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Process is pain. I wasn’t in a good place yesterday, so I tried to draw. It’s a messy piece. Might revisit it. Might not.

Black lilies. I like what they mean.

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After disappearing for a damn long while and strictly focusing on B&W comms. I started a new file that was originally supposed to be a warm up, turned study, turned color experiment to whatever this is lol. Do you get my vision here?? Regardless I could've cleaned it up more and yet.. I thought yk what I might just leave it as is. I like it. I should stop being way too much of a perfectionist. Also yes my new fascination right now is Link Click. (cough) Vein (cough). I only have my friend to blame. She grabbed my hand and jumped down the rabbit hole with an iron grip on my wrist.

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Since V-day's coming up I'm thinking of opening comms w limited slots $80 in this style only for ships ♡ (Normal price for 2 charas in this style would be $90 in total) DM if interested!

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I present to you a gift. Unfinished work that I plan to revisit someday. METAL SONIC SUPREMERCY CLANK! CLANK! CLANK!!!

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Did I ever tell you guys I believe in red+blue lighting supremercy???

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Oh yes, btw Sonic Prime fanart I never finished. But I kinda already dig it as it though so here~

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Looking back I do have a lot of art I'm actually proud of.. idk why I hold back from sharing nowadays

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Don't mind me I just wanna bring back some old ocxcanon ship art I made cuz I'm in agony lol

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Idk what to post honestly. I still haven't gotten out of my depression rot era and I just have to pretend everything is fine. I lost my touch. How do I be like I was before bro.

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Contemplating life. (tw rant ig)

Currently I'm just running on ultra burnout mode. It takes me a lot to get nearly anything done and I have stacks and stacks of unfinished commission work. (istg every time I think abt it there is this one chic that came into my life I'll blame)

Also a lot of things in my personal life happened. My pet cats needing urgent vet attention then passing away one after another, almost getting kicked out of my rental house awhile back and that one car accident I got into. Haha I have a scar on my forehead now. It's fine though I just feel indifferent towards it. I tired doing other things lately, like gym or crafting cosplay props for a friend. It passes by and as for the gym I got bummed out when My gym partner doesn't take me on a proper workout streak. Also food is an issue. God money for food and needing money in general is a pain. As for the commissions, I feel bad. I truly do. I wish I could make myself work faster but that just doesn't happen. Every time something bad happens to me, I just feel like I need time away.

I don't know. It's hard to do things that make me happy when guilt eats away at me. I feel as if it's too late for many things for now.

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what kinda fandoms are you into nowadays? 👁️👁️

Mmm well I'm still into Sonic but also Obey Me and Love and Deepspace since I've been playing those games on my time off ^^ hbu?

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Oh ya. I used to do a lot of traditional ink art. I love Bendy. shame I don't have a space of my own to work like this anymore tch

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DEW RAT Collection ✧

Since we're here. Yeah. I am that one artist that made the Sonic X MT Dew fake collab artworks. There are four designs so far and I have planned to make more but I dunno when I'll pick it up again. DO DO DO THE DEW! i guess.

also fun fact: these pieces of mine got stolen on some site similar to redbubble and I'm pretty sure Odetari saw em from some guy who edited these on Tiktok.

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I have no idea how to use tumblr

So intro I guess. I'm just an artist with dreams and goals wayy out of my reach. I've always had to live off art commission money since I'm unable to earn a living in any other way. I aspire to be open an art booth business so that I could at least have some background money instead of having to accept comms on the daily just for a piece of bread lol.

Due to this I don't really have time to draw the things I like which takes the fun out of my supposed hobby. Most of my own stuff are always left at WIPs to rot. But anyways. I hope you'll stay around and like the stuff I do. -tosses you some art-