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I hope that you become filled with so much happiness that it heals every part of you

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She sleeps a lot because her dreams are prettier than reality.

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so long finals

hi everyone that isn’t listening

i am back. so news, college is super hard. who would have though. i only slightly drowned but now finals are over and i think i might actually be happy to go home?

i miss my sister a lot (don’t tell her that tho) and my brother is coming home from grad school so the whole family will be under one roof (scary i know)

it is almost christmas which means i get to see my Uela and Uelo. they live in colombia and i rarely get to see them (gonna cry a lot)

another side note... i am so excited to eat bibimbap that I could sob

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election day

hi i’m mae and i’m here to say...

if y’all keep voting red we’re gonna die from global warming, under priveledged people groups (aka not straight, white, Christian, men) aren’t gonna have rights, we’re all going to get deported, and most importantly people are going to keep suffering.

thanks to all who voted for the women who want to control their bodies, for the LGBTQIA+ community to live freely and happily and openly, for the ethnic groups seeking equality and extinction of racism, for the ones who don’t get to vote, and most importantly for anyone wanting to see change.

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Aw, this is cute.

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not to be controversial but absolutely disgusting that it’s sunday night 

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when will people use the anon function to send passionate, homosexual anonymous love letters

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“until i go to sleep // the faint smell of your clothes // reminds me that i’m home” -slumber, lewis watson

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not to be dramatic but i would DIE for theo crain right here and now

I touched her and I felt….nothing. Just nothing. And it spread, it spread everywhere in me, this nothing, until I couldn’t feel anything anymore. I was just this dark empty black hole, and I tried to fill it up. I tried to fill me back up. And I can’t see, and I can’t feel, and I’m just, I’m just floating in this ocean of nothing, and I’m wondering if this is it, if this is what death is. Just out there in the darkness, just darkness, and numbness, and alone, and I wondered if that’s what she felt and that’s what mom feels and it’s just numb and nothing and alone. What if that’s what it is for all of us, when the time comes?

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Okay, I’ll share, but just this once…

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hi welcome to me in spanish class with a caucasian professor (it’s a team effort honestly)

when you correct the teacher

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racism + microaggressions

so my school holds little culture appreciations in the student center every friday afternoon

today it was for korea so i was super excited

i got there and felt super self conscious because i’m not confident speaking korean with anyone outside my family

there are a lot of people (free stuff on college campus... i mean come on) and i am super overwhelmed

then this group of three korean people come over and start taking to me (wow sob amirite)

we end up talking about how i am korean and i tell them my korean name (which phonetically is mi-rae)

this makes a white boy stop to question my ethnicity/race

without going into detail that will do nothing but anger me, he essentially white washed me (even though i have darker skin from my hispanic mom and korean facial features from my dad) and remarked at how “weird” it was to see someone who “looks like me” to speak korean “like that”

in conclusion: always think before you question someone’s culture, ethnicity, race, sexuality, gender, etc. because they could be really insecure and you could ruin the fun they’re having

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kenji & clara

If you have a cat please reblog this with its name please and thank you

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say it louder for the ones in the back

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you cannot enjoy your worst fear

-I read this comment on an OCD forum and I think it’s important to remember.