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Welp I guess that confirms it, I've always had scenarios in the back of my head where Draven just does the most dangerous stuff during operations and his comrades are deeply concerned for his mental health, even when he's severely injured he still somehow manages to beat the shit out of someone/something somehow

(one of the scenarios in question includes Draven driving a truck at full speed off a cliff and chucking it at SCP- 096 all while blind folded)

other then your killer personality and your great choices in middle names, did draven inherit anything else from you (does he also have bipolar)?

He got a lot from me, for better and for worse. He got his curly hair from me, and his need for glasses, though he wears contacts at work. We both have ADHD, though I think he manages his way better than my old ass. We're the same height, and we both have the same reckless streak that very often crosses to the wrong side of dumbassery. And of course, we both share a love of photography and being snobbish about books.

He seems to have escaped the bipolar, by some mercy of the universe, but he's a real adrenaline junkie and I'm sure he gets it from me. His mom liked adventure but she wasn't stupid; Draven and I take it a step further and we're not happy unless there's a real danger of death. Sometimes I worry he's worse for it, looking at his career -- I have a cushy desk job in comparison to the shit he's seen. He doesn't seem to have inherited my bitch-ass reactions to it all though, or maybe he's just getting better grades in therapy.

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Every SCP fan who completed Portraits Of Your Father:

justr finished readynghm potriats of your father

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Does any other SCP fan feel unexplainably excited when they're in a hospital bcuz it feels like your in the SCP Foundation???

Cuz when I went to the hospital to get my rabies shots and I'm usually very scared of needles but ever since the SCP Foundation I was honestly so fricken excited to have a needle shot dude it felt like I was getting anmestisized omg the lab coats on the doctors, the medical and medicinal stuff, and the overall feeling of the whole hospital low key made me feel euphoric.

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I felt like a waste to hop in to the next sketchbook without even completing all of the pages of he previous one so I just drew a bunch on Tallorans. The last one is definitely my favorite:)

Once I do get a new sketchbook tho I'm gonna immediately start drawing the other personnel(and scps as well) and try to get a solid design for all of them AND ESPECIALLY DRAVEN cuz when I looked back at the art I posted for pride month, the designs honestly looked so basic and horrible I am genuinely sorry that y'all had to see that💀💀💀

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I just wanna put this here so y'all can see this beautiful illustration of my babies😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

THE OTHER DAY I FOUND OUT THAT TALLORAN MANAGED TO ESCAPE FROM 3999 AND HE’S ALIVE — ACTUALLY ALIVE AND WELL!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HARD I CRIED FROM HAPPINESS WHEN I HEARD THE NEWS!

It REALLY pushed me to draw a full piece of Talloran with Draven. Like, just imagine — this is Talloran, finally resting with Drave after all the hell they’ve been through. I DON’T KNOW, JUST—LET’S BE HAPPY FOR THEM, OKAY… :"D

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One wrong move and bro's balls are gone

Credits to: Martgarel

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A genuine question for the SCP fandom, how big are Scranton Reality Anchors? Cuz if it's giant then are there like- mini versions of this device?

Or is it okay for me to design my own interpretation of it?

Cuz the size of this device is gonna determine if SCP-3999 B(aka. researcher Talloran) will even be able to exit their containment cell😭😭😭😭

I GENUINELY NEED ANSWERS PLEASE😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏

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Part 1 of feeding y'all gayass drawings of the SCP Foundation:)

I'll definitely include meriris and more diolass, more clefdraki and probably more talloraven/green insanity in the next part

The last three images are of Agent Stillheart(made by Arson on TikTok) and Dr. Ellen Quinn(made by me)

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I was listening to Mitski songs while I was drawing pride SCP fan art and then I started imagining a angsty scenario of Draven slowly being paralyzed and dying, then Talloran(this version of them is when they survived SCP-3999) finds him bleeding on the floor in the middle of a room and then they sit down and rests Draven's head on their lap and gently cupping his face with their hands, Draven starts crying so Talloran wipes away his tears with their thumbs, Draven wanted to move, he wanted say something, he wanted to hug them, to carry them out of this dangerous place towards safety, he couldn't afford to loose them again, not again, he wanted to do something, but his muscles are too paralyzed to move and even forming a cohesive sentence was a struggle, he felt so weak and useless, he only managed to speak a quiet, roughly spoken "I'm sorry" as more tears stream across his face. Talloran tells him in a hushed, comforting voice to relax and that there's no need to say sorry for anything anymore and that for the past few years ever since they survived SCP-3999 it has been the best memories they've had in over 3 million years of pure utter merciless torture.

Despite the Foundation containing Talloran after confirming they were anomalous, Draven always made sure to check on them, to give them letters and gifts when he wasn't around, to smother them with love and care whenever he came back, it wasn't much, but to Talloran it felt like a blessing to even see him smile at them with so much love and admiration.

Talloran has seen Draven die and suffer over and over and over and over and over again so many times before, and yet for some reason, out of all the things they grew numb from, Draven was the only thing that still made them feel something. And they hated it. They hated how gentle and tender he is, they hated how warm and safe he made them feel, they hated how he does everything in his power to take care of them even if it means harming himself, they hated how easily swayed they were by him. They hated how their so weak to him, how good of a weapon he is for that thing's torture antics.

Talloran had an inching feeling that this reality was only just another method of torture, and to be honest, it's starting to feel like it.

But Talloran really can't help themselves when it comes to him, can they?

Draven didn't want to die alone, he never did, and Talloran knew that, so they stayed there to comfort him, to make sure that his final moments were spent with the one he loved the most, the one he spent so much time taking care of, the one he swore himself to die for. Talloran sets their left hand on Draven's chest, keeping the right hand on his face, they feel his heart beat slowing down. They look at Draven, with a smile on their face, they lean in closer to kiss him, and whispers a simple yet an detrimentally effective "I love you". Draven tries to take all the energy left in him to mutter a quiet "I love you too" before taking his last breath.

And then, just like that, everything fell silent.

I'M SOBBING BRO😭😭😭😭😭😭

(also I just realized how descriptive I made this holy moly)

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Everytime I try to draw Clef he looks pregnant 😭😭😭💀💀💀

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I HAVE 3 SCP PROPOSALS AND MULTIPLE TALE CONCEPTS PLEASE LET ME IN I CAN'T WAIT 3 MORE YEARS ANYMORE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I hate the fact that you have to be 18+ to join the official SCP Wikidot.

IM BRAVE ENOUGH! LET ME IN!

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*Reposts this and runs away*

james and draven

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I genuinely had to take multiple mental breaks for this one omg

Hello everyone and welcome to my Moldhouse Sequel, featuring Draven Kondraki and Alison Chao! I'm very excited for this one

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Psst... Use ‹𝟹 if you're trying to get a <3 in your bio, <3 doesn't work! :) also hiiiii, you can DM me if you'd like, I won't mind!

(You can delete this after you read! I had the same issue with my bio!)

Oh thank u I didn't know that😅😅😅

Thank u for the advice🫶🫶🫶🫶

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I'm manifesting that this will become something big one day, I really hope so🙏🙏

I'm the one who's in charge with Storyboards, hooo boy, let's see how far I'll go with this position

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I'm reposting so I can spread this beautiful(unfinished) fan fic of Talloraven<3

> I wrote a stupid Talloran x Draven thing and I DON'T wanna finish it right now so eat my scraps (joking)

> Anyways...

The chilled autumn breeze fell upon the couple, carrying the faint scent of the autumn tide. The smell was not putrid, but it certainly was pungent. It clung on to Draven and James’ clothes persistently and tussled with the wind. Deep tan clumps of sand clung to the bottom of their shoes from their earlier time on the beach. They retreated from their position about an hour ago, perhaps longer. Now, they were sitting along the hillside overlooking the beach in the perfect position to capture the sun’s farewell as the moon pushed it from its place in the sky. Dusk left the sky a wistful pink with a slight hue of oranges and assortments of blue.

Draven had done little to fathom the fact that his boyfriend had slumped against him. He was stuck in deep thought. One could only yearn that it was something positive, though with the somber expression tinging his features, that chance slipped to a margin of zero. Luckily, he was quickly pulled out of his state of wallowing as James fell lax against him, resting his head on his thighs. Gently, he intertwined his fingers with James’s deep brown toned hair. He gently began maneuvering through the strands, unconsciously loosening the grasp the temples of his glasses had on his helix. Their glasses fell to rest on their cheek, trailing down their face with each strand of hair that was brushed by their boyfriend’s fingers. A mumble caught Draven’s attention, peering down at his semi-conscious man.

“You knocked my glasses off.” James mumbled, gently plucking his glasses from his face. He let out a quiet sigh as he folded them, carefully placing them on the grass beside the two. He slowly lifted his head from its position, leaning it on Draven’s shoulder once again. His scarred cheek gently brushed against Draven’s neck. The skin was cold and felt elevated compared to the rest of his skin. Both were more than aware of where that scar came from, though both had an unspoken agreement to not introduce the topic. Draven brought his hand up to wrap it around James’s shoulders.

“Sorry, James.” Draven spoke with the tone of genuine admiration for his partner. Despite the many difficulties that had ensued in recent succession, they met each other with near parallel affection. Their love ran deeper than their turmoils, it always had. He pressed a gentle kiss to his boyfriend's head.

> (Not finishing this yet shush)

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YES!!!! I WAS FUCKING STRUGGLING TO GIVE THEM A SHIP NAME I'MA ADD THIS TO EVERY SOCIAL MEDIA ACCOUNT I HAVE EJFBDBFBFBDEKFNDNXKDNDNCN

Me and my friend got bored of calling Talloraven its common name so we call it Green Insanity... Rate the name...

i think the green came from kondraki's butterflies, correct me if im wrong? BUT I LIKEY LIKEYYYY oh what am i a ship name critc ? cant complain though