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I miss writing here but I am just reminded of lots of bad stuff whenever I think about coming back. But I am sending you all love and hugs

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Heyo. I’m not returning back to Tumblr at all. I’m saying goodbye to Tumblr roleplaying for good since I’ve been dealing with physical and mental health issues for almost three to four months now. Tumblr has been stressing me out to the point where I wanted to be able to please and make people happy by going through drafts and such but on top of that, I couldn’t do any more of it so I just stopped being on Tumblr when it comes to roleplaying since a lot of shit went down for me. If you’d like my Discord, it’s ( Ollie )#3561 and as for the username on Discord, it’s olliesmuses. Please let me know of who you are and your blog.

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update:

my class ends next week so hooooopefully I will be here more :)

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“To all who come to this happy place, welcome." - Walt Disney Please take a look at my Rules before we interact. My asks/messages are always open.

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Insecurity starters

"Do you ever resent me?"

"I can understand if you have to leave."

"You don't have to go through with it."

"Sometimes I wish... you didn't have to keep dealing with my shit."

"This isn't fair to you."

"I should go."

"'Get lost,' right? Spare me. I'm going."

"I should have told you earlier. I was afraid."

"I thought... when you found out... you'd be angry."

"You don't need to carry my burdens."

"I would never ask you to change. If I don't fit in your life..."

"I lied to you. Aren't you angry?"

"God, you're so -- amazing, all the time." (complaint)

"You don't want those parts of me."

"You don't know what you're asking for, [name]."

"I don't want you to have to deal with that part of me."

"It sucks. And if you don't know how to manage it I might just... drag you in, too."

"Knowing me must be exhausting."

"How many phonecalls in a month do you get about me? Oh, [Name]'s done something again--"

"You don't understand."

"I can't be here."

"I don't belong here."

"They're looking at me."

"Can we leave?"

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WILL DO:

- original characters - animals - fantasy creatures - some gore (blood, scars)

WON’T DO:

- smut - incest - mechas

CONTACT:

You can talk to me through tumblr (asks or IM). I DON’T accept anonymous asks for commissions. You can also send an e-mail to anty3corrector@gmail.com with the subject “Commission”.

PAYMENT:

Paypal only (nicolesouza8@hotmail.com).

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“Did you have a nightmare?” crutchie to jack

Jack groaned and rubbed his neck as he blinked rapidly and tried to focus on the rooftop around him. The dream had felt so vivid. Then again, most dreams about the refuge were.

"Yeah, musta," he muttered back to Crutchie with a yawn. "Did I wake you up?"

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random misc dialogue … sentence starters

“No, you’re hurt.”

“Don’t touch me.”

“You stole my heart.”

“Oh, yeah? Make me.”

“Don’t talk back to me.”

“Oh, sure, you bet’cha.”

“You’re so broken inside.”

“You can’t go in there alone.”

“Stop looking at me like that.”

“You can’t tell me what to do.”

“Don’t you have things to do?”

“If you fall, I’m going to laugh.”

“You’re such a dork. I love you.”

“Have you ever gone stargazing?”

“Like you would ever understand…”

“I just want to know what happened.”

“No, there’s nothing wrong with you.”

“You have the worst sense of humor.”

“Do you want to go on an adventure?”

“Did you ever find out why they did it?”

“I don’t need a hug. I need vengeance.”

“You have the best smile I’ve ever seen.”

“How long are you going to stand there?”

“You’re so painfully oblivious some days.”

“Do you need me to back you up on this?”

“You’re not royalty, stop acting like you are.”

“Did you lose your glasses/cane/mobility aid?”

“I just need to rant for a second, is that okay?”

“If you’re gonna be such a chicken, just leave.”

“You’re the most beautiful soul I’ve ever seen.”

“Yup, I heard it as soon as I said it, just let it go.”

“I don’t have proof, but I need you to believe me.”

“When was the last time you actually felt happy?”

“Yeah, I’m weak. What’s wrong with being weak?”

“How have you survived on your own for so long?”

“I really think you’re blowing this out of proportion.”

“I just want you to know I’m here… if you need me.”

“Look me in the eyes and say that again, I dare you.”

“I feel like I’d find more lively company in a cemetery.”

“Are you really sorry? Or just sorry you were caught?”

“You’re really not worth all this of this. You’re just not.”

“I know its dangerous… that’s why I brought you along.”

“How have you stayed so gentle through everything…?”

“Being a jerk isn’t the same as being strong, you know.”

“You’re a better person than you give yourself credit for.”

“Thanks for sticking with me. I know it hasn’t been easy.”

“I keep having the same nightmare. And it just won’t stop.”

“Are you actually living, or are you just fighting to survive?”

“Nothing wrong with admitting you need a hand sometimes.”

“Hey, if you need to bare your chest, I’m right here. I’ll listen.”

“I just want to eat pizza and pass out, is that too much to ask?”

“I needed you to know… you’re the most important part of my life.”

“Don’t tell me you’re being honest, because you’ve done nothing but lie.”

“Okay, maybe we all just need to step back and calm down for a minute.”

“I know its been a long time, and I’m sorry to show up out of the blue, but — “

“I just need to be wrapped up in a hug and squeezed back into my body, please.”

“I’m going to be here for you, no matter what. Come hell or high water, I’ve got your back.”

“I’m tired of being strong all the time. When is it my turn to break down and be told, ‘its okay, you did your best”?

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Kesha — Rainbow Album  {Sentence Starters}

“Darling, what’s it for?“

“Don’t make me kill you.”

“I’m a motherfucking woman.”

“Trust me, I know, life is scary.”

“Come on, please? Dance with me.”

“I’m done reliving my bad decisions.”

“Don’t let the bastards get you down.”

“I had to learn how to fight for myself.”

“The past can’t haunt me if I don’t let it.”

“But some things, only God can forgive.”

“Darling, our scars make us who we are.”

“I could fight forever, oh, but life’s too short.”

“Shake that ass, don’t care if they talk about it.”

“I got too many people I got left to prove wrong.”

“You don’t need to cry, I’m gonna be going home.”

“Lord knows this planet feels like a hopeless place.”

“I know that I’m perfect, even though I’m fucked up.”

“Please, just let me die. Being alive hurts too much.“

“I want to lay in your arms when the world is burning.”

“Do your worst, ‘cause nothing’s gonna stop me now.”

“You brought the flames and you put me through hell.”

“When I’m finished, they won’t even know your name…”

“Well, you were wrong and now the best is yet to come.”

“I’ve decided all the haters everywhere can suck my dick.”

“Even the stars and the moon don’t shine quite like we do.”

“And I don’t need you, I found a strength I’ve never known.”

“I can’t lose hope, what’s left of my heart’s still made of gold.”

“That’s what you get when you take Godzilla to meet your mom.”

“I know forever don’t exist… but after this life, I’ll find you in the next.”

“You got your own opinions, but, baby, I don’t even need to hear ‘em.”

“Do whatever makes you happy and screw everything else, if you ask me.”

“Am I dead? Or is this one of those dreams? Those horrible dreams that seem like they last forever?”

“If there is a God or whatever, something, somewhere, why have I been abandoned by everyone and everything I’ve ever known?“

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Send a symbol for my muse to walk into a room whilst yours is:

🍴 cooking a meal 💅 getting dressed 🎬 watching a movie 🚿 in the shower 🛀 in a bath 🎒 packing a bag 🏃 running somewhere 💃 dancing 👰 wearing a wedding dress 😷 unwell 😢 crying 😱 screaming 😴 asleep

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Things Muses Say when they’re not okay

“I’m okay.”

“Give me… give me a minute?” 

“Yeah, I’m… I’m, um….”

“How many people already know?”

“It’s fine.”

“It doesn’t hurt.”

“Shit.”

“Don’t touch it!”

“Don’t touch me!”

“Why do you think I know you?”

“I don’t know.”

“Ow.”

“Can we just… be together for a while?”

“I don’t want to talk about it.”

“How do people just – keep going?”

“I’m on top of it.”

“It isn’t a problem.”

“You don’t have any reason to worry.”

“I think I need help.”

“Will you [comforting action]?”

“I thought I could handle it on my own.”

“I was wrong.”

“It just happens sometimes.”

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Beckoning the great divide Ask no questions, take no side Who's to say who's right or wrong Whose course is braver run

indie multimuse blog featuring TEAM STRQ from RWBY as well as other RWBY muses and other various fandoms.

Rules // Muse list

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I don't have many CR people on here, but I want to be very clear that this is not a place to discuss A.shley J.ohnson's personal affairs. What she is going through is horrific and unfair, and the last thing she needs is the entire world speculating what happened. That information was private and leaked without her permission, which is horrible enough aside from what she is already dealing with. I hope she is happy and safe, and beyond that it is not our business.

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@mythunderlegion | scars

Even though Vex'ahlia knew on a certain level that her presence in Percival's workshop was a distraction, she found too much joy in watching him work. She loved the way his eyebrows pulled together while he tried to solve for a problem, the way he'd mumble softly under his breath and roll up his sleeves.

As he worked, her eyes drifted, slowly moving down to his hands. They worked skillfully, maneuvering around the arrows and combining the elements together to create the intended explosive nature. The half-elf smiled softly as her gaze focused on the thin, white scars that covered most of Percy's wrists. It was something she wouldn't have braved doing even a few months before, but she knew that Percy trusted her.

It was still a marvel to her that the gunslinger had gone through so much, so much pain and suffering, and still managed to create wonderful things. Still managed to be a good man. It was inspiring, and one of the many reasons she loved him.

His words interrupted her thoughts, and her smile widened.

"I'm sure you could find a way to do it with one hand if need be," she countered with a wink.

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@mythunderlegion | holding the beeb

The last several days had whisked before Vex'ahlia's eyes like a tornado. From her intense labor, to Vesper finally making her appearance, to Percival's health declining almost immediately after. Juggling a newborn while worrying for her husband had made for an interesting start to motherhood, but thankfully she felt like an entirely new person, certainly better than she had for most of her pregnancy. And Vesper was perfect. At least as far as Vex was concerned. She slept peacefully, scarcely cried, and had the most beautiful green eyes, just like her father.

Vex knew that Percy was nervous about his prosthetic arm. Though she knew it would work just as perfectly as intended. But it was still new, and after everything they had been through, it often felt like they were both walking on eggshells. Even so, she knew how much Percy had been looking forward to their daughter's birth. And this was a moment that was long overdue.

She glanced down at her daughter, smiling as she brushed a strand of hair from her face. It was still hard to believe that she was here-- that they had a child of their own. Vesper let out a soft cooing sound, her lips parted open ever so slightly. It was a sound that Vex hadn't anticipated being in love with, but one she couldn't imagine ever having lived without.

At Percy's voice, she looked up, smiling widely at him and shifting Vesper in her arms so she could place a hand on his shoulder. "Do you want to sit down, darling?"

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Sentence Meme: Illness

“An ambulance is on its way.”

“Are you feeling okay?”

“Bless you.”

“Call 911!”

“Do you have a tissue?”

“Do you think it’s broken?”

“Does that hurt?”

“How long do you have?”

“I don’t get sick.”

“I don’t want to feel like this anymore.”

“I hate hospitals.”

“I think that’s going to need stitches.”

“I think you need to talk to someone - a professional.”

“I’m contagious.”

“I’m going to be sick.”

“I’m not crazy!”

“I’m not going to make it.”

“It hurts!”

“It’s just a cold.”

“Ugh, my head feels like it’s about to explode.”

“We need to get you to a doctor.”

“What’s the prognosis?”

“You’re burning up.”

“You’re sending me to a shrink?”

“You’re sick.”

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WILL DO:

- original characters - animals - fantasy creatures - some gore (blood, scars)

WON’T DO:

- smut - incest - mechas

CONTACT:

You can talk to me through tumblr (asks or IM). I DON’T accept anonymous asks for commissions. You can also send an e-mail to anty3corrector@gmail.com with the subject “Commission”.

PAYMENT:

Paypal only (nicolesouza8@hotmail.com).