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"Sun broke in to see Peace. He already took out two of our men."

THE BANGKOK BOY (2025). EPISODE EIGHT.

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When a fic doesn’t fit my head canons but it’s well-written

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Hannibal (2013-2015)

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U don’t understand people growing up so you read lots of novels so you can still feel connections to fictional people and to the people who write the novels and maybe you hope you will learn more about how people work from reading all those novels but unfortunately novelists are not usually great at knowing how normal and well-adjusted people work or else they probably wouldn’t be novelists

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hi my friend read fyck and was live tweeting it and i asked for the link and read it and its sososo good like its been months since i finished it and im gna read it again bc i literally cant stop thinking abt it. also btw like i dont even go here all ik abt dream is like maybe 20 songs and that jaemin is gorgeous, just thought u should know ur reach and that whenever u update (pleasepleaseplease soon) tht there is an engene rooting for u <3

aw thank u 💓 i have been really busy for a long time now but i appreciate that people still like fyck and message me about it. i will finish it, i swear. also... could I get the link to your friends livetweet? im curious, I don't really use twitter so I don't know what the fic ecosystem is like on there

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as yet untitled: 1) unbearable pressure of being perfect. you tell me im perfect and i break down bc i can't do it. 2) neither god nor devil can make someone love you. 3) bitterness about you beloved Person having unconditional support while you dont (mom stuff). 4) this was already there but!! autism.

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250421 NCTsmtown Twitter Update

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There's this interesting phenomenon where when you're a child, or some other vulnerable minority dependent on a job for shelter, you are actually under duress almost constantly. You can't say "I don't want to work today," you cannot say "I don't want to do the dishes, actually," you cannot choose not to participate. In a lot of cases, the punishment is explicit. Your parents might yell at you. Your boss might fire you. But in other cases, it's implicit. The mood will sour. You lose leeway. People get mad at you. And that creates a really shitty environment where you're constantly being coerced to do things!

And here's the kicker; you're not allowed to acknowledge that. You cannot acknowledge that you are being coerced, you cannot acknowledge that your free will is not being respected, because that's punished too. Your boss insists that you act excited. Your parents punish you for acting surly. You are forced to fake enthusiastic consent, constantly. It's a fucking nightmare. Your hand is being forced, you do not have the option to say "no," and if you ever, for a second, try to acknowledge that, everyone acts like you're the aggressor.

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This weekend, we got confirmation from Mark that his dad is indeed a pastor. And that when he's stressed or if something bothers him, even if he feels hungry, he won't eat. 😂😂 I was like “what in the FYCK is going on? 😂

Miss FYCK so much😍😩. Hope you're taking care of yourself and doing okay after the breakup. Sending you positive vibes!

those cheekbones didn't lie to me...

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Maladaptive deeply held belief: nobody could ever love me. Im going to die alone

Positive counterthought: maybe someone has an exceptionally rare form of mental illness that would cause them to make the grave mistake of wanting to fuck me

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get yourself a main character whos two primary emotions are "little cunt" and "catatonic with grief"

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The enormity of my desire excites me it’s so awesomeee Yaaayyyy yesssss

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broke up with the person one of fycks chapters is dedicated to. my fic is reflective of my own problems but not in the way you'd think