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i fell asleep ridiculously early last night so replies will come later today !

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nixfms​:

 is  in  his  own  head    ,    something  that  happened  a  lot.    was  especially  easy  to  get  into  his  head  here    ,    with  everything  that  was  going  on  around  him.    ❛    little  bit.    ❜    responds  to  jovi    ,    eyeing  the  box  of  hair  dye  in  his  hands.    ❛    the  fuck  do  you  want  me  to  do  with  that    ?    you  trust  me  to  put  that  in  your  hair    ?    ❜

“ was  wanting  you  to  trust  me  with  yours   , ”  jovi  says   .   reaches  up  to  finger-comb  through  his  own  hair   .    faded  pink   ,   soft  ends   .   “ but  sure   .   could  go  for  a  change   .   you  seem  fine  . ”  he  typically  dyes  his  own   .   doesn’t  care  for  a  stylist’s  work  when  he  can  do  just  fine  by  himself   .   but  fuck  it  --- can’t  get  fucked  that  bad   .  “ you  wanna  ? ”

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milosuns​:

HE CHUCKLES AT his next words, lightly rolling his eyes. “ more?? would that be possible?? “ he scoffs, finishing the reminder of the treat he had grabbed a few minutes prior. crumpling the wrapper and keeping it in his hands right after. “ well, thank you ”, he nods in mocking formality after the compliment. “ maybe it’s time you guys are back on my show now ”, he mocks some more, knowing that wasn’t viable at all. but hey, jovi seemed to be humored about that whole situation ( instead of the complete opposite, like he thought ). cheeks a bit red after he calls him the nickname again, he gets up too but to throw the wrapper in the nearest trashcan. unsure if that’s an invitation to join him or to leave him alone. he wishes the bar was closer so he could grab a proper drink to cool off a little, but he figures maybe he can find something in the freezer so he heads there. a couple of beers inside, he takes two… this will do. after some brief thought, he decides to follow him so a few seconds later, he finds himself outside too. he closes his eyes and breathes in: the smell of fresh grass was a very pleasant one. he then sits right at the corner of the nearest pool chair, grabbing a beer. he sits in silence for a few seconds, just admiring the small pool waves under the moonlight that make him feel some sort of peace. yeah, for the first time in weeks he feels peaceful. maybe this is the place he’ll find himself visiting too often during these sleepless nights. attention brought back to the bottle he’s holding as he doesn’t want jovi to think he is staring at him instead maybe for a few seconds only. “ i brought you one too… though if you don’t want it, i could take it then ”, he offers before taking a sip of his own. 

arms  stretched  overhead   ,   jovi  kicks  around  in  the  water  to  watch  it  ripple   .   light  dancing  over  freshly  sunned   skin   .   and  then  he’s  sitting  down  on  the  edge   ,   legs  danging  over  in  the  warm  ,   saltwater  soft  water   .   doesn’t  know  how  to  swim  much   ---   not  in  london  or  the  odd  trips  to  korea’s  coast  with  the  family   ,    but  he’s  still  tempted  to  drop  in  over  his  head   .   instead   ,   he  leans  back  on  his  palms   .   takes  in  that  good  hillside  air   .   cool   breeze   ,   night  sky    .   stars  twinkling  with  the  city  and  it’s  cheesy  enough  to  inspire  a  song   .   (  he  hears  the  chord  progression  now  ---  soft   ,   slow  fingers  on  the  strings  like  a  brush  of  sweet  lips  )   “ yeah  ?  ‘course  i  want   . ”   head  tipped  back  and  neck  stretched   ,   he  lets  weight  drop  his  head  over  and  opens  his  eyes  at  milo   ,   “ gonna  make  me  get  up  for  it  ?   come  on   . ”   he  moves  his  legs  in  the  pool   .   “  won’t  push  you  in   , ”   says  it  all  cheeky  grinned  and  bright  eyes   ,  “ promise  . ”

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kaitlyn-owens​:

❛  𝒐𝒉  𝒚𝒆𝒔  ,  𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒚 !  the  mundanity  of  reality  television  is  beginning  to  seem  like  the  bane  of  my  current  existence  .   why  ?  have  you  got  some  sort  of  ridiculous  idea  up  your  sleeve ?   because  whatever  it  is  ,  i  am  totally  ,  one  -  hundo  percent  in  . ❜

“ mood   , ”   jovi  agrees  with  a  solemn   nod   ,   “  and  if  by  ridiculous  you  mean  absolutely  genius   ,   then  yes  ---  i  have  an  idea    . ”   he  raises  a  brow   ,   lips  curving  into  a  smile   ,   “ wanna  dye  your  hair   ?   swear  i  won’t  fuck  it  up   .   just  the  tips   .   give  you  an  e-girl  vibe   .   start  a   tik  tok  trend  . ”   

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The 1975 - Sex

And I’m not trying to stop you love If we can’t do anything we might as well just fuck

She’s got a boyfriend anyway

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milosuns·:

“ AH, YEAH… I’VE HEARD horror stories about that, the british press… think meghan markle would agree with me ”, he jokes. there’s a part of him that feels relieved to think maybe all the way to the uk his very own scandal wasn’t even relevant enough to make headlines. therefore, jovi probably has no clue about it. or so he hopes… not like he was gonna bring that up. he laughs a little as jovi comments on the incident that happened all those years ago: the last time the two actually interacted. “ worst part is… it wasn’t even the first time i brought such question to guests. they all found that funny. except mr. lennox, of course. i had to be more careful with future guests after that ”, he explains. it was kinda funny to be talking about it so mindlessly when his bandmates wanted his head whenever they saw him. maybe there was his answer. “ oh, shoot… i forget most of your fanbase are hours ahead of us. but hey, bet some of them are dedicated enough to be watching at 8am ”, he chuckles, taking another bite of his bar. “ but yeah… how does it feel to be stuck in good old ‘Merica for now?? ”, he questions. “ see, i wasn’t even trying to… be an interviewer with that, i just have it in me i guess”, he jokes, shaking his head. “ not nearly my bedtime… i’ve actually been having trouble sleeping lately ”, he lets that slip, though there was no way he’d exactly give out the reason why that’s happening. “ though if you want me to leave now: i can go ahead then, The Sun Ain’t Up for you ”, he teases. 

“ yeah   ,   they  fuckin  suck   . ”   invented  invasive   .   after  de-railing  plenty  of  talks  with  side-discussions  of  whatever  nonsense  he’s  reading   ,   the  pap  learned  to  let  him  stay  quiet   .   “ mr.  lennox   ?  dude  —   you’ll  piss  him  off  more   ,   you  better  stop   , ”   jovi  laughs   .   hell   .  wait  until  jovi  pulls  that  card  out   .   unsure  if  he’s  being  shaded  or  not   ,   jovi  peeks  over  out  of  the  corner  of  his  eye  and  cocks  a  brow   .   “ i  see  you’ve  improved   , ”   he  notes  dryly  before  swallowing  down  the  last  of  his  drink    .   the  clock  ticks  on  and  jovi  turns  his  attention  back  to  the   window   ,   knocking  his  knees  together  slowly   .   the  pool’s  light  casts  electric  shapes  onto  the  pane  glass  and  it’s  so  damn  pretty  that  he  almost  forgets  he’s  got  company   .   “ like  i  said   ,   sunshine   .   free  country   . ”   and  then  he’s  standing  up   ,   stretching  out  his  limbs    ,  “  a  little  exercise  might  knock  your  ass  out  though   .   works  for  me   . ”   leaving  the  tumbler  on  the  table   ,   he  heads  to  the  sliding  door  and  steps  out  into  the  cool  night  air  .   a  breeze  ruffles  past  as  he  steps  into  the  pool   ,   water  kissing  at  his  ankles   .   clear  night  like  this  ?   shame  to  waste   .

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milosuns·:

A SMALL TAINT OF BLUSH invades his cheeks as he hears the other call him ‘sunshine’. he hopes he won’t notice so he directs his attention at the window as he sits next to him, opening the snack he went there to find. “ well, you seem to be taking that with a lot of humor “, he jokes before taking a bite of the nutrition bar. “ you guys were one of the first guests of the show and certainly ones i’ll never forget ”, he chuckles lightly, truth is that memory was bitter at best but it was a subtle way of bringing the topic to conversation without directly asking: ‘do you hate me too??’. an answer that he, for some reason, was so desperately dying to know. he sits there for a few seconds in silence, staring at the window as he continues munching because staring at jovi was just too distracting, but then his voice brings him back to reality. “ oh, sorry… i’m just a bit sleepy. i mean, just look at the time ”, lies he points at the nearest clock hanging in the room. “ babbling?? well, this certainly is all too different from my show… were you wanting me to start an interview with you right now?? smart, bet your fans are watching ”

jovi  shrugs   .   “ read  worse  in  the  comments   .   ‘sides   ,   you’ve  got  nothing  on  the  british  pap   . ”   he  takes  a  sip   .   “ still  deserved  every  bit  of  that  attitude   .    didn’t  think  you  had  it  in  you   ,   but  i  guess  that’s  why  they  give  you  the  microphone  . ”  american  hosts  were  so  tame  most  of  the  time    .   jovi  hadn’t  expected  a  newbie  with  a  puppy  dog  eyes  to  get  under  their  skin  so  fast   ,   but  it’s  one  hell  of  a  clip  to  go  back  to   .   glancing  over  at  the  clock  ,   jovi  sees  it’s  just  past  midnight  .   makes  a  noise  under  his  breath  ---  something  between  a  grunt  and  a  scoff   .   “ my  fans  ?  they’re  all  sensible   .   tucked  into  their  beds  and  getting a  solid  nine  hours   .   don’t  know  what  you  mean   . ”  takes  a  sip   ,   ice  cubes  sloshing  in  the  glass   ,   condensation  cold  on  the  skin   .  “ can  go  ahead  and  ask  your  questions   .   hell  knows  we  won’t  be  on  your  show  again   , ”  he  smirks   .    “ but  since  it’s  past  your  bedtime  maybe  i  should  leave  you  to  nod  off   . ”

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mhm

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milosuns·:

closed starter for @sousice· !  — location: the kitchen.

GRABBING A MIDNIGHT SNACK feels like a risky task to do in this mansion at this point, you just never know who you’ll encounter whenever you enter a room. milo has probably learned this lesson by now. however, he is starving so he finds himself in the kitchen a few minutes later, quietly entering as he cautiously steals a nutrition bar from the cabinet as he thinks no one else is around… that is, until he spots someone sitting by the kitchen table in the back of the room. “ … can’t sleep?? ”, he asks as he approaches, chuckling softly as he attempts to make conversation. just then, his heart skips a beat when he notices who it is. he feels nervous: maybe he hates him too like the rest of his bandmates. but hey, it didn’t hurt to try to find out make a friend, did it?. “ i, uh… is this seat taken?? ”, he gestures to the chair right next to him, a stupid question with an obvious answer, of course, but one that he did anyways.  

doing  what  he  does  best  ---  minding  his  own  business   ,   gazing  out  of  the  massive  floor - to - ceiling  windows  at  the  city  skyline  out  past  the  mansion’s  backyard  with  a  drink  in  hand   .   jovi  hears  the  shuffle  behind  him  ,   cabinet  opening  and  closing   .   listens  as  those  steps  come  closer  (  sigh  )  and  glances  up   .   ah   ,   familiar  face   .   jovi  thought  milo’d  run  and  hide  the  second  lennox  popped  up   .   can’t  help  but  smile   .    “ sunshine   .   still  at  it  with  the  awkward  as  fuck  questions   . ”   jovi  gestures  at  the  empty  seat  at  the  table   ,  “ go  ahead  .   it’s  a  free  country   . ”   silver  charms  on  the  thin   ,   delicate  chains  around  his  neck  slide  forward  when he  shifts  comfortably   .   elbows  on  the  armrests  and  head  tipped  back   ,   knees  splayed  wide   .   “ so  ,  you  a  plant  or  something  ? ”  conversational   .   curious  .   “ hotshot  host   .   figure  they  keep  you  around  to  get  us  babbling   . ”

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itsolivcr​:

𝓈𝓃𝒶𝓅𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓉 ↠ open.

oliver: i’m 100% sure there’s something burning in the kitchen oliver: someone go check it out and report back  oliver: i can’t take the pain of seeing that beautiful kitchen ruined so soon

jovi: listen jovi: if they burn down the place we go home jovi: so. no.

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bopping  into  the  room  in  a  stretched-out  white  tee  and  an  old  pair  of  skinnies   ,   jovi  turns  a  pair  of  bright   ,   eager  eyes  to  the  first  one  he  spots   .   “ ey  , ”  pops  his  lips  before  he  holds  up  a  box  of  hair  dye  that  he  taps  against  his  chin   ,   a  kid  showing  off  their  favorite  toy   .   “ you  bored  or  what  ? ” 

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corafms·:

    𝐢𝐭  𝐦𝐚𝐲  𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞  been roughly 10am , but if you asked cora – it was never too early to start day drinking . “did you know that the bartenders open up shop at 8am here ?! that’s madness , love .” she saunters up to the other with a tray of about a dozen shots sitting on the palm of her hand . “i went over there and was like ‘gimme a dozen shots’ and he was like ‘of what ?’ and i said ‘surprise me’ so ,” she made a ‘taadaa’ like gesture with her free hand . clearly very pleased with herself . “pick your poison , babes !” cora herself was eyeing one of the amber colored liquids when a thought came to mind . and whenever she had a thought it was like her mouth automatically had to spit it out , no filter what so ever . “wait ! you’re not ‘ere because you got exposed for , like , a drinking problem right ? because i’m not trying to be the enabler ‘round ‘ere or whatever .” lies detected !!!! she totally was the type to do so . and maybe , just maybe , she was only asking because she was a nosy little thing and was trying to figure out what sins her fellow roommates had committed to land them in this specific circle of hell . obviously she was aware that they had all been exposed for something . but for what specifically for each person she was still unsure .

one  arm  folded  behind  his  head  and  a  vape  pen  in  hand   ,   jovi  grunts  in  response   .   10  AM’s  a  little  early  ---  even  for  him  for  alcohol  ---  but  fuck  it   .   coming  off  a  tour   ,   this  shit’s  like  vacation   .   “ not  quite  ,   maybe  next  season  , ”   he  quips as  he  sits  upright  to  free  the  tray  of  two  shots   ,   gold  and  pretty  in  the  morning  sun   .   shades  slip  lower  on  his  nose   ,   hungover  still  from  the  night  before   .   (  but  who  knows  what  producers’ll  cook  up  next   .  )  “  cheers  to  what  ,  love ?   world  peace  and  steve  tyler’s  jeans ?   the  good  grace  of  UBEReats  so  we  don’t  burn  this  place down  ?  ”  shit   ,   wouldn’t  that  be  an  episode   .   reclining  back  all  nice  and  lazy  on  a  pool  lounge   ,   jovi  taps  his  nails  against  the  glass  of  a  shot  before  he  lifts  in a  toast   ,   throws  it  back  like  it’s  water   .   hates  the  taste  but  he’ll  be  damned  if  a  camera  catches  him  wince  .  he  smacks  his  lips  and  raises  a  brow   ,   “  yep   ,   whiskey  .  not  my  poison   .   you  next   . ”

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samifm·:

 he  needed  a  distraction.    something  to  get  his  mind  off  of  everything.    so    ,    he’s  in  the  kitchen  acting  like  he’s  not  TERRIBLE  at  cooking.    but  he’s  following  the  ingredients  and  the  procedure  perfectly    ,    trying  so  hard  not  to  mess  this  up.    first  few  nights  in  the  mansion    &    he  tries  to  poison  everyone    ?    not  what  he  was  going  for.    decided  cooking  dinner  for  an  entire  house  of  known  -  names  was  too  much  work  so  he  settled  on  cookies.    seemed  easy  enough    ,    until  the  first  batch  comes  out  burnt.    it’s  fine    !    he’s  practically  staring  down  the  oven  like  it  hurt  him  when  someone  joins  him  in  the  kitchen.    ❛    don’t  eat  those  ones.    they’re  burnt.    i’m  hoping  these  ones  don’t  burn  but  i’m  just  not  meant  to  be  a  baker.    i  can  act  and  model  but  my  genes  said  i  will  not  make  edible  baked  goods.    can’t  have  everything  i  guess.    ❜

jovi  stumbles  into  the  kitchen  squinting  and  grumbling   ,   eyes  hidden  by  a  pair  of  shades  and  hair  a  riot  where  it  falls  over  his  forehead   .   someone’s  up  cooking   .   by  the  smell  of  the  air  something  sweet  and  warm  and  good  ------  not  some  spinach and  avocado-ass  protein  shake  management’s  always  tying  to  pry  off   ,   either   .   half  listening   ,   he  grabs  a  cookie  and  crams  it  between  his  lips   .   “ fffu--- ! ”   one  bite  and  it  crumbles  to  ash  on  a  dry  tongue  and  he  chokes  on  the  dust   .   jovi  grasps  blindly  at  the  sink  to  shove  his  face  under  the  faucet   .   takes  water  in  gulps  to  wash  it  all  down   .   “ fuck   ,   dude  , ”   he  grumbles  as  he  wipes  his  mouth  with  the  back  of  his  hand   ,   upright  now   .   “ yeah  no  shit  you’re  no  baker   .   how  long  you’d  cook  them  for  ? ”   his  eyes  fall  to  the  oven   .   shiny  and  gleaming  in  the  fancy  kitchen    .  he  squeaks   ,   alarmed   ,   “ how  long  have  those  been  in ? ”   

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muses vs bandclaim — ft @sousice, @lennoxpng, @jasper-copeland

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          ˙✫*ﾟ  PARK  JIMIN  ,  CIS  MALE  ,  HE/HIM  :  did  you  hear  JOVI  YUEN  is  joining  the  cast  of  exposed  after  their  gossipy  reddit  threads  about  other  celebrities  was  revealed  ?  the  twenty  four  year  old  guitarist  with  950k  followers  is  trying  to  clear  their  name  .  they've  become  known  as  the  resident  philosoph  here  in  the  mansion  ,  and  it's  clear  that's  spot  on  because  they're  quite  - escapist  &  -  heedless ,  but  also  +  sentimental &  +  tenacious .  you  know  they're  heading  to  the  confession  booth  if  you  hear  don’t  you  ( forget  about  me )  by   simple  minds  blasting  ,  most  likely  talking  about  how  they're  more  than  painted  on  leather  pants  ,  smoke  rings  drifting  in  the  air  ,  beaten  up  paperbacks  and  hair  dye  for  therapy  .

heyo  !  i’m  deni  ,  she  /  her  pronouns  &  working  plant  mom  in  the  gmt+9  timezone  .  here  is  my  messy  babe  jovi  ,  a  hotshot  wannabe  .  he  has  a  tiny  wanted  connects  tag ,  so  please  check  ‘em  out  and  we  can  vibe  whatever  i’m  srsly  down  for  any  of  that  ! so  hit  like  if  you  wanna  plot    this  is  short  and  sweet  for  sanity’s  sake  . 

𝖻𝖺𝗌𝗂𝖼𝗌.

name:  jaebeom  “ jovi ”  yuen

birthday:  january  29th

hometown:  manchester  ,  u  .  k  .

astro  sign:  aquarius  

chinese  zodiac:  rat

sexual  attraction:  pansexual  

romantic  attraction:  panromantic    

occupations:  guitarist  &  unofficial  back-up  vocals   

viral for:  skateboarding  tricks  ,  ripping  his  clothes  onstage  ,  crowdsurfing  ,  #exposed  for  sleeping  literally  anywhere  on  instalive  and  tiktok  ,  skintight  leather  pants  ,  a  new  hair  color  every  month  ,  floral  tattoos

𝖺𝖻𝗈𝗎𝗍.  

parents  are  normal-ish  .  a  little  goodie-goodie  ,  cookie-cutter  in  that  way  that  drives  all  the  suburban  boys  off  the  deep  end  .  pent-up  anger  snowballed  into  a  separation  around  jovi’s  middle  grade  years  ,  but  they  were  never  divorced  —  never  called  it  what  jovi  and  everyone  else  knew   it  was  .  walked  around  the  like  ghosts  in  a  house  everyone  knew  they  couldn’t   afford  .  but  whatever  .  not  like  all  that  passive  aggressive  bullshit  and  refusal  to  acknowledge  the  truth  had   any  lasting  effect  or  anything   .  .  .  and  fuck  ,  everything  in  that  upper  class  society  just  sucked   .  everyone  clawing  their  way  to  the  top  and  expectations  sucking  out  all  his  dreams  and  ugh——

thrift  store  paperbacks  .  a  guitar  slung  over  his  body  .  skate  parks  .  sharpie-covered  chucks  and  warped  tour  summers  .  jovi  ditched  the  violin  and  medschool  dreams  to  throw  himself  into  the  Vibe  and  who  would’ve  thought  he’d  get  hyped  all  over  VINE  and  insta  ?  managed  to  weasel  his  ass  into  several  hundred  thousand  followers  and  millions  of  views  all  for  an  aesthetic  .  the  board’s  always  been  his  thing  —  convenient  and  cool  —  and  when  he  started  a  band  with  some  of  his  best  mates  ?  dude  ,  his  parents  were  livid  but  he  was  on  cloud  nine  .  a  hot  excuse  to  get  the  fuck  outofthathouse  and  chase  dreams  around  the  country  .

pretty  face  ,  cool  tricks  and  wicked  fingers  on  the  stage  .   he  didn’t  want  to  admit  it  to  his  parents  ,  but  he  kept  up  with  the  school  .  online  classes  on  the  bus  ,  stage  shows  in  the  morning  .  yeah  ,  he  flunked  out  ,  but  he’ll  never  forget  the  memories  of  taking  final  exams  drugged  out  of  his  mind  .  one  day  he  blinks  awake  and  realizes  like  .  dude  .  they’ve  made  it  .  failing  at  blood  family  ,  school  ,  and  any  other  career  he’s  got  ,  this  is  the  only  life  he  knows  to  protect  .  he’s  gonna  ride this  wave  as  long  as  he  can  .  but  how  long’s  it  gonna  last  ?  music  might  not  be  his  first  love  ,  but  all  that  attention  is  .  jovi  doesn’t  know where  he’d  go  if  this  all  came  tumbling  down   ---  so  guess  he  just  has  to  keep  pushing  .

𝗉𝖾𝗋𝗌𝗈𝗇𝖺𝗅𝗂𝗍𝗒.

talented  and  idealistic   .  jovi  sticks  strongly  to  his  beliefs  and  doesn’t  intentionally  set  out   to  irritate  anyone  .  he’s  rather  distant  ,  “  dignified  ”  and  thinks  of  himself  as  intelligent  .  likes  shiny  things  and  gadgets  he  can  toy  with  ,  science  fiction  and  philosophy  books  ,  modern  artwork  that  looks  weird  as  hell  but  is  colorful  enough  to  catch  the  eye  .  trustable  with  a  lock  and  key for  a  mouth  .  clever  ,  adaptable  ,  but  more  of  a  backseat  viewer  than  a  driver  .   runs  from  emotional  expression  ,  temperamental  in  a  way  that  makes  him  destructively  impulsive  ,  and  #aloof  (  NOT  )  from  drama  .  likes  #DEEPTHOUGHTS  conversations  over  beer  and  a  smoke  ,  easy  listening  and  ‘80s  music  .  brave  as  shit  on  the  stage  and  the  board  .  shy  as  shit  everywhere  else  .  eyes  seeing  everything  and  a  mouth  that’d  run  a  mile  a  minute  if  given  the  chance  .  muses  a lot  about  the  Unknown  and  doesn’t  give  two  thoughts  of  the  actual  ramifications  of  some  of  the shit  that  comes  out  his  mouth  (  whatdya  mean  people  listen  to  him  ??? )

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the angel and devil on my shoulder watching me fuck up my life