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yo voy a ser quien cuide tu espalda hoy! #NowPlaying Dos Grados de Separación de Da Skate

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#NowPlaying Sentimiento villero de Pibes Chorros

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le pork

ok, i already finish packing all your stuff. it was way more difficult than i thought it would. I have to confess that i stopped a few times to smell your clothes. with the hope that maybe it still had your fragrance. but there was no luck. 

it's already packed. tomorrow i'll drive to the temple and arranged with prahlada that he will take care of it.

man, i just can’t believe that you are not here no more. at first i tried to work out my mind with tricks. hoping that he wouldn’t notes that you are missing. 

i hope that all it’s working good for you, with your studies and your family. because we both make this huge sacrifice for the better good. im having a really hard time missing you. nothing it’s the same and it will never will be. so a try to get used to it. but its harder than others breaks up that i had. this is completely different. ain’t nothing like it. 

i had dreams of you knocking my door and suddenly i woke up with a hole in my chest.

the only thing keeping me alive it's Natavara Nitay. im cooking every that great things for them, the best of the best and arranged a nice presented offering , and take care the better i can.

i hope they give me strenghr that i need to overcome all this and keep smiling.

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Letting go the things I used to know

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Featuring Fisher from Basement Breathe in and cut shorter, don't let your heart sink lower I know we had differences but this love will last a lifetime If we put our heads together and trace back this history It won't take long to realise how much you mean to me Old photographs still stuck to the door, smoke stained teeth and damp cold floors The first time your kiss seemed softer, that one time when your heart broke harder It's this love we never had, sometimes I think that I'm glad this hate I miss being by your side, I need a place to hide I've tried to forget your name But every night seems the same Disintegration will follow I've never felt a pain in life so hollow I've given up I'm letting go I'm so scared, of what will follow I've never felt a pain in life so hollow Letting go of everything i used to know Love let me go

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#hare #krishna #radhey #gopinath #ji #jaipur #india 25.1.17 #courtesy #whatsapp #group #of #temple

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Addiction is tricky. For example: A man who quit smoking for 11 years stood in an elevator with another man smoking a cigarette. He gave in. What I’m trying to say is I think I love you again.

(via nakedly)

@ you

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The cohabitation experimentation

Today I finish to watch the entire seasons of "the big bang theory" from one to ten. I have no more episodes to see while I'm having breakfast or lunch. Life lose meaning a litle bit day by day. To commemorate the last episode I had rice cookies with Hummus, and mate of curse. Now I should find something to watch that's create the illusion that you are sitting next to me. Because that's the only reason why I watch the hole fuking series.

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2 am 

can’t sleep.

i wonder, if you had a hard time over there, if you really need someone to talk with you. would you ever give me a call?

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STILL

have mad love about you

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The day the we don't need explanations between us. The day that we just understand each other with no words The day that u know what I feel without expresing myself. That day it's the day that we can overcome all things and make a life again. The distance it's instrospection Instrospection between us.

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Please be gentle. That's all.

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My 2017 resolution... Try to be de man that you want me to be and the one that you deserve by your side. Love you always, from Krishna to Krishna.

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T A K E M E H O M E

Handle this its way more difficult that I thought it would. There's a pain in my chest that's burning my entire heart. I feel like my life has no meaning or direction. Karma it's more stroger than ever. I don't know if it is for the lack of guru protection or what but I feel helpless, like nobody it's behind me, or protecting me. And the sad part it's that all this that it's happening to me it's only a part of what I should really had to suffer. That makes me more worried about this condition because its like I have nothing to do in this world. I'm no good without you. There's no mission if I don't have the Dharma of make you happy. The Dharma that I couldn't fullfil. Desperate and hopeless is my condition at this time in this day. I rather the worst figth between us, the worst discussion than this. I'm so sorry of all the trouble that I put us through. But believe or not, despise what we both feel, this is the healthy way of doing things. I miss you so fucking much I need a hug of yours so bad I'm tired of this suffering. Please Lord Krishna take me hone.