sorasorakodoku

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never kno what a person doin behind yo back

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It's important to show that you care. Fuck being nonchalant. Text first, send multiple messages in a row. Tell them what they mean to you, be honest about how you feel. Tell your friends that you love them. Love is a gift that can be given away freely, by anyone and to anyone. Show that you care.

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Why does it feel so impossible to let you go?

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Realizing and coming to terms with being kind of person the world drills into your skull to be. Just to exist and function while also criticize you for becoming is such odd place to be. Because I'm aware in a world of black and white it's necessary to just be grey just to have some bit of sanity.

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Quite interesting how well I can function in society. Although those who know me knows to some degree something is off. But those who REALLY know me. Knows the extent of my functionality. Being self aware doesn't fix anything but definitely makes it easier to maintain. Knowing I'll never truly reach that long term level of comfortability with someone is depressing.

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Lying to me about something small will have me questioning every single thing you say

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when the vibes don’t feel right i go missing physically & mentally

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being always understanding is a blessing and a curse cause you can’t expect “you” from people

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Don't share your deep consciousness with a shallow soul.

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vibes & eyes don‘t lie, trust ‘em

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you know what is SO sexy? consistency

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I really need to my mind to be on my side for once? Like please stop overthinking. Stop being so pessimistic, think more positively. We're supposed to be on the same team. You're going to have a few tough decisions to make in the somewhat near future. So you need to start acting right, so we can gain peace and a bit of happiness.

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i got the biggest 🫀 & everybody take advantage of that shit .. ion get it

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“My very existence, my life in the world, seemed like a hallucination.”

— Sleep, Haruki Murakami

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Thank you to everyone who is so kind to me.