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This is the price you pay for resurrection

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If you have appreciated my art or @some-little-infamy fic in the past and want to support us in our ongoing fertility process, do I have the opportunity for you!

We are opening up commissions to create graphic art or fic of your favorite show, favorite scenes, favorite characters, favorite fanfic, or favorite ship (canon or fanon!) 

Check out this form for more information or to request your commission(s) now: https://forms.gle/zNnBKTsNUfFJKtmF7

Click the read more for where we're at in this journey (TW: pregnancy loss mention)

A less-than-wanted, but much needed update: 

In 2024, Elle and I attempted six IUI cycles with our provider. The first five attempts led to negative results. Our sixth attempt was our first (albeit short-lived) positive, and we celebrated Christmas with high hopes. Unfortunately, we ended our 2024 with a miscarriage. We’ve taken time to grieve our loss, and we have discussed next steps with our provider. 

Initially, our insurance company denied covering any part of our fertility treatments until we completed at least six out-of-pocket IUI cycles (with the hopes that one would be successful.) Unfortunately, that was obviously not the case. 

Because these IUI cycles were unsuccessful, our provider recommended that we move forward with a different, more intensive approach, the next step being In Vitro Fertilization (or IVF). 

Over the next few months, Elle will be enduring a horrifying amount of blood work, two weeks of new medication, two more weeks of daily injections, a surgical procedure under anesthesia for egg retrieval along with reimplantation, all while trying to handle the anxiety of it all. 

With that said, we are now able to resubmit to insurance, but only some of this process will be covered by our insurance company. While we don’t know how much insurance will cover and how much we will need to contribute, whatever it is will be in addition to the $20,000 this process has already cost. (Not including the sanity we’ve probably lost throughout last year.) 

We are eternally grateful for the assistance we’ve been given from our fertility agency, our family, our friends, and even some friends of friends. The encouragement and support we’ve received throughout the year has been invaluable to us in this journey. While the last year left us a little discouraged, we are hopeful that this next step will be the one to help us achieve our dream. 

xx Elle & Emryn

If you would like to donate to us but do not have an idea/want to pay less than $5, you can donate to our GoFundMe, my Ko-Fi, or DM me on Discord at half-bakedboy and I'd be happy to create a small sketch for you or Elle can write a small ficlet for you!

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Easy to use and simple. Just share the site whenever someone asks for GFMs for Palestine.

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Call Him More by @sparkandwolf (wc6000, teen)

Summary: Scott hadn’t even asked what the two were doing and Stiles realized he should have explained something more than ‘yeah, sometimes we share a bed to watch movies and play games but it’s totally platonic’. “You were spooning, Stiles. I don’t know about you, but the only person I’ve ever spooned in my life is my girlfriend,” Scott said with a gross smile in Allison’s direction. The group collectively groaned but Stiles couldn’t join in because he was too focused on what that weekend might have meant to Derek. “We’re just roommates, guys. Friends, even. But that’s it,” Stiles said and that was that.

The pining! I love Stiles and Derek's friendship in this one, even if they are also super dumb. lol

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So like I understand the whole Derek freaks out when he realizes that he’s in love with stiles thing. Cause, sure, valid after everything he been through.

But like I also feel that he would be so relieved. That it’s stiles. Stiles is someone who is safe to fall in love with. Not in the sense of “oh he loves me back so I won’t get my heart broken” (he does) but like in the sense of it won’t be used against him.

Stiles has saved his life over and over again, has kept his secrets and defend him. And Derek cannot help but feel relief of the fact that it’s stiles who has his heart . Because it’s entirely safe with him. Stiles would not abuse him like any of his past relationships. It’s not something the Derek has to worry about. And that just makes it easier to fall deeper in love with him.

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This poll is a celebration of fandom and fandom history; we're aware that there are certain issues with many of the listed pairings and sources, but they are a part of that history. Please do not take this as an endorsement, and refrain from harassment.

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sorry i moaned when u showed me ur fangs

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More Than Ever

by DakotaLIAR

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Feel free to ask me about the commissions! Write to dakotaliar@gmail.com

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“Help me.”

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↳ in which stiles only pretends to be mad at eli for stealing his jeep while secretly cheering him on behind derek’s back ✧*。

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Except Derek.

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It’s time for Carina and Valen’s story to be introduced to the world. 

Can you find more than darkness in the shadows?

After a night out with her best friends, Carina finds herself at the hands of a dangerous man only to be saved by a mysterious vigilante known as Night Watch. Together, they uncover that the trouble Carina found herself in is much more than either of them ever imagined.

But sometimes, Trouble can pull two people together.

The Pull of the Shadows by Emryn Jace is available now on Amazon

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In Between Lost and Found by Emryn Jace

This isn’t my usual kind of fandom post, but I wrote a book! I fulfilled a dream of mine to publish a queer novel and it’s out on Amazon as an e-book or paperback right now!

If you give it a try, let me know! I would love to hear what you think about it. ♥️

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But he can bring us back. You can- you can bring us back, right?

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🎶and i damn sure never would’ve dance with the devil at nineteen, and the god’s honest truth is that the pain was heaven🎶

just for fun

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Any memorable moments filming with Dylan.

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“Stiles.” “Derek.” “You should go.” “What if I don’t want to?” “Stiles…” “Tell me to stop and I will.” Derek didn’t say a word.