starhyuck

[starhyuck]

[starhyuck]

pairing :: renjun x reader

genre :: equestrian au / fluff

word count :: tbd

warnings :: a shit ton of equestrian discourse / swearing

author's note :: it's (kinda) here !! i've been putting this off for pretty much the entire year ,,,,,,,, so here's part 1 so i can be bullied into writing the rest LMAO 💀 this is also very self-indulgent so ,,, enjoy

masterlist

you’re pretty sure you have hay up your EVERYWHERE ʘ‿ʘ

up your seeve, up your helmet, up your asscrack and in your moonboot

you are THIS (this || !!!) close to losing it

but since you were forced to drop out of the olympics this summer, you decided you would make use of your time by helping out at your local stables (•̀ᴗ•́)و

and you were definitely !!!!! not going to teach anybody

and you were definitely !!!!! not going to get distracted by cute boys

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, well, except until you met renjun

you had just started stuffing another biscuit of hay into a haynet when you heard a voice behind you

"excuse me, are you y/l/n y/n?"

you almost JUMPED TO HOLY HELL OH FUCKING GOD

WHO DID THIS MF THINK THEY WERE ???

YOU WERE GONNA GIVE THEM A PIECE OF YOUR MIND o(-`д´- ｡)

AS YOU SHOULD, READER !!

BEAT UP THAT LITTLE SHIT

you whip around, ready to lash out at this motherfucker

until you see him

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

you literally forget everything you were going to say as you stare at this boy

with soft, round features and a floofy hairstyle that looked even more endearing from the helmet hair, you instantly felt, well ,,,,, something

ew reader wtf

were you literally catching feelings on your first day on the job ??

NO THANK YOU, READER (･｀ｪ´･)つ

REMEMBER, NO GETTING DISTRACTED BY CUTE BOYS THIS SUMMER !!!!!!!!!!11

the boy continues to stare at you until you realise

"o-oh! yeah, i'm y/n. what do you want?"

you are a little harsh in your tone but !!!! you need to remember your promise, reader !!!!!

you had already ruined your olympic dream. there was no way you were going to ruin your summer as well.

the boy is a little put off from your tone, but he clears his throat and continues

he decides that going for the direct approach is best. right ? so he just throws himself into the deep end and asks

"im renjun. i want you to give me riding instructi-"

"no."

(゜-゜)

POOR BOY YOU DONT EVEN LET HIM FINISH SKDJSKJS

renjun looks kind of shocked but !!!!!!!!!!!11 give him some credit, he doesn't give up

"but ,,,, look. i've heard so much about you. you started from the bottom, here at dreaming equestrian centre, and worked your way up to the top. i heard you're competing in this years summer games! i want to be at the top too, and i want you to teach me how."

you harshly shove another hay biscuit into the net, your eyes blurring slightly

"well, hate to break it to you, but i won't be competing in this year's olympics."

you angrily gesture to your moonboot

"i probably won't even be a contender in any future games either - i'm not the amazing rider you think i am anymore.

"i don't care how hard you beg, but i don't, and won't, teach."

"fine," renjuns says

you turn your back on renjun, but you hear a little hmopf of someone sitting onto a bale, and whip around

he turns and smiles at you, expectantly

wait

(;;゜-゜) ?

(;;;゜-゜) ?????

what the fuck

what the FUCK

DOES THIS BOY INTEND ON STAYING HERE UNTIL YOU GIVE IN ????????

HOLD ON THERE, COWBOY

renjun may be stubborn, but you are CERTIAIN that you are more stubborn !!!

YOU'RE GONNA OUT-STUBBORN HIS ASS (＃｀д´)ﾉ

LETS GO READER !!!!!!!!!1

spoiler alert: you end up on giving in LMAO

annoyed at yourself for giving in and at renjun's victorious grin, you try to get the last word

"your lesson starts 4am tomorrow. dont be late"

",,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,oh my god y/n did you just say 4am (ʘ‿ʘ)"

"you should've known what you were signing up for when you asked me for help (✿´‿`)"

you grin and skip away, leaving renjun after you

you can't deny renjun make your heart go DOKI DOKI but !!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 at least you got the last word LMAO

it's the next morning, and you're already shoving hay into nets when renjun rocks up

"you're late," you frown

renjun just yawns

"it's literally 4am y/n... what even was the point of waking up so early (´Д｀)"

"renjun, look. we don't have to start training at 4am. but the point is to learn discipline. if you can't show up to your training sessions on time, that shows you aren't serious, and it means you'll never make it to the top."

renjun blinks

he may have underestimated you a little

"hey, hurry up and start getting the feeds ready ( •̀_•́ )" you say

renjun snaps back to reality and hurries over to get the buckets and the grain mix

(he almost slips on a couple of stray nuts near the feed bin SKJSKKS)

apart from the occasional sighing, renjun follows your instructions pretty dutifully

you two work the day away, pretty much completing every single chore to be done

FED AND WATERED ALL THE HORSES? CHECK

MUCKED OUT ALL THE STALLS AND SWEEPED THE SAWDUST? CHECK

ORGANISED AND POLISHED THE ENTIRE TACK ROOM? CHECK

LOOK AT YOU GO READER, EVEN IN A MOONBOOT

you two are a two-man powershow !! ( ๑>ᴗ<๑ )

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, although renjun clearly didn't feel that way ,,

you take a look at the stable clock

just past 12 pm

"let's go! lesson one completed, and i'd say it was a success."

renjun plants himself in front of you

"a success?" he scoffs.

"you said you'd teach me. where are the tips on how to become a better rider? all you've done is use me for labour."

you want to be stern with him, but you giggle

RENJUN'S FACE WHEN HE GETS ANGRY IS KINDA CUTE OK

"this was your first lesson. i even talked you about discipline before we started (๑￫ܫ￩)

"in order to become one of the best riders, you first have to organise your mind, and discipline is one of the best ways to do that. hence, the chores," you smile

renjun blinks

(again)

ok, yeah, he didn't just underestimate you a little

he underestimated you a LOT

renjun can't wait for the rest of your lessons

he's not entirely sure why, but he really wants to impress you !!! (`•ω•´๑) (ง'̀-'́)ง

(spoiler alert: he's a simp LOL)

the rest of your summer falls into a kind of rhythm

day in, day out, you spend your days teaching renjun and stepping on horse shit

(you seriously HAD to step in all the wrong places (╯▔皿▔)╯)

until one morning renjun comes with a ,,,, familiar flyer in hand

you know exactly what it is, and freeze

well, shit.

[starhyuck]

pairing :: renjun x reader

genre :: equestrian au / fluff

word count :: tbd

warnings :: a shit ton of equestrian discourse / swearing

author's note :: it's (kinda) here !! i've been putting this off for pretty much the entire year ,,,,,,,, so here's part 1 so i can be bullied into writing the rest LMAO 💀 this is also very self-indulgent so ,,, enjoy

masterlist

you’re pretty sure you have hay up your EVERYWHERE ʘ‿ʘ

up your seeve, up your helmet, up your asscrack and in your moonboot

you are THIS (this || !!!) close to losing it

but since you were forced to drop out of the olympics this summer, you decided you would make use of your time by helping out at your local stables (•̀ᴗ•́)و

and you were definitely !!!!! not going to teach anybody

and you were definitely !!!!! not going to get distracted by cute boys

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, well, except until you met renjun

you had just started stuffing another biscuit of hay into a haynet when you heard a voice behind you

"excuse me, are you y/l/n y/n?"

you almost JUMPED TO HOLY HELL OH FUCKING GOD

WHO DID THIS MF THINK THEY WERE ???

YOU WERE GONNA GIVE THEM A PIECE OF YOUR MIND o(-`д´- ｡)

AS YOU SHOULD, READER !!

BEAT UP THAT LITTLE SHIT

you whip around, ready to lash out at this motherfucker

until you see him

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

you literally forget everything you were going to say as you stare at this boy

with soft, round features and a floofy hairstyle that looked even more endearing from the helmet hair, you instantly felt, well ,,,,, something

ew reader wtf

were you literally catching feelings on your first day on the job ??

NO THANK YOU, READER (･｀ｪ´･)つ

REMEMBER, NO GETTING DISTRACTED BY CUTE BOYS THIS SUMMER !!!!!!!!!!11

the boy continues to stare at you until you realise

"o-oh! yeah, i'm y/n. what do you want?"

you are a little harsh in your tone but !!!! you need to remember your promise, reader !!!!!

you had already ruined your olympic dream. there was no way you were going to ruin your summer as well.

the boy is a little put off from your tone, but he clears his throat and continues

he decides that going for the direct approach is best. right ? so he just throws himself into the deep end and asks

"im renjun. i want you to give me riding instructi-"

"no."

(゜-゜)

POOR BOY YOU DONT EVEN LET HIM FINISH SKDJSKJS

renjun looks kind of shocked but !!!!!!!!!!!11 give him some credit, he doesn't give up

"but ,,,, look. i've heard so much about you. you started from the bottom, here at dreaming equestrian centre, and worked your way up to the top. i heard you're competing in this years summer games! i want to be at the top too, and i want you to teach me how."

you harshly shove another hay biscuit into the net, your eyes blurring slightly

"well, hate to break it to you, but i won't be competing in this year's olympics."

you angrily gesture to your moonboot

"i probably won't even be a contender in any future games either - i'm not the amazing rider you think i am anymore.

"i don't care how hard you beg, but i don't, and won't, teach."

"fine," renjuns says

you turn your back on renjun, but you hear a little hmopf of someone sitting onto a bale, and whip around

he turns and smiles at you, expectantly

wait

(;;゜-゜) ?

(;;;゜-゜) ?????

what the fuck

what the FUCK

DOES THIS BOY INTEND ON STAYING HERE UNTIL YOU GIVE IN ????????

HOLD ON THERE, COWBOY

renjun may be stubborn, but you are CERTIAIN that you are more stubborn !!!

YOU'RE GONNA OUT-STUBBORN HIS ASS (＃｀д´)ﾉ

LETS GO READER !!!!!!!!!1

spoiler alert: you end up on giving in LMAO

annoyed at yourself for giving in and at renjun's victorious grin, you try to get the last word

"your lesson starts 4am tomorrow. dont be late"

",,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,oh my god y/n did you just say 4am (ʘ‿ʘ)"

"you should've known what you were signing up for when you asked me for help (✿´‿`)"

you grin and skip away, leaving renjun after you

you can't deny renjun make your heart go DOKI DOKI but !!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 at least you got the last word LMAO

it's the next morning, and you're already shoving hay into nets when renjun rocks up

"you're late," you frown

renjun just yawns

"it's literally 4am y/n... what even was the point of waking up so early (´Д｀)"

"renjun, look. we don't have to start training at 4am. but the point is to learn discipline. if you can't show up to your training sessions on time, that shows you aren't serious, and it means you'll never make it to the top."

renjun blinks

he may have underestimated you a little

"hey, hurry up and start getting the feeds ready ( •̀_•́ )" you say

renjun snaps back to reality and hurries over to get the buckets and the grain mix

(he almost slips on a couple of stray nuts near the feed bin SKJSKKS)

apart from the occasional sighing, renjun follows your instructions pretty dutifully

you two work the day away, pretty much completing every single chore to be done

FED AND WATERED ALL THE HORSES? CHECK

MUCKED OUT ALL THE STALLS AND SWEEPED THE SAWDUST? CHECK

ORGANISED AND POLISHED THE ENTIRE TACK ROOM? CHECK

LOOK AT YOU GO READER, EVEN IN A MOONBOOT

you two are a two-man powershow !! ( ๑>ᴗ<๑ )

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, although renjun clearly didn't feel that way ,,

you take a look at the stable clock

just past 12 pm

"let's go! lesson one completed, and i'd say it was a success."

renjun plants himself in front of you

"a success?" he scoffs.

"you said you'd teach me. where are the tips on how to become a better rider? all you've done is use me for labour."

you want to be stern with him, but you giggle

RENJUN'S FACE WHEN HE GETS ANGRY IS KINDA CUTE OK

"this was your first lesson. i even talked you about discipline before we started (๑￫ܫ￩)

"in order to become one of the best riders, you first have to organise your mind, and discipline is one of the best ways to do that. hence, the chores," you smile

renjun blinks

(again)

ok, yeah, he didn't just underestimate you a little

he underestimated you a LOT

renjun can't wait for the rest of your lessons

he's not entirely sure why, but he really wants to impress you !!! (`•ω•´๑) (ง'̀-'́)ง

(spoiler alert: he's a simp LOL)

the rest of your summer falls into a kind of rhythm

day in, day out, you spend your days teaching renjun and stepping on horse shit

(you seriously HAD to step in all the wrong places (╯▔皿▔)╯)

until one morning renjun comes with a ,,,, familiar flyer in hand

you know exactly what it is, and freeze

well, shit.

[starhyuck]

this was so cute !!!!!!1! im so soft for doctor baekhyun 🤧honestly i will eat up anything by skye so expect to see a lot of her works here lol

{Special} College!AU Baekhyun

this post was commissioned | request: med school au

baekhyun graduated with a bachelors in chemistry and a minor in acting, but decided that med school would be the best step forward

chanyeol, his best friend, had been confused by the decision 

“are you doing it for the money?”

“oF cOURSE nOT!!!!!! ,,,,,well maybe a little”

but no no baekhyun really does have a passion for helping others!!! he’s always had this charm to him

that makes him naturally able to connect with others

even as an intern patients found comfort in him - the professors who worked with him were always so surprised by how easily he could handle situations with people

like all it takes is a smile and some comforting words and patients who’d otherwise be crying, shaking, so so afraid

are happy and holding baekhyun’s outstretched hands with so much gratitude

people would confuse him for a nurse sometimes, just because he’s so sociable and sweet

and nursing had crossed his mind, but being a doctor was much more up baekhyun’s alley

because, even though jongdae thinks he’s a little annoying and more interested in getting drunk with the upperclassman’s more than he’s interested in studying

baekhyun has proven time and time again that it might look like he’s slacking (sometimes he is,,,,,) but the reality is he gets his work done

actually,,,,even though junmyeon hates admitting it because he’s already finishing up med school,,,,,but baekhyun’s MCAT score was higher than his ,,,,,, 

but shhhhhh we don’t talk about that hehe

plus baekhyun is fiercely committed to this - and once his mind is set, it’s set for life

he’s stubborn, but that’s a good thing for med school. especially since he’s aware of exactly what he wants to do when he graduates

see,,,,baekhyun has always liked playing video games,,,,,of course after he became a first year he had to drop it

but while he was playing he’d heard lots of talk about people’s joints hurting, he himself even had to get his wrist checked up on

and plus, he’s always thought bones were like cool, he’d play with the skeleton in lab and make it talk

sometimes he’d make fun of chanyeol like “your bones are TOO long” while telling jongdae his were too short

for something as serious as internal medicine study, hopefully to specialize in rheumatology

baekhyun is able to bring light and laughter to the overworked and sometimes even depressed students around him

plus he’s always like “if you keep playing league of legends or being on the computer you’ll get arthritis”

chanyeol: “don’t tell me how to live my life”

baekhyun: “im a doctor”

junmyeon for the millionth time: “you’re not a doctor YET baekhyun please,,,,,”

has the brightest colored scrubs of everyone doing their residency and people can spot him from a mile away in the hospital

there’s sunflower baekhyun LOL

but also,,,,he cleans up really well. like when he has to dress casual with the doctors coat, his hair swept from his forehead and the glasses he sometimes wears when dealing with patient files

let’s just say a couple of fellow students have BIG crushes on him

(maybe some of the nurses too heh) (baekhyun has capitalized off this by being the first person to get residency floor picks - all he’s really gotta do is smile LOL)

you actually know baekhyun since you both entered med school together

you had a lot of lab classes with him in the first two years

and to be honest, unlike most people who were his friends, you didn’t ,,,,, seek out his attention

you didn’t ignore him either - for some reason baekhyun had picked up on your interest in internal medicine as well

so he’d often ask to compare notes, invite you to study groups, etc.

people had claimed for the longest time he had a soft spot for you,,,,,,,calling you his “rheumatology buddy”

even though you reminded him constantly that you were actually studying to be internal physicians - rheumatology is a subset of the residency-

and he’d just pat your head and be like “i know! i know, but we both like bones right!”

once asked you to show up to class with him on halloween wearing matching skeleton onesies but you were like baekhyun im not going to do that

and he was like ):

but did it on his own anyway (the professor was not amused)

sometimes you’d question how the hell he was even still in medical school - he was always just so happy go lucky

it had even ticked you off in the beginning, like hows this always happy, always bright person making millions of friends and taking photos on his instagram at parties or in pretty places

while you had to sit at home and slave over homework and tests

but,,,,you learned as soon as you and baekhyun become resident students in the same program that he was,,,,good

he handled people in ways you’d never seen before

from older patients to young kids, baekhyun just had this knack for making everything feel safe and comfortable

but,,,,,there were things that had began to grow weird for you

he still,,,,even though you two were at the same level - two lowely residents answering to active physicians and upperclassmen

somehow his teasing, adoring way of being around you became a hassle

he’d pat your head still

sometimes when you were both assigned a patient together, baekhyun would actively do all the talking

help you fill information in that you already knew

he seemed to take all the burden and work on himself, even when you were just as eager to do it too

in ways,,,,,,you felt like he was treating you like you were a kid

and there had been moments were you’d want to pull him aside, go “baekhyun i can handle myself. let me do the work”

but,,,,there was this element of guilt

sure it was weird to be treated like you couldn’t do the work, but you knew from the way baekhyun was that he was trying to make things easier for you

“always craning your neck over our textbooks!” “did you sleep last night? you better have gotten at least four hours!” “i bought us coffee - i know you need it!”

just a couple of the things that made you feel,,,,,worse about wanting to tell him to stop

you could sense his concern for you,,,,,you knew he was trying to act like the older brother or something

but you were both on the same track, wanting to become the same type of doctors and it was like,,,,,you had to take on this journey yourself 

you wouldn’t have baekhyun or anyone to be there to take your tests, to get you your license 

you didn’t know chanyeol enough to ask him why baekhyun acted like this, you also were too nervous about approaching junmyeon - you and baekhyuns senior about this

so you’d settled for talking to jongdae - who wasn’t in the same hospital as you and baekhyun for his residency

“oh, baekhyun? he’s just like that with people he likes.”

you were holding your bag, waiting for the bus from the dorms with jongdae

“im happy he thinks im his friend, but he doesn’t have to be so overprotective.”

jongdae’s lips twitch a little

“oh, you think of him as a friend only? i think baekhyun will be sad to hear that.”

you grimaced, not sure what jongdae meant by that. it didn’t help you at all.

the bust pulled up, on route to jongdae’s hospital so you watched him board and stood there alone with your thoughts

maybe i should tell him i need space? there’s going to be exams coming up? the residency program might switch our shifts, i could ask junmyeon about that…..but do i really want to-

an arm suddenly found its way around your shoulders

and you jerked, looking up into the smiling face of baekhyun

“we’re both early for our shift!”

you give a tight lipped nod, but baekhyun continues to grin 

the cold air makes it all the more awkward for you because baekhyun talks about something that happened yesterday

yet all you feel is the sting of air on your face and the thoughts that circle your mind

tell him now, you’re alone, he’ll understand - just tell him you don’t need him to always be there for you 

you open your mouth, but baekhyun’s ringtone cuts you short

“ah chanyeol! he’s always calling me about something stupid, sorry i have to take this!”

the bus shows up, you get on first but baekhyun slides so easily into the seat beside you

you avoid looking at him, or thinking about the feeling of your knees touching

you stare out the window and try to maul it all over

if ,,,, if it was anyone else they’d be so happy to have his attention like this. maybe you’d like it too if it wasn’t,,,,,so,,,,,,

you shift and pull your knee away

the ride is short and once you and baekhyun are there, he’s hung up and as usual turns to you with a cheeky grin still on

he ruffles your hair, you swat his hand but don’t say anything

“another great day at the hospital with my rheumatology buddy!”

and then he’s nearly skipping to get inside and something swells in your heart

i should have told him, if i let this keep going im,,,,

jongdae’s voice comes back into your mind

you only like him as a friend?

you bite back your lip,,,,no - that’s not what this is about. no. 

the day goes as usual, you and baekhyun have been assigned the same floor, some of the same patients you’ve been seeing trickle in

all of them focus on baekhyun, you’re left to taking notes and reporting anything to nurses while baekhyun engages

you feel left out,,,this is your residency,,,,why does it feel like it’s all about baekhyun?

when lunch comes around you see a group has gathered at the doors - baekhyun is in the middle like the budding center of a rose

people gravitate to him,,,,it’s his thing

and you turn to grab what you’ve packed from the tiny locker room allowed to the residents

you think that the usual spot up on the tenth floor is a good place to eat lunch. it’s a sleeping clinic ward and empty until it hits around eight at night

but before you can sneak away, to eat and study baekhyun comes into the room

for you - it’s awkward

but for him, he lights up like it’s christmas and shrugs off his white lab coat

“do you wanna come with us, we’re going to eat in the cafe-”

“it’s fine.”

you curtly answer, eyes avoiding his

and it seems as if this time,,,,baekhyun catches on - catches on to the shake in your voice and the light in his face washes away

“what’s wrong? did one of the residents or patients say something - should i talk to junmyeon-”

“no. baekhyun, listen to me.”

you clutch the bag of lunch and you see him straighten up

his handsome face stiffens a bit when he realizes this is serious

“baekhyun im not, im not some first year gripping your coattails. im a third year like you. im a resident student. im trying to be a doctor and you,,,,you keep getting in the way. so please, im asking you.”

you swallow, so many words so fast are coming out and you can’t stop yourself

“im asking you to just leave me alone. i don’t want to ,,,, i don’t want us to be friends anymore. im sorry.”

with that, you push past his frozen body and out of the doors

i don’t want us to be friends anymore? what a lie - you’re a liar. you’re just scared that you don’t want to be friends anymore because you like -

you shut your eyes as you push the door to the stairs open and start to climb them

you shut out your thoughts. what’s done is done.

baekhyun, standing alone in the room tries to process what you’ve said

time must have passed because someone comes looking for him, pulls him by the arm out to the group of students waiting

and he plasters a smile he’s rehearsed many times before - the many times he’s been hurt and couldn’t show it - on his face

“all good dude?”

some upperclassman nudges his elbow and baekhyun grins “you know it!”

the distant between you and baekhyun grows - steadily and faster then you anticipated

it only takes a week for him to switch shifts with someone, and you get what you wanted

you start interacting more with patients, you’re stuck doing paperwork late and alone because the person you’ve been assigned is an actual slacker

but hey,,,at least you’re getting that experience,,,right?

and baekhyun seems the same as before. he’s still the center of most peoples attention, patients ask about him, teachers roll their eyes at his jokes but continue to be impressed by his hardworking attitude

he continues telling everyone rheumatology is his interest - continues befriending nurses 

he exists perfectly fine without you - at least from what you see so why does it hurt so much,,,,

why do your eyes get foggy with tears when you’re trying to focus on studying but all you can think about is how baekhyun would have been hanging over your shoulder

pointing something in the textbook out and laughing about how funny it sounds, but explaining it in perfect detail

why do you find yourself letting one bus pass by in the morning just to wait a bit longer to see if baekhyun ill come out onto the stop

why does it feel so,,,,so weird when you see chanyeol outside of the hospital

you’re not his friend,,,,but you know he’s baekhyun’s closest one

and he’s always here on thursdays to hang out a little

and when baekhyun runs out of the building, the two causing chaos just in moments of being around each other

do you hurry off and hope he doesn’t see you,,,,

you said you didn’t want to be his friend and now you miss him? that’s selfish. you should have just told him the truth. that you like him. you like him and you want him to like you back, and not just as a friend.your thoughts haunt you,,,,,and you try to push them away,,,,,,but,,,,,

it’s the early morning of a clinical examall of the residents from your program have to gather in the hospital lobby and wait for the professor that’ll be administrating it

you’re alone, aside from baekhyun most of the people you know are assigned to another hospit

also as everyone swarms around him you flip through some of the note cards from your lab coat pocket

you don’t notice it,,,,the way baekhyun is sort of detached from all the chattering

his eyes flicker between faking happiness to his peers and stealing glances your way

he sees the familiar nervous quirk of yours, tapping a pencil against your wrist

everything is tugging for him to go over and calm you down, help you go over some last minute pointers but ,,,,,

but you said what you said and he wants to respect that 

until the professor arrives, looking at their list and calling you and baekhyun up first

your gazes meet for the first time in weeks but you step forward

the test is basic, there’s a scenario given by the professor and you and baekhyun have to approach it like it’s a real patient

usually,,,baekhyun talks the most for these things - you’ve been partnered with him before

but this time,,,he’s silent on the first question and you’re the one that runs it through with the professor

baekhyun stutters over a part when the professor asks him

and you look at him with concern

everything goes smoothly for you - you’ve learned a lot from all the hands on work and studying you’ve been cramming

but baekhyun,,,seems a little out of it

“is something distracting you byun?”

the professor asks, eyes narrowed but baekhyun shakes his head

of course,,,that’s a lie and when the test is over you see the professor grumble something baekhyun’s way

usually you can just return to the lobby but you have to take the elevator down so you stop baekhyun before he goes in

“can we talk?”

you’ve never asserted like this before - usually baekhyun comes to you

he nods, slow and you both walk to the end of the hospital hall, away from everyone else

“are you ok?”

baekhyun leans on the edge of the window, stares down at the busy street below

“not really. i mean, i just don’t understand what i did to make you hate me.”

you shake your head, “i don’t hate you. baekhyun what i said - it-”

you feel the tension in your heart when you think about what you’re going to say,,,,there’s a lot to say and baekhyun has always been the talker

this position feels weird but you look up at him again

“what i said it was from a place of confusion, i,,,,,,i am really grateful for your friendship - but sometimes you’d be so protective of me that i would feel like you were trying to do my work for me,,,,and this is med school,,,,,the real deal,,,,”

baekhyun’s shoulders seem to relax a bit when he realizes you’re not pissed

“and i want experience too, im so happy you help me - it makes me feel,,,,special,,,,but i need to be able to do things on my own if i want to be a doctor and,,,,,and that isn’t even the reason i said i don’t want to be your friend the truth is,,,,”

baekhyun takes a step closer

and you’re trying to push the truth past your lips, but it’s embarrassing - you’re turning bright red

and you can’t even look at baekhyun now

not until you feel his hand on the side of your neck and he’s looking over his shoulder - just to make sure he can kiss you safely

and when he does,,,,,it’s like all the anxiety of telling him is gone

because baekhyun,,,he knew what you were going to say,,,,didn’t he

“well, im glad because i don’t want to be friends either. i want to be something more.”

his hand drops to find yours and give it a squeeze

“but next time don’t just say ‘i don’t wanna be friends’ and storm out on me - i almost had a heart attack!”

“baekhyun, don’t say that!”

“sorry, sorry but it’s true i thought you were never gonna talk to me again!”

the light has returned to his gorgeous brown eyes, his entire body seems to be smiling as he jokes with you again

and everything that felt like it was gripping you,,,,,has loosened

because the truth is on the table,,,,your truth and his,,,,

and when you return to the lobby you’re not just friends anymore,,,,,

believe me - everyone notices the hand holding and giggling LOL

especially junmyeon who is like “oh finally!” and you’re like ???? and junmyeon nudges baekhyun like

“ive known this kid has liked you since the beginning of the semester,,,,,,,,tWO yEARS AGO”

and baekhyun has agreed,,,,it’s true he can take the protectiveness and teasing too far so he’s going to regin it in

but also you’ll be working with patients and as soon as you’re alone baekhyun is like 

“GOD yOU ARE SO CUTE I WANNA HOLD YOU!” and throw his arms around you

and you’re like baEKHyun we aRE STILL on SHIFT stop doing that everytime we get a second alone

and you know he’s pouting like a puppy like ,,,, but babe i love you so damn much you’re so damn cute being so smart and sweet with patients god can i kiss you?

you with your hand literally pushing his face away: baekhyun not when we’re working

but also,,,,you let him give you SOME kisses in the locker room,,,,,sometimes in the supply closet,,,,depends on whose around LOL

being able to study something you both love together,,,,actually brings you closer

and even though you guys are growing independently as doctors,,,,,,having someone in your court in something as stressful as medical school is a blessing

i mean you come home exhausted together, you study until the late hours together

and live off of packet ramen and coffee together LOL

honestly chanyeol is the one that has to keep you and baekhyun alive with regular food and water

which is another benefit of dating baekhyun,,,,,you get to be friends with chanyeol who supports you and baekhyun’s happiness 100%

while people like jongdae are like “wow so you’re dating this big mouthed child huh” and you’re like ,,,,, oh my god and baekhyun is like “WHAT DID YOU SAY? COME HERE-”

but no seriously chanyeol once asks you to come with him to get baekhyun a present for his birthday and as you’re shopping 

chanyeol is like “im happy he found someone,,,,,that loves him for who he really is. he deserves that. you deserve it too.”

and you’re like on the verge of tears because oh my god that’s so sweet

baekhyun of course is like “chanyeol you flirt with them and i will,,,,,,,,i will,,,,,,break your guitar”

and chanyeol is like first of all if you ever put your hands on my guitar i will sUE- isn’t yixing training to be a lawyer - i wILL call him

but ok baekhyun is a “surprises are the best!” kind of boyfriend

so catch him leaving love notes tapped to your dorm door

he stuffs a cute fluffy puppy in your locker at work and he’s like “look! it’s me! here to love you even when boyfriend baekhyun isn’t around!”

god he’d 100% be the type to get the nurses in on a valentines day  surprise for you or something like that

medical school means no breaks,,,,

but when you do get it baekhyun has already planned dates

you know he daydreams about making you happy all the time

so he knows where to take you, what kind of food you like, what kind of movies you’ve been wanting to see

he seems like a careless, sloppy guy but he’s not - he notices these things

he was the one that reminded you to get a new pair of scrubs when he noticed you’d still been wearing some from last year

he’s a cuddler

so like if you’re staying up to study and fall asleep, you wake up to being spooned - everytime

even if you’re just resting on a weekend and you’re sitting down, baekhyun has to sneak up and rest his head in your lap

our throw his arms around you and pull you down into his hold

because god he’s full of love and wants to share it

but with you only

i can imagine he’s so good looking so he gets flirted with but you know baekhyun flaunts having a significant other

if he could he’d wear “I LOVE MY S/O” facemask at work

he’s so extra,,,,,and sometimes you’re like idk him but deep down you love it about him a  L O T

you notice that sometimes when he’s doing something and he’s super focused, he hums

and his voice is so,,,,,,calming to listen to,,,,,,,it makes you fall in love all over again

because even though you’ve been friends for a while - baekhyun has so much more about him that you’ve yet to discover and it’s all so beautiful,,,, 

oh you know he has petnames for you,,,,,and insists on changing your names in each others phones to them

even though he thinks of new ones every week

baekhyun texting you is like: “ily so much you’re my entire universe and more” “can i get a kiss? how about 100?” “LOOK AT THIS DOG!” “chanyeol is so dumb” “i love you so much and you look so cute in your scrubs but you’d look better out of them”

you: endeared, laughing, and embarrassed all at once LOL

but also you know one night it’s late and you and baekhyun are finishing up your rounds and the next day is free,,,,,and you were gonna study,,,,

but baekhyun is like let’s go get drinks or something!

and it’s fluffy, lots of flirty kisses at the bar,,,,,touches on the waist,,,,looking into each others eyes,,,,

anD WELL idk,,,you wake up over at baekhyuns

and you’re like oh,,,,,there’s my clothes and scrubs on the floor

and baekhyun pops back into his room and is like “wanna take a shower together!”

chanyeol: hey why is your facemask pulled down? 

you: no reason

baekhyun wearing the biggest smirk: oh haven’t you heard?

sometimes baekhyun is at the hospital when you don’t have shifts and you’re like why

turns out he goes over to help some of the pediatrics nurses - he’s,,,,he’s like really good with kids

and you’re like stop being so cute,,,,,

but it’s baekhyun he’s born with it LOL

sometimes things can be so high energy with him, you know it’s like he has a never ending battery

so he could work a whole ten hour shift and still be up to dancing around the living room with you

but there are days were he’s burnt out

and you two just lay around in pajamas talking shit about some of the worst professors you had in your first two years

and sharing little behind the ear kisses

one shift you guys are doing a patient exam and when baekhyun leaves to get the doctor

the old man is like 

“so, he your husband?”

and you’re like .,,,,HUH,,,,WHAT and he just shrugs and he’s like

“ive been alive a long time and i can see when someone is in love with someone else and that boy,,,,,,well he’s head over heels for you!”

you almost faint, holding the clipboard

and when baekhyun comes back he’s like hey you’re all red are you ok

and you’re like i ,,,, gotta go get some water

afterwords baekhyun is like “that patient asked if we were married” and you’re like i know and baekhyun’s like “not a bad idea right?”

and you’re like BAEKHYUn and he kisses your nose when no one is looking but good god his love for you?

radiates like the SUN

day6: jae | wonpil | youngk | sungjin  by group: bangtan | vixx | got7 | nct | kard | monsta x | seventeen gg specials: amber | momo | irene commissioned: iu | chanyeol | hongseok

[starhyuck]

this !! was so damn cute !!!!!! had so much fun reading this and laughed a couple of times too 🥴🤧 honestly am so soft for b-baller jae and meddling hyuck lmaoo 💞

in your court

Grouping: Reader x B-ball player!Jaehyun (feat. BFF!Hyuck)

Word Count: ~10.8k

Warnings/Themes: Two idiots in love, oc is scary when mad, hyuck is crafty always, jae is a bit intense but he’s just trying his best, gratuitous descriptions of dimples, a kiss!!! sfw!

Prompt: “awkward!oc with his basketball teammate jaehyun. Honestly anything with bff!haechan.”

“Make sure you don’t make it look shaky.”

Donghyuck puts the phone camera close to his face so he can better see your handiwork through the video call. He looks a bit like a fish, but you can’t see him because you’re focused on the mirror in front of you.

“Remind me why I’m being forced to do this?”

“Because I’m your best friend and I deserve a sign just as much as Jisung and Johnny.”

You have to stop yourself from rolling your eyes so you don’t mess up the number 14 you’re drawing carefully onto your cheek in eyeliner. Although you hate to see good makeup go to waste, you’re trying to be a better friend while also trying not to accidentally write the number backwards. It’s Donghyuck’s new number this season and he begged you to show some team spirit despite the fact that you normally mix with sports the same way oil mixes with water. The last time you showed up at practice was the first day of the season and you fell from the third courtside bleacher after Donghyuck called you over to introduce you to a cute new walk-on team member. If anything, just being around sports is dangerous for you.

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𝒏𝒂𝒗𝒊𝒈𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏

001 :: home.

002 :: asks.

003 :: masterlist.

004 :: about me.

005: fic recs (by member + by group).

anons ::

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authors note :: hi moonie, thank you so much for stopping by! all my work is non-smut reader inserts and is protected under copyright law. do not repost or claim as your own, and please let me know if someone has plagiarised my work. © starhyuck. happy reading!

→ last updated on: 14/11/22

→ newest fic: polarity

♤ 𝑺𝑪𝑬𝑵𝑨𝑹𝑰𝑶𝑺 ♤

→ ♡ writer’s faves

⋆ NCT ⋆

RENJUN

♤ polarity

→ equestrian au ⋆ fluff ⋮ wc tba

↳ after an injury ruins your Olympic dream, you get a summer job teaching a cute boy riding instruction.

status :: in progress.

part 1 ; part 2

JENO

♤ merry bad ending

→ society woman y/n x stablehand jeno ⋆ mostly fluff ⋮ wc tba

↳ "you're a society woman. to you, a stablehand like him does not exist."

status :: on hold.

XIAOJUN

♤ sugar hearts

→ baker au ⋆ fluff ⋮ wc tba

↳ out of the many frequent customers your dessert stall has, there's one boy from whom you can't tear your eyes away from.

status :: on hold.

⋆ ATEEZ ⋆

WOOYOUNG

♤ russian roulette

→ enemies to lovers, archer au ⋆ fluff ⋮ wc tba

↳ you're the best archer in the army. or you would be, if that damn jung wooyoung didn't exist.

status :: on hold.

⋆ ENHYPEN ⋆

JAKE

♤ black and blue

→ boxer y/n x librarian jake ⋆ fluff ⋮ wc tba

↳ "yes, i'm talking to you. i want you to teach me how to fight."

status :: on hold.

⋆ THE BOYZ ⋆

HAKNYEON

♤ jotto

→ enemies to lovers, equestrian haknyeon x journalist y/n ⋆ fluff ⋮ wc tba

↳ you're lucky enough to win an interview with the world no. 1 equestrian. unfortunately for you, it's ju haknyeon.

status :: on hold.

⋆ WIPS ⋆

→ pixie!yonghee (CIX)

→ pheonix!y/n

→ actor!y/n x costar!seongwha (ATEEZ)

→college strangers to friends to lovers y/n x junhee (A.C.E)

→ est. febuary 17, 2022.

→ all rights reserved © starhyuck 2022.

[starhyuck]

got some wips that i'm excited for :))))

[starhyuck]

field day | jung sungchan

pairing: sungchan x fem!reader

synopsis: when you, as cheer captain, are best friends with the pride and joy of the soccer team, rumors are bound to fly around.

genre: high school au, soccer au, bff2l, fluff

words: 7.5k

warnings: language, jung “the risk i took was calculated but man am i bad at math” sungchan

request: sungchan + ball + “ everyone is looking at us. is that a good or a bad thing? ” (from the first option) ^__^

song recs: after school - weeekly / pleaser - wallows / some - bol4 / sweet talk - saint motel / love so sweet - cherry bullet

a/n: i tried recalling some hs memories for this and im hoping i wasnt the only one that went through the “shipped with a random dude” ordeal LOL. i haven’t written shorter fics in a while so i’m glad i got to. tq for requesting, lovepie <33

In high school, peer pressure tends to come in different forms. For you, it’s taken the shape of this.

“Kiss! Kiss! Kiss!” 

You look around your classmates, scanning each and every face chanting with glee like you’re a star player scoring the winning point. The tall figure shifts beside you, glancing at you like a blinking idiot. You’re not even on the losing team but it feels just as frustrating.

You glare at the boy beside you. The trouble is Jung Sungchan. The trouble has always been Jung Sungchan. 

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[starhyuck]

hi !!! i was wondering if i could recommend field day by @wincore ??

sure thing 💞 edit: thank you for the rec, it's been reblogged! 🥰🥰

[starhyuck]

i had scrolled past this like 10 times before actually deciding to read this and i am so damn glad i did because honestly wow 🤧😭✋ this was so fun to read and i actually felt transported to an actual coffee bean farm ✋✋ not even mentioning the heat because the descriptions made me 💀💀 reading long ass fics are probably my own form of self care now 😌😌 the cliffhanger is just killing me and i am eagerly awaiting the second part 💖 a great read! 💞💞

bitter brews (i) | syh

“Johnny laughed again, eyes crinkling at the sides. Your mind wandered briefly to a half formed thought about how endearing that was. “Maybe so, but despite your efforts to make me an enemy, I think you’re actually a really good person. You even guessed my favorite coffee drink, so that has to count for something.””

genre | not quite a coffeeshop!au, (mild)slow burn, this thought about being an adversaries to lovers fic for six minutes

rating/warnings | a stupid amount of exposition about coffee plants, catch me throwing in the random recipes that have been my go-to for cooking during quarantine, is this angsty?, discussions of mental health issues {see tags for details}, overall mature content/themes {foul language, alcohol consumption, references & discussion of masturbation, awkward boners, future smut}, some soft moments, and some good ol’ tooth rotting waxing poetic nonsense fluff. Don’t expect too much out of this I just got tired of editing this part so I’m finally posting it.

word count | 19.6k (I meant for this to be a super long one-shot but it’s turning into a story in parts for the sake of ratings w h o o p s)

pairing | Johnny Seo x fem reader

writing playlist | Egotistic - Mamamoo, Black Swan - BTS, Sober - HYO, I Blame On You - Taeyeon, Heartbeat - BTS, Close to Me (Red Velvet Remix) - Ellie Goulding feat. Red Velvet

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“So, what you mean to say is… you’re not coming? Like, at all?”

The bright yellow plastic of the rotary phone was slightly cool against your overheating skin, which was constantly veiled in a thin layer of sweat whenever you stayed on the farm property instead of the main house on the opposite side of the island. It was the first week of May, which meant it was already humid again. If it wasn’t the time for the daily afternoon rain showers, it might as well have felt like it was raining with how saturated the air was.

“I’m sorry, Bean, I just can’t get on a plane right now. I thought it would be fine it we stretched out the time between flights, but all my doctors are saying I need to just stay here between now and the birth, so…”

Your sister’s voice trailed off and you had to wait for a moment to be sure it wasn’t the poor reception for the phone call running across the four thousand miles that separated you— the four thousand miles that would continue to separate you for the rest of the summer.

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“This may be the night that my dreams might let me know, all the stars are closer, all the stars are closer, all the stars are closer...”

[starhyuck]

this fic is just so beautiful 😭😭💘 honestly i cried like 7 times while reading it so if you're up for that then this is the one 🤧 although there is nothing really angsty up until the end (there is a happy ending though)! you definitely won't regret reading this fic because it is written so beautifully 🥰🥰🤧

string me along | hwang hyunjin (kimi no na wa au) [masterlist]

part i 

part ii 

part iii

part iv

part v

part vi

part vii (final)

[starhyuck]

this is one of my absolute most favourite fics 🥺🤧🤧💞 honestly the way they portrayed true love not as something that happens straight away but as something that can be unbearable at times is just so beautiful 🤧 i've read this so many times i could probably quote half of it ksdjsk 💖 if you want chan fic that takes you on a ride, this is the one! 💕💘

priceless | bang chan [1/2]

genre: rich kid!chan x fem!reader feat. rich kid!felix & rick kid!woojin ; friends-to-lovers ; fluff ; angst ; alcohol consumption ; crazy rich asians inspired summary: lucky you, you fall for the rich and powerful bang chan that every woman has their eyes on and he likes you back! but you get a taste of the luxurious life they all live in and you realize that someone like you isn’t meant to be with someone like him. wc: 12.9k a/n: two parts cuz this woulda been like 20k and i’m tired lol enjoy!

PART 2/2

Love at first sight was a horrendous idea. The thought of falling for someone the second your eyes met was absolutely terrifying. Of course this wasn’t exactly how it worked, but it sounded like sorcery, didn’t it? At least to Chan it did. He asked his father one time what it meant to feel so enamored by someone simply from the first encounter and he replied with,

“That’s just Hollywood mumbo-jumbo! Love takes time and it will come naturally, not right at the start. Love is patient. Just look at me - I’m patient with your mother all the time!”

So instead of expecting a spark with every person he met, Chan didn’t bother and let his feelings develop naturally. With every girlfriend he’s ever had, he let his heart take the lead and his mind, body, and soul followed shortly after.

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YEONJUN — WEVERSE MAGAZINE 201102

[starhyuck]

this fic is just so fun to read !! 🥰 the slow but natural development of na ri’s and taeyong’s relationship is probably one of my favourite things about betting on boredom (instead of just rushing it like many other writers do). na ri is such a relatable character which makes reading this all the more pleasant 🤗💖

Betting on Boredom Chapter 1: Born Hater

Taeyong x OC | Masterlist | Chapter 2

Gang Na Ri was a hater. A certified hater and everyone knew it. She spoke out about things if she thought they were unfair or bad. If she disagreed with something everyone would know about it and she hated those who were unnecessarily mean. She was a passionate person with a short fuse. So with Na Ri there were many times when she jumped the gun and misunderstand a situation. This was the case with a certain person named Lee Taeyong. He had been a new student the semester before and it had been quickly discovered that he was on Na Ri’s hate list. But no one knew why. Everyone who met him left with a wonderful impression and genuine liking for the boy. So just as quickly as it was discovered that she hated him was it discovered that she was the only one, which of course made her hate him all the more. But it seemed fate was against her, as she couldn’t seem to escape him and his generally large amount of popularity amongst the school.

“Ms. Gang I want you to write a piece on Lee Taeyong and that upcoming competition he’s going to be in.” You could have heard a pin drop in the journalism room as seven pairs of eyes turned to Na Ri waiting to see her reaction.

“Professor…don’t you think Howon would be better than me at writing that kind of piece?” Na Ri asked, not about to blatantly tell the professor she wasn’t going to do it. “And….may I ask why the university newspaper is going to write an entire article about a single student? One who is only a Junior.”

The seven pairs of eyes swivled back to the professor to hear her response. “Ms. Gang, you are one of our best writers, and I would have thought you would jump on the chance to get one of the top stories.” The professor simply replied, knowing all to well about the friction between Na Ri and Taeyong. There likely wasn’t a single person in the school who hadn’t heard. “I’m giving the story to you, and I expect it to be amongst you best work. As to why we’re writing this story that will be for you to tell us in your article.”

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