @cy-inky @k-zu @ilyuu @kazuuaki @kaeyas-beloved @taokives @chaoffee @catgirlforkaeya @aimynx @ineshapanda @snobwaffles @arkhammaid @byizoyas @tartaglia-apologist @pen-observing @stcrfeesh @aibloomie @wannshang @cosmi1k @kazusplug @zhxngii @ainescribe @gloomybow1 @alhaith4ms @x-zho @torntoblivion @atheliasnotebook @lillikasa @moraxsthrone @ibitekaeya @tokkishouse @luxxid @lunargrapejuice @watatsumiis @mixed-kester @lyneira @meimeimeirin @radishsoups @yaesnovels @iwantdottoresobad @vistarnovels @leftdestiny-posts @sharkssharka @catgirlforkaeya @celestewritestoomuch @jellypastries @lovesick-boo + anyone who wants to join!! (i apologize if i forgot to tag anyone, it wasn't intentional. please lmk if you don't want to be tagged in games anymore)

these don't have to be accurate btw, especially the birthdays. you can put the characters you're closest to !! emotes are from @/genshinresource and also this template doesn't belong to me.

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I JUST SCANNED THROUGH YOUR CARD AKDJDJFJDJSJ WE'RE SO CLOSE IN AGE!

have you had your birthday this year already??

WAIT RLLY— OMG ?? HSGDJSVHD so glad to finally find someone close to my age here >< but also! i haven't had my birthday yet, i actually checked your 'about me profile' and i got so happy to see that you're a may baby too !! my birthday is on may 8th, beloved :>

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so far this is what my introductory looks like in light and dark mode and i know, they're both HORRIBLE 😭 i promise i'll fix the color soon but for now, its dark cherry red because i edited this around 11:34 PM :'>

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aww lili beloved thank u for the tag 🥺 i dont have that much moots though so i'll only be tagging one! @xngelholix tagging u :> if you don't wanna do it, its fine as well !!

three ships: akiangel (csm), sherliam (mtp), poly! cynobedonari (genshin)

first ship ever: tododeku from bnha 💀 (i swear im out of the phase now)

last song: august by taylor swift <3

last movie: kung fu panda 3 (i nearly cried)

currently reading: dante's inferno; i became obsessed after it was discussed as a topic in my world lit class + i was one of the top scorers in the exam :]

currently watching: how i met your mother + buddy daddies

currently consuming: i just had a whole plate of pasta as my lunch please spare me and my small stomach :'>

currently craving: MILKTEA !!! ÓoÓ

9 people you would like to get to know better

tysm for the tag @alexmey-does-an-arts!

1. 3 ships; bowuigi, metadede, heavy/medic(I forget the name lol)

2. first ever ship; alphyne

3. last song; Ghost Cowboys by Louie Zong

4. last movie; Midsommar. That was…something

5. currently reading; Dante and Aristotle discover the secrets of the universe. Pretty fire

6. currently watching; JCS criminal psychology

7. currently consuming; nothing

8. currently craving; Iced Cream. About to go get it. I know there’s mind chip in my freezer (:

9 people to tag; @littlegreenwyvy, @garf-official, @d1nosaurpower, @tractor-inside-joke-fucker, @junkydoodlez, @seacrown, @neldu-nak, @darkcanid19, @stormyykat

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WORLD POETRY DAY WAS YESTERDAY AND I MISSED IT 😭 i'll make it up to you guys i swear im drafting a sherlock imagine right now actually i promise

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HOZIER NEW SONG !!!

( https://www.instagram.com/reel/Cpxpe1nqGq2/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y= )

this insta post is so relatable when being one of those writers taking inspiratiom from hozier's songs, ESPECIALLY "would that i" and "from eden" 😭 so this tumblr post is your sign to listen to hozier's new song and ep "eat your young" !! his words are always so poetic and his vocal range goes so hard so i guarantee its good <3

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stars twinkle in cold clockwork and upon the hopeful, they cast a looming shadow. one that is buried before the eyes of the foolish who dwell on a hope with the strength of an ill-fated breath. yet, the promise new beginings

the scribe sits in the old chair, in fragile hours that serve a barrier between night's lullaby and the plight of day, with lonesome piles of letters and musings scattered about her wispy gaze.

she holds in her hands one, and smiles upon the flowers that bled into ink on the parchment. she holds it to her chest and amidst all emotion of mind-forged melancholia, the scribe prays to the twinkle of the star — the promise of a friend.

BASICALLY HI I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOUR WRITING AND I TRIED TO MAKE MY ASK AS POETIC AS I COULD PLS FORGIVE THIS WORD VOMIT ❤️❤️❤️

honoured to meet you, i'm lilia! your work on meeting the moriarty brothers was literally 24 carat gold like it made me transcend all mortal chains at,,, 6 a.m lol. i really love your entire aesthetic and writing style bb keep it up <33

also also,,, would you 🥰🥰 mind 🥺 being 🤩 moots 🫂 with me <3333

OH MY GOD HI ?? WAIT AHSHDJ IM SO SORRY I SAW THIS JUST NOW SINCE I RARELY OPEN TUMBLR BC OF BUSY SCHED :( but of course we can be moots !! <3 and what you just wrote was so good and heartwarming im so awestruck ?? :( ilysm for this its so amazing !! my heart just ... wow im so honored <3

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listen ... i am a huge sherliam addict because i giggle and kick my feet in the air like a child thinking that they kiss in secret, dark alleyways while still wanting to point a pistol on each others chin but all of a sudden the johnlock ship came into mind and the ship is actually very beautiful yet bittersweet and relates to taylor swift's midnight rain SO MUCH!

"he was sunshine (john watson), i was midnight rain (sherlock holmes) – he wanted it comfortable; i wanted that pain, he wanted a bride, I was making my own name."

GODDD 😭 JOHN RETIRED FROM THE ARMY SO HE SETTLED DOWN BUT SHERLOCK WANTS TO CONTINUE SOLVING CRIMES EVEN IF IT PUTS HIS LIFE ON THE LINE 💔 not to mention watson ended up having fiance-now wife, mary morstan who asked for sherlock's help in finding the treasure her father was seeking out for in the yuumori storyline ??

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GENSHIN SUMERU ARCHON QUEST SPOILERS !

naww because alhaitham was so pathetic bumping himself on the table like that 🤭 can you believe he was able to distract the grand sage and the soldiers just by bending over and showing his ass in the air ?? 😭 pathetic fruity behavior right there! but it's okay (i guess) because i still love him <3 he's my babygirl <3

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the feminine urge to write a moriarty the patriot angst one shot based on taylor swift's "betty " in folklore <3 but here’s a small idea i thought of :

"will you have me? will you love me?"

—louis moriarty, james bond, albert moriarty, john watson

"I don't know anything but i know i miss you"

—sebastian moran, mycroft holmes, fred porlock

"the worst thing i ever did, was what i did to you."

—william moriarty, sherlock holmes (they’re both so in-depth yk?)

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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ the icarus i heldㅤ𓄳ㅤwilliam moriarty

( I beseeched his indifference was not a oath but a ruse ) : he left where I fell, the edge of june !

𓆤 . . .

there was a mouthful, unfathomable in where he slept of sanctity; the oasis he has structured. long this slumber of bloom he laid with petals gray and shriveled that too died with my soul in its stem. merely a catalyst had chased my melancholic blue and in some lifetime, did this bury under his feet of roots and throne. 

he was purity in soaking grace where I cannot see myself sitting beside; oh dear heaven's flame seared off my skin to boneless thorns, there I cried as if he hadn't ripped my soul out enough— it was that I had shattered once and gained another piece. wanderlust he is, a pinnacle had expectations teasing me so of longingly waiting in such structural planes. I had practically gone mad in pleasure of infatuation, no such thrill astonished me when pearls go blind in sight of nothing less than red.

I had swore off such sin; truly I did yet in vain did he curse me into wherein blisters bite my eyes under a chandelier grain by true grace and flesh wound bare under sand. metamorphosis, the birth of vanity and paradox of own humanity dare I say, he is everything and nothing all at once — in which I praise nonetheless as if there was such color or flavour to physique that left skyward, hanging on my own dopamine threads.

he was a meanless cause to an endless loop and a part of a prayer sung. though I have not linger further in evermore, I believe of his whole hearted discernment, placed me under a wing of prosperity and from turmoil apart; there a holy body kissed smoke by whom the covenant has set had his beauty placed under such crime. 

alas not even icarus' flesh shall be framed on a falsehood where misfortune killed my silence. perhaps did my spirit sew itself to his feet and wings that hung within breeze, soon to let go from the burning wax and into the sea —

for some fallen god had left me in such unspokening worship and devotion that I have fallen down the edge of june.

NOTES 🧷 dedicated to the one that got away and cheers to his bull talk of "not you, me" — was once a spike spiegel writing now turned into for william moriarty !

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what is a writer, if not a miserable little pile of ideas and half written google docs

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Thinking about how my mom tried to “seduce” my dad when they were in college together by sneaking oranges into his backpack, because she grew up food insecure and feeding someone/sharing food was a big deal with her upbringing with a lot of emotional meaning–

and meanwhile my poor dad is just convinced that he’s been haunted by some citrus poltergeist because why the fuck are there always oranges in his bag he swears he did not put there???

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THE ARCANE ON MY WATCHLIST !?

I DON'T WATCH ARCANE BUT I'M HANGING ON A CLIFF OF URGE TO WATCH IT FOR HIM !! godd, i love them smart i would volunteer to be your housewife-househusband supporting you and your goals as you work on the periodic table's molar mass to solve for certain compounds–

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miya atsumu pouts if you show your cat a picture of your celebrity crush and tell them that he’s your dad. atsumu will scoff, take your cat away from you and cradle it against his chest, murmur things like that’s not true, baby, i’m your dad and you better not forget that because i buy you all your favorite treats

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letter to my lover 𓄳 ran haitani

( in the heart of your misery, bare i stand in perseus' cloak ) ፧ euphoria bursts in the tint of red to the thought of him that love holds dear

𓆤 . . .

a letter for my lover who sentiments the bend of a yellow brick road. who doth walks the path in a reaper's bearings with the carve of mankind reeking thy soul. who shrouds roppongi in his burning craft and bears fruit to my skin —selfishly we turn as the sun burns twisted skeletal yet no distinct was it with winter. 

for my dear lover who has died years of love ago but has breathed & lived now for millennia glory even if thy plastic moral bones were but lies to scare slumber. noblesse oblige pressed closed like the king's rejection to play savior and its upheaval in the rubble of our organ hearth with miners' coal that buried our hate; you were but a figment of my creation –one that i mustn't be left to stray from.

to my dear lover as i ask for you to let me share weighed flesh the atlas once dusted in the core of palms and most ardently could i say like darcy, you have bewitched me as I wish for I, to never disperse our intoxicating crimson threads when dwindled roots timber to form lovers' rock, or perhaps, a grave.

oh my lover in the tempest and the darkest curse these cities glow, forevermore to take my soul in your pocket and within myriad hearts, all our flaws are sealed.

—and to my lover from venus and sight of red, where amsterdam paints us two in gold of both virgin mother and greek gods that bind: three words of romantic will encase me to void full horizons with you, I dreamt in such figured worship. 

NOTES 📎 my dearest ! for i love him so with every second i worship his presence through eyes alone

© solshuu ──⠀do not copy and steal my works !!