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The way I loved you —⁠ ANAKIN SKYWALKER

summary: when arguing with Anakin you confess your feelings

warnings: master/padawan relationship (one-sided), reading situations horribly, arguments, ANGST.

pairings: Anakin Skywalker x Jedi!Reader

a/n: this is very bad but this concept wouldn't leave my head..

songs i listened to while writing this:

The way I loved you - Taylor Swift

Majorie - Taylor swift

Illicit Affairs - Taylor Swift

Drabble ... MASTERLIST

"How could you have been so reckless!"

You furrowed your brows, drawing your arms closer over your chest, "It wasn't my fault, Anakin!" You shouted, You didn't want to cry, You weren't scared, or sad, just angry. You couldn't help it. You hated that you cried when you were angry, it made you feel weak.

"Really?" He scoffed, stepping closer than he was before, his harsh words cutting through the air like a knife. "Tears?"

"Why are you being so mean!" You pushed against him, trying to get space between you two.

"I'm teaching you a lesso-"

"The only thing you're teaching me is how much of a mistake Master Yoda made. You are selfish! You don't care for me, for your squadron! Only you and the senator!" Maybe if there weren't tears falling down your face, he would've taken you seriously, but he didn't. He only got closer, again, his presence like a dark cloud enveloping you. "Don't act like you know me."

"I saved the Senator. I protected the squadron. How can you blame me?" Your voice cracked with every word, and you pleaded, "I..."

"The Senator shouldn't have been in any danger in the first place!"

This wasn't the Anakin you knew. He had always been calm and composed, treating you as an equal. Now, he acted superior, and you didn't want to argue with him. He was your best friend, your mentor, the person you loved.

"I couldn't sense any danger, Anakin." You said, softly this time, your words carrying a profound sorrow. "I was assigned to protect the Senator, and I feel I've done that. She's okay."

He shook his head, his jaw tightening, and his anger remained strong, scarily strong. "And if she wasn't?"

"What then, Anakin?" You closed your eyes, your voice barely a murmur. You wished he cared for you like this, fighting for your safety. But that was a wish that would never come true. And then, almost involuntarily, you whispered, "I love you, Anakin." It was as if you wanted to end the argument or let the truth out while everything was already in ruins.

After a long pause, his anger wavered, and your eyes finally opened. "An-And you're scaring me. I don't want to fight."

He sighed and rubbed his temples, "I'm sorry, but I need to talk to the Council. I can't continue your training."

"What?" Panic and regret surged within you.

Maybe if you kept your mouth shut, if you protected the Senator like you were assigned to, you would be laughing with Anakin about something, congratulating each other with another win against the separatists. But you didn't. Now you're here, grabbing onto his wrists, his arms, shoulders, trying—begging—him to stop, to think about this, "Anakin, listen to me. Please?"

He turned around, looking down into your eyes.

"I made a mistake. I know, but-but I want to forget this happened, I want to go to sleep and wake up in the morning to you knocking at my door, complaining how I never get up in time--"

"I can't continue your training."

"You're not hearing me!"

"I am," he replied coldly, "but what you said won't go away."

You tried to argue again, but he beat you to it, "I don't love you. Is that what you want to hear?"

"No," you whispered, the tightness in your throat becoming unbearable.

"You were right. Master Yoda made a mistake making me your master."

You hated the feeling of your throat tightening, the pain it caused, and the way your body told you, you were about to cry. You shook your head, breathing became difficult, your ears rang, and you heard Anakin faintly calling your name. Your vision blurred, and you continued to retreat, pushing away anyone who tried to reach out to you. The crying was loud and echoing. "I wish I had never joined the Order," you sobbed, your voice filled with pain, "I wish..." You fought to finish your sentence, fighting against your own sobs, "I wish I never met you. I hate you."

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do not avenge me. —⁠ ANAKIN SKYWALKER

summary: when he held your dying body in his arms, you begged him of one thing, do not avenge me.

warnings: major character death, angst, (kind of) secret relationship coming out..haha

pairings: Anakin Skywalker x Gn!Reader

drabble ... MASTERLIST

You felt it coming, you felt his presence. It was dark, he was gone too far.

Maybe if you payed more attention to your own safety rather than Anakin's you wouldn't be on the floor, your head resting in the lap of your husband, tears streaming down your cheeks. God, why were you crying? You were not supposed to be weak.

Your attempt to move only prompted another cry from you, Anakin held you tightly, and his words barely reached you, He was yelling, but the words were distant and fragmented. He was crying, and you desperately wished he wouldn't.

"Stop crying, I'm okay-" you managed to whisper, but it only led him to hush you gently. His voice, despite the pain, was a nice sound, his voice made the pain go away, but you felt it, you were weak but his darkness was not. He felt cold, you felt the anger, the fear he's going to cause in the galaxy. You needed to get up, to reassure him that you were fine, but you couldn't, the pain persisted, relentless, excruciating. god did it hurt.

You turned your head to Obi-Wan, who had a knowing expression. The look he gave you spoke volumes, telling you what you already feared. You were fading away, you're dying.

Turning back to Anakin, you saw tears still streaming down his face. His hand slipped under your back, drawing you closer to his chest, his sobs growing louder, and you realized you couldn't escape the deafening sound. No, it wasn't leaving; it was intensifying, and it felt like it would never end.

"Ani," you choked, "Promise me, do not…" The pain was overwhelming, making it difficult to speak. "Do not avenge me."

There was no verbal response, just a gut-wrenching cry and his hand gripping yours even tighter. You continued, your voice weak, "You are good. Do not let me—don't let take that away from you."

Perhaps that was the moment he truly understood. You knew you were slipping away, but the transition was painless. What hurt more was hearing the distant screams of Anakin, his desperate pleas as you left your Anakin behind, forever.

a/n: djsfkjasenkdjfnjsakdfn Sorry I needed a cry!!

[stars4anakin]

SIMPLE TOUCHES — ANAKIN SKYWALKER

summary: Anakin's love language is touch; going throughout the day little touches telling you that he's there.

warnings: umm just fluff, secret relationship

pairings: Anakin Skywalker x Senator!Gn!Reader

drabble ... MASTERLIST

Shortly after you two met, you began to notice those gentle touches. Whenever Anakin would pass by, his hand would brush against your back, sending shivers down your spine and eliciting an involuntary laugh, which he adored. Years had passed since then, and now, as a happily married couple, Anakin's subtle caresses continued in moments when no one else was watching. His fingers would graze your back or your arm, searching for that sweet, contagious laugh that you never failed to let out. It was a cherished gesture, a secret language of affection.

Even during those challenging moments, when disagreements troubled council meetings or the chancellor's stance seemed at odds with your own, his comforting presence.. He had a way of silently reassuring you, a gentle and unspoken gesture that spoke volumes. His hand would delicately trace a path from the base of your neck down to the small of your back. It was a tender, almost innocent touch, reminding you of your place and purpose.

You both had tough jobs. He was a Jedi, and you were a Senator, which meant you often had to be apart. But no matter how hard the day, Anakin always came back to you. Sometimes, he'd find you lying there, not quite asleep, waiting for him. His hand on your back helped you fall asleep, moving gently, like a soft song. With his touch, he'd make you feel so peaceful that you'd soon drift off to sleep, safe and sound in his embrace.

a/n: haha it's been a WHILE since I last posted... I'm trying to get back into writing... um probably realllyyyy bad, hope you enjoyed it?!

[stars4anakin]

MASTERLIST-HOMEPAGE✫৲ৎ

◜ love is driving me a bit.. insane. ◞

reminder: I only write for Star Wars, as of right now

keys - ☆ - contains angst 🪻 - contains smut ★ - requested

—⁠ ANAKIN SKYWALKER

` SIMPLE TOUCHES. summary: Anakin's love language is touch; going throughout the day little touches telling you that he's there.

` DO NOT AVENGE ME. summary: when he held your dying body in his arms, you begged him of one thing, do not avenge me. - ☆

` THE WAY I LOVED YOU. summary: when arguing with Anakin you confess your feelings - ☆

[stars4anakin]

“jaaaack!” you squealed, your excitement very prominent.

“yes?”

“can you do this tiktok trend with me?”

he squinted his eyes, tilting his head to the side, “what trend?”

you crawled onto the bed he was on, scrolling through your phone and once you found the video you shoved the phone in his face, smiling like a kid.

“y/nnn, you want to come out publicly?”

“would it be so bad?”

he grinned, dropping your phone and kissed you, “i would love to.”

you kissed him again before grabbing your red lipstick. you rounded the bed, sitting in his lap, legs on each side of his thighs. you quickly applied the lipstick, kissing his lips, then his cheek. smiling as you kissed his forehead.

you kissed his jaw, then the bridge of his nose. you kept kissing him until his face was absolutely adorned by kiss marks. “okay alllllmooost done.”

you reapplied lipstick and kisses his lips again, and again.

you reached for your phone, bringing up the audio. you purposely smeared the lipstick, his hand reaching for your lips and wiped it away, the camera panned to his face covered in kisses.

“can we make one for my account?” he asked.

your eyes lit up. you placed your phone down, “we’ll post them at the same time.”

you grabbed his phone quickly unlocking it, searching up the audio. “ok, okay. are you ready?”

me nodded his smile wide. when the camera was on him this time he grabbed your cheek and brought you into a kiss, then the audio ended.

you smiled into his lips, “okay, champion.” once he opened his eyes, he looked into yours. “i can’t wait.”

he grabbed his phone and quickly posted the video, no hashtags, no caption. just an innocent video of him and his girlfriend.

you quickly captioned the video and tagged jack, then exited the app.

once you looked back up at him he smiled, “i can’t wait for the texts from mason and jamie.”

“me personally, cannot wait for trinitys reaction.”

“mmm, she’s gonna be so happy.”

he wrapped his arms around you and fell back onto the bed ignoring the notifications from your phones.

user1: I KNEW IT!!!

replies:

user2: IT WAS SO OBVIOUS!

devynnekodaa: finally!

user3: the cutest couple award goes to…

championsgf: y/n and jack making their relationship public with that audio is so real.

🔃 1,379 retweets, 12k likes

y/nismylover: y/n fans, how are we feeling after that post?

🔃 382 retweets, 10k likes

user1: not okay.

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user2: they’re such a pretty couple.

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user3: now they’re gonna be on hiatus until their next premiere 😭💕

user4: notice how no one is hating on their relationship? 😭 goals. it’s proven that they’re the cutest.

🔃 30 retweets, 705 likes

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user5: might also be from the fact that everyone thought they were already public with how they acted in interviews.

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user6: i didn’t know they weren’t public until twitter went crazy, tbh.

[stars4anakin]

— you sat drenched in your own sweat, you looked around the room only source of light being the late city lights of new york shining through the curtains.

as you got up, your legs felt shaky and your heart was still racing.

“ethan?” you choked on your sob. “i trusted you.”

“baby, no. i would never hurt you!” ethan said, dropping his knife walking up to you, his hands out almost trying to go for a hug.

“i trusted you… and you lied to me.” once he touched your arm, you swatted him off and started stepping backwards. “why?”

“i didn’t want to lie to you.” he said, his hands still reaching for you. “i never want to lie to you.”

once you looked at ethan, his eyes were already filled with tears. the knife quickly back into his hands. “i’m sorry.” he whispered, “i’m sorry, i’m sorry. i’m so sorry.”

and then he ran up to you. his knife plunged into your abdomen, his other hand rested on your cheek, bringing your forehead to his as you fell to the ground.

ethan was crying at that point, your screams and cries getting louder every time he dragged the knife up that was still in your body.

you grabbed his wrist trying to keep him still but he was too strong. you looked at him in the eyes, and saw the boy you once loved turn into a monster. “ethan.. plea- please stop!” you begged. choking on the air that you sucked in too fast. “ethan. i love you.”

he closed his eyes and let the tears flow, “i love you too.” ethan’s was right in front of you. his face inches from yours. and then you heard a gunshot.

you dropped the glass of water, your whole body flinching from the memory of the dream you just had, glass flew and scattered across your feet.

ethan ran out of the room you were once in, “hey, is everything okay?”

when you turned around your hands resting on your stomach. you couldn’t catch your breath, “eth, i can’t—“

he rushed by your side, one hand resting on yours and the other hand on your back guiding you to the couch. “i’ll be right back.” he got up walking around the glass scattered on the floor.

he brought you a new glass of water, “drink. sweets you’re gonna need to drink this. hey come on.” he said, talking you through the panic attack. “you’re okay. you’re safe. Anika and Mindy are in that room. Tara is in that room, quinn and sam in their own rooms.” he said pointing to the doors surrounding you. “nothing is gonna happen to you.”

you nodded, grabbing onto his hand and resting your head on his shoulder. “it was a stupid dream. it just. i’m okay. thank you eth.”

— a day later that dream became a reality. ethan’s unresponsive body laying on yours as sam and tara tried desperately to wake you up. you died looking into the eyes of your lover, you lay still in a pool of blood, yours mixed with ethan’s. you died loving each other in the end.

[stars4anakin]

you and jack were open with your relationship, simple things in interviews such as holding hands, longing stares, but what surprised people the most was you and jack being all close at the scream premiere. you wore and dress that matched perfectly with jacks suit. he always had some type of physical contact, his hand on your back. his hand in yours. when you were called by an interviewer, he was always watching you. his eyes fixated on you and only you.

but what your fans loved the most was when you two were standing together ready to take pictures, he whispered something in your ear causing you to laugh. you turned your head down and covered your moth to hide your smile but he grabbed your wrists away and grabbed your chin with his fingers to look in your eyes. he rose his eyebrows with an amused smile, his fingers still resting on your face, you rested your hand on his arm still lowly laughing.

no one knew what he said to you, but people spread that video everywhere, jack champion fan pages went crazy, your fan pages went crazy. for weeks after you and jack just endlessly scrolled on social media seeing that clip everywhere.

if you saw this posted on my other blog, no you didnt!!!!!

inspired by robert pattinson and suki waterhouse at the met gala this year!!!

[stars4anakin]

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◜nothing in the world belongs to me... but my love. ◞

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