iwanttokmsbeforeifallasleep

[iwanttokmsbeforeifallasleep]

I don't belong anywhere.

Not even in me.

[iwanttokmsbeforeifallasleep]

Imagine how much lighter you’d be if you had never surrendered to the 10 minute craving

[iwanttokmsbeforeifallasleep]

[iwanttokmsbeforeifallasleep]

[iwanttokmsbeforeifallasleep]

i am filled to the brim with pain

[iwanttokmsbeforeifallasleep]

......୨⎯ fuck it ⎯ ୧......

YOU are

waaaaaayyyyyy

too SEXY &

self-disciplined

to BINGE

ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚.˚◦○˚ ୧ .˚ₓ

[iwanttokmsbeforeifallasleep]

honestly theres always been something really wrong with me but whatever

[iwanttokmsbeforeifallasleep]

I’m always alone in the end

[iwanttokmsbeforeifallasleep]

am i just the problem? am i a bad person?

[iwanttokmsbeforeifallasleep]

I know it bad for me but this tiny little object has prevented deaths. (both mine and other)

[iwanttokmsbeforeifallasleep]

regret is rotting me from the inside out

[iwanttokmsbeforeifallasleep]

Nothing ever cures the absolute feeling of emptiness that comes with a tinge of unbearable loneliness

[iwanttokmsbeforeifallasleep]

Hate me. I don’t give a fuck anymore.

[iwanttokmsbeforeifallasleep]

this is how I feel everyday

[iwanttokmsbeforeifallasleep]

Am I really that unlovable?

[iwanttokmsbeforeifallasleep]

why the fuck is it so hard to be social

[iwanttokmsbeforeifallasleep]

Suddenly, with the blink of an eye, at my worst all over again.