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Love? (Adrian Chase x reader)

Summary: A devil and the vigilante meet and find one in each other.

A/N: Hello everybody it's been a long while but with season two coming I wanna get back in the ring. Now I wrote this with the purpose of getting through some things to be honest so if it makes you uncomfortable check out my other stuff instead?

Warnings: mentions of sexual assault, dark themes, mentions of violence, mentions of sex, mentions of blood, mentions of devils,

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This is a new series I'm working on kinda like my black widow and witch series. A series of oneshots that tie in but can be read alone!

If you wanna send in request for this series you can!!

No one mentions how hard it is to look in the mirror.

The eerie feeling of disgust that sometimes washes over you. Most people don't know how to put it in words. It's hard for you to put it in words.

All you know is that whatever happened.

Happened.

The memories don't ever really leave. Doesn't matter how much therapy you go through. It always lingers

"So how is my favorite patient feeling today?" Your doctor spoke as he sat across from you.

"Okay or whatever." A mumble came out. You didn't think talking was that essential. Your doctor sighed once more.

"See this is why I don't think I should clear you for the field. Waller put in a request I send you out for a task force, but I don't think you're ready. It's been months and you won't talk." He sighed.

"Waller wants me back that's not shocking." A bitter scoff left you.

"She does, but I don't think you're ready. When Rick Flag found you he said your injuries were-"

"RIck Flag is dead what does that matter-"

"What I'm saying is what you went through wasn't easy. You were made as a weapon against your will and other things happened against your will-"

"If I say I'll join Wallers task force can I go?" You cut him off.

"I want you to get better." Your doctor spoke up. "And you won't let me help you. You won't take any of the advice I've given you nor have you attempted to open up-"

"Because it's waste of time! Why do I need to talk about it? Rick Flag was the only person I ever told about it and he died. I just want to fucking move on already and being here doesn't help!" You slammed your hand down panting angrily.

No one ever talks about the rage you feel eventually after.

"So please just sign me off for the field and let me move on." You cleared your throat covering your face with your hands.

"Considering how this is the most you've spoken in months since you became my patient, I'll sign you for the field, but we continue these sessions. Maybe a distraction is what you need." He spoke

"Thanks." You murmured standing up to walk out.

The next day, you got ready before driving to the location they sent you.

It was a record shop?

Walking in, you ignored the musky scent in the air looking around. A pair of green eyes locked onto yours.

"Who the fuck is this?" The eyes you locked in with shouted standing up pulling out a gun. You raised an eyebrow scoffing.

"Is that supposed to scare me?" You spoke as he glared at you.

"Woah woah!" Another voice shouted. "Vigilante she's the new recruit!" A voice yelled out.

"Harcourt?" She turned seeing you giving you a nod.

"Yup it's me. Waller sent John and me here as punishment for Project Starfish." Emilia sighed pinching the bridge of her nose. "Good to see you too Y/N." She gave you a tight smile.

"Ahh my months off the field in therapy might be why sent me here too. You know how she feels about weakness." You rolled your eyes walking in more.

"Yeah she sure did rant about you." John spoke up nodding at you.

A small laugh left you, "Good to see you too Economos." You sat down nodding at Vigilante. "Who's this?"

"I'm Vigilante. Sorry didn't know you were joining the team!" He grinned at you. You nodded at him not saying much.

"Y/N." You gave him a short response taking a seat. "So what's the job?-"

"Guys you'll never guess what I found-" Your eyes glared at the next person who spoke.

Christopher Smith.

The man who killed your best friend. Rick Flag. The only man you ever felt safe around after everything happened to you.

"What the fuck?!" You shouted standing up. Chris's eyes widened as you grabbed your gun loading it.

"Hey!" Vigilante shouted out pulling his gun out again. "I'm not letting you shoot my best friend!!"

"Oh you're his friend." You pulled your other gun out pointing it at Vigilante. "That means you die too-"

"No one is dying!" Emilia shouted out. "Y/N they're part of this task force-"

"Oh this has to be a fucking joke. Waller wants me to work with him?" You shouted out.

"Like working with the fucking devil sounds fun for me-" Chris yelled out quickly getting cut off by you.

"I'm not a devil!!" You yelled at him. "But I will gladly become one just to end your fucking life-"

"Enough!!!" Harcourt shouted out. "I know it's hard for you to see him. Trust it was hard for us at first too. Considering how much of a dick he is, but we can't kill him. This mission is too important."

Your hand shook as you nodded setting the gun down. Your eyes met Vigilante. "You could put yours down too."

He nodded setting his gun down. "Now can someone explain what this important mission is?" You asked.

"Aliens?" You laughed after they filled you in. "Waller wants us to kill aliens!"

"Pretty much." Harcourt explained as she sighed taking a seat with you. "I know sounds fucking stupid, but this is the team." Harcourt explained.

You nodded sighing afterwards. "Got it." You looked around feeling a pair of eyes on you. It was Vigilante.

"Why did he call you a devil?" He asked.

"What?" You glared at him "I'm not a devil." You corrected him.

Vigilante nodded, "Alright alright cool it, I was just curious cause I can say for sure you don't look like a devil." He smiled.

You raised an eyebrow as everyone looked at him.

"She just tried to kill me and you're flirting with her!" Chris yelled out.

"What she's hot!" Vigilante yelled out throwing his hands up. You rolled your eyes at his words.

"Fuck they're both idiots." Vigilante glared at your words.

"Hey I'm not an idiot!" He shouted. "I'm smart when it counts!"

You gave him a blank stare.

Adrian didn't know who you were. What he did know though was that you had to be the definition of beauty.

You sat down ignoring Adrian's stare. He smiled at you. He was weird. Thats's the conclusion you came too.

Adrian on the other hand, came to the conclusion that you were rude, but there was something about you that made him want to know more.

"So you're name is Y/N?" He asked as he moved closer to you.

"Not to be rude but I don't wanna get to know you. You're Peacemaker's best friend right? So in my book that means you're a dick like he is." You snapped out.

"Hey no no I'm not a racist-"

"What does being a racist have to do with anything-"

"Cause that's what makes him a dick! He's a little bit of a racist!" Adrian shouted.

"Okay but that's not what makes him a dick! What makes him a dick is the fact that he killed someone I care about!" You yelled out.

"He killed someone you care about?" Adrian raised an eyebrow.

"Oh he didn't tell you?" You scoffed. "Just like him."

Chris went quiet overhearing you both.

"I'm sure he'll give you all the juicy details." Adrian stared at you after you spoke.

"No I think I'd wanna hear from you." He gave you a smile.

"That is if you're not gonna take the chance to know me and just assume I'm a dick." He grinned.

"I don't wanna be mean, but please fuck off." You sighed.

"Nah I'm like a leech. You can ask anyone besides I wanna get to know you." He smiled.

"Why?" You snapped out.

"Because something tells me I should and usually my gut feelings are never wrong so." He shrugged.

You sighed opting to just ignore him. He was irritating and very bothersome.

But the better question is why did you actually find him funny?

Two weeks went by, Adrian would not stop bothering you. You wanted to hate it, but you found him silly.

"So did you hear?" Adrian sat across from you. You hummed not bothering to talk. You hardly ever did.

"The next mission is gonna be just me and you!" He explained. "We get to spend time together-"

"Wait what?" You finally spoke. "Adrian the only people who I was told would work with me is Harcourt because she can handle it-"

"I know! I know! That you don't want me but I swore up and down to Harcourt that I can handle working with you. I mean I enjoy talking well I talk and you listen and I really appreciate that cause a lot of the time they cut me off and just call me stupid and you hardly call me stupid-"

"Adrian Adrian." You spoke to him to cut him off gently. "Breathe dude. Look I like the fact that you wanna work with me and I think you're nice but-"

"You don't wanna work with me." He sighed out. "I get that you're worried but I really can take care of myself-"

"That's not what I'm worried about..." Your eyes shut as you looked down. "I ask for Harcourt to work with me because I..have a condition. It's why I get called Devil. I don't like it and when it happens I struggle to hold back." You explained not meeting his gaze.

"That sounds fucking cool." You looked at him in shock hearing his words. "You gotta let me see it."

"No I can't control it-" You tried to speak.

"Why not?" He asked you. "Did you ever not learn to do it?" Adrian looked at you curiously.

"I used to be able too but after I sustained an injury I lost control and haven't been able to handle it since. Harcourt has been the only one I trust enough to pull me back from that ledge."

Adrian raised an eyebrow in surprise. "That's insane. I wanna ask what injury but-"

"I don't wanna talk about it. I appreciate your wanting to get to know me, but I don't trust anyone. I can't." You shook your head.

Adrian nodded in understanding, "No yeah I rarely trust people with my identity. It's hard to trust anyone." He explained. "Look if you really wanna work with just Harcourt I'll respect that, but if you'd be willing to give me a chance maybe I could help." He gave you a small smile.

He sounded apologetic. Adrian wasn't that stupid. He could see the look in your eyes. He had the same look. You're someone who'd been hurt badly and it scarred you.

He could say the same about his relationship with his brother. He was always the scrawny stupid guy no one really liked. He hit puberty at a late age and his best friend disregards him most of the time.

Adrian knew that rage you had. He experienced it in his own way everyday.

You smiled back gently. It was weird. You hadn't smiled in a long time. Adrian's eyes widened seeing your small smile.

God he decided at that moment he wanted to see it everyday.

"Thank you Adrian." You whispered softly. "Maybe eventually."

"I got time." Adrian grinned back at you.

A month passed by now, Adrian could see everyday he was making the smallest difference with you. He knew he wanted you.

He also knew though that you'd come to him eventually.

Everyone could see you treated him differently.

It was nice to be around someone who didn't give you a pity look. Maybe it was cause he didn't know.

Adrian didn't know about the injury you sustained that caused you to be the way you were. You didn't want him to find out.

This mission was supposed to be a quick in and out.

Chris and Adrian were supposed to go in with just Harcourt and Leota.

John and you were the cover from the outside. Harcourt had ordered for you to stay behind. You weren't supposed to be involved. There was too many people around.

You sat watching from the cameras to make sure everyone was okay. The only problem was that it wasn't just a couple of butterflies. It was a whole warehouse. A horde.

"We need to fall back!" You heard Harcourt yelling from the intercoms.

"Fuck fuck fuck!" John yelled getting ready to drive off. You quickly ran opening the door. "Come on!!" You yelled out. You pulled Chris aboard along with Harcourt and Leota.

"Vigilante!!" You screamed out seeing him trying to run to catch up. John started the car. Your hand reached for Adrian's gasping as he grabbed it only to be pulled back.

"NO!" Adrian yelled out fighting the hordes of hands all over him.

Your eyes widened seeing the hands grabbing at him trying to pull him back as John began to drive needing to get away. Adrian looked at you through his mask fighting off the group on him as best as he could.

Your eyes though were stuck on the hands. So many hands on his body as he was screaming no.

It was as if you could feel them on your own skin. Hands on your body. Pulling at you. Tearing at your skin and now hands were on Adrian.

Heavy pants left you. Tears welled in your eyes seeing Adrian's mask get pulled off.

"GET OFF OF HIM!!!" You screeched out. Everyone in the van looked in shock hearing your bones snapping as you jumped off the van. A loud screech sounding out as horns grew on your head. Wings sprouting from your back.

Adrian watched in shock as you pushed off your feet flying to him. A waved of fire now behind as you shoved yourself at the horde. A sword appeared in your hand as you swung taking down three at once.

"Chase get away from her!!!!" Harcourt shouted as John stopped the car. Emilia quickly ran out to get to you. Adrian watched in shock as you ruthlessly swung taking heads off.

A loud dragon roar erupted from your throat as you set nearby bodies on fire. "Shit!!" Emilia cursed. "She's losing too much control. Chase you gotta get away I can get her to calm down."

You glared at the bodies around you. Blood soaked over you. Loud screams ripped through you as you swung your sword around glaring at the two of them.

Not able to recognize them you sprinted stabbing the ground as your wings flapped almost ready to lunge at Adrian and Emilia.

"Y/N Y/N! Stop!" Harcourt shouted raising her hand. "Adrian get out of here!!"

Adrian couldn't move though. How could he?

You looked beautiful...

It was as if he was in a trance. The only thing on his mind was getting closer to you. He ignored Emilia moving to you. You glared at him angrily roaring in his face grunting as he stood in front of you.

"Chase no she'll kill you-" Emilia tried to grab him.

"No she won't!" Adrian yelled at her. "Shut the fuck up and let me handle it." Adrian made eye contact with you as he said his next words, "I can handle it." He whispered now.

He removed his mask getting his glasses on. You grunted holding yourself back from lunging at him.

"You're mad I know you are." He spoke to you. "You didn't like them touching me."

You bared your teeth jumping at him. He approached you not caring. Your hands shook as he kept walking to you.

"That's what this was right? All the hands-" You cut him off yelling at him. Adrian ignored you, "The hands. Your eyes were only locked on the hands, but look they're gone."

Your eyes looked down at his hands. You shook as he kept approaching you not an ounce of fear on his face. Why wasn't he scared?

Everyone else usually was.

Adrian gently grabbed your wrist. Tears sprung to your eyes as you struggled against him your sword disappearing. Your lungs were on fire as your wings snapped out.

Adrian caught you as you fell sobbing as your body slowly burned away your wings. "I got you. You're good dude. It's okay." He sighed rocking you as you heaved oxygen barely reaching your mouth.

"Adrian-" You gasped his name out sobbing loudly as he tightened his grip on you.

"I'm here. It's okay. The hands are gone." He whispered.

You nodded gripping him back tightly before your body fell limp the pain knocking you out cold.

"You got her down." Emilia whispered in shock. Adrian nodded at her words.

"Yeah I noticed where she was looking. What triggered her.." He whispered out before looking at Emilia.

"She said the reason she couldn't control herself was because of an injury she sustained. The reason she was in therapy for so long...what happened?" He looked at her shaking already having a hunch.

"Get her in the van. We need to leave." Emilia ignored his question. "It's not my place now get her in the van."

Adrian glared at her a bit before nodding. He scooped you up huffing as he kept you close. "Don't worry, I won't let you go." He whispered to your unconscious body.

The feeling after transforming was what you though to be the worst. Ever since you were hurt anytime you transformed it felt as if it was tearing your body apart. You couldn't control it. Not anymore.

Your body would be sore for about a day depending on how long you'd be in your devil form. Adrian sat by you making sure to keep you comfortable.

Emilia warned him about the pain you went through after transforming.

When you awoke the first thing you felt was soreness from your back, you winced arching a bit feeling as if someone poured lava on you.

"Hey hey what do you need?" You turned seeing Adrian.

"Water." You whispered hoarsely feeling the parched. Mainly from the yelling you did. Your throat on fire.

Adrian nodded holding a straw to your lips letting you take greedy gulps. You sighed pulling back nodding at him. "Thank you." You whispered grateful he was here. Grateful he didn't look scared.

"You're okay..do you remember what happened?" He asked you warily. You stood quiet for a moment contemplating on telling him the truth.

"Yeah I do." You whispered after a moment. "Thank you for that too...I'm sorry I uh.."

"You're good. It was pretty bad ass to be honest." He grinned at you for a moment. You sighed rolling your eyes.

"No it wasn't." You sighed. "It was horrifying and kinda gross-"

"You looked beautiful." He cut you off. "I thought that you were something straight from DND and I really love DND remember? God it was so cool. How could that be horrifying?" He asked you. He looked almost love struck.

He was praising you as if you showed him the gates to heaven.

You went quiet processing his words. "It's hard for me to be in that form."

"Since you're injury right?" You looked up at him nodding.

"Yeah since my injury." Adrian nodded at your words sitting down. He offered you his hand. It was a friendly gesture.

Hesitantly you reached forward grabbing it, your hand shook as he stood quiet. It was only about two minutes before he spoke again.

"Y/N I know most people have probably asked you to talk about it but-"

"Please don't ask..please I can't have you know. So please Adrian don't ask me.." You whispered meekly. Adrian's breath hitched he'd never seen you so vulnerable before.

You always kept an annoyed front. A strong front and right now you were raw. You were a mess, but Adrian didn't mind. He loved beautiful messes.

"I won't ask you too. I could never ask you anything that I think would hurt you, but I'm not gonna leave you so easily either. Not right now that you're like this.." He squeezed your hand.

Your hand squeezed his back as you looked into his eyes only seeing honesty. Adrian was a bad liar. He wouldn't leave you. You knew he meant it.

"Rick Flag was the one who found me..my injuries nearly killed me." You spoke hoarsely. Adrian nodded. "That's why you hate Peacemaker who's still my bestie." He joked softly.

You scoffed, "Even after he let you get tortured." You spoke back smiling at him. Your smile faded as you looked at him.

"You're really not gonna leave me right?" You asked him weakly.

Adrian looked into your eyes. "Peacemaker is my best friend, but you are my salvation." He spoke confidently. "And I'll wait for you for years if I have too. I'd never felt the way I feel about you for anyone. Not even my own family. It confuses me, but I know I want to be by your side. You treat me as more than a joke." He admitted.

"No one's cared for me this way before..and I don't know how to let people care for me Adrian. I'm not worth this effort-" You shook your head feeling hot tears go down your cheeks.

Adrian grabbed your chin turning you to look at him, "How about you don't make that choice for me? I know we've only known each other for a short while, and in this time I've seen you. And I mean you Y/N..I know no one has seen the real you in a long time and I already adore the person you are... You're worth it to me because I don't want to let you go. And I'll do whatever I have to do to keep you..even though I'm pretty annoying at times. I'll take as long as you need." He leaned in a bit resting his forehead against yours.

You whimpered before reaching up grabbing the front of his shirt. "It was two years ago." You rasped out gruffly.

Adrian nodded gently pulling back to look at you. "I'm listening." He reassured you.

"I was sent on a mission alone. Waller used to send me on them telling me I can handle it. I was able to transform so easily back then. It never hurt so badly." Tears ran down your cheeks as Adrian listened. Your head fell back against the pillow.

You'd never exactly told anyone this besides Rick. Months of therapy didn't get you to speak about it so easily. Yet with Adrian it felt safe, you knew no matter what he wasn't gonna be so easily scared away.

"I was taking down a scientist. His experiments consisted of female anatomies. He would use women and turn them into monsters. I uh..He was about Peacemakers height. Well build." You described him to a detail. "Dark brown eyes. He had callous on his hands from his work. He was my target. I was supposed to wipe him out and stop him."

You stood quiet looking down. "Someone betrayed the company at the time. Sold me out and told him what I was so he knew to prepare for me. He had a trap set. It electrocuted me to the point that my body became immobile."

Adrian stayed silent gripping your hand. He knew this wasn't gonna be an easy story to stomach.

"I was trapped and when I woke up my head was fuzzy. He had drugged me so much I couldn't transform back. I couldn't move Adrian. He kept laughing. Taunting me. His breath stank and his beer belly was big and gross." You gagged a bit.

"His hands dragged all over me. Said what a fine specimen I was.." You shook anger coursing through you. "I tried to move, but I was so fucking weak. I'd never felt more fucking pathetic. He stripped me bare. Said he was excited for this. That he'd been excited hearing what I was. His hands pulled his belt off and he forced himself on me..."

Adrian clenched his fist against his leg. His body tense. It was as if his body was on fire. He'd never felt this level of rage in his life. The idea of you in agonizing pain. Unable to move. Hands all over your body against your will.

"I bled. It was dry so when he forced himself in I wasn't ready for it. His hands ripped my wings when he grabbed them for better leverage. It was about five hours when he finally stopped. I was beaten and raped repeatedly in all that time." You sobbed looking down.

"It was as if I was watching myself from an outside view. The bones in my wings were broken by him. He ripped me apart Adrian and I couldn't fucking move. I was so scared. He wanted to kill me but after seeing how he had left me. He said I wasn't worth killing. And hopefully one day he'd get to feel me again. He killed me though still..I wasn't the same.. Rick Flag found me. Waller sent him once I hadn't responded in a day. He described in my file as one of the more gruesome sights. I was hung up to be found that way."

You angrily punched the bed. "God why didn't I break free? Why did I let that happen to me Adrian? I was smarter than that. I was better. Stronger. He took my heart away from me Adrian. He ruined me-" You began to hyperventilate.

"Hey hey-" Adrian was quick to try to soothe you. "Stop stop don't do that."

"Do what? I'm speaking the truth! It's my fault that happened to me. I can't control it anymore! I just feel so angry all the time and sad! Nothing feels good anymore and it's because I didn't protect myself better-" You gasped

"Y/N!" Adrian snapped out now. "Shut up." He grabbed your shoulders. "Shut up right now." He spoke firmer now.

"You listen to me," Adrian grabbed your hands gently. "Don't you ever say that about yourself again. None of that is your fault"

"Adrian.." You cried.

"No stop. None of it is your fault and what he did doesn't define who you are." He snapped out. "You were drugged. You said it yourself. You couldn't move. There was no way to stop him. You didn't know. What he did to you is horrible. He broke your wings, but you did what you should've done. You survived." He whispered

"You survived and you're still here and I swear to you now. I am going to hunt him down if it's the last thing I do. Nothing will keep this man safe from me." Adrian spoke determined to make this man feel the worse pain he could.

"I don't want you to blame yourself for what this coward of a man did to you. I don't want you to say you're weak, because you survived the nightmare. That doesn't make you weak. It makes you the toughest person I know." He grabbed your hands tighter kissing your head.

"You are not the things he made you think you were. It's not your fault and I'll say as many times as you need me too. Because you're not weak. You're not pathetic. You're the strong person I've gotten to know and care more about as time goes on. And I don't think any less of you." He spoke softly.

"You don't?" You asked him shakily.

"Why would I?" He whispered back looking into your eyes. "I said I wasn't going anywhere and I'll take as long as you need. So long as you want me around..."

"I do want you around...I want someone who doesn't give me a sad stare." You sniffled as he wiped your tears. Adrian smiled.

"When I see you all I see is the beautiful devil...why would I give that a sad stare?" He caressed your cheek.

"I need to go slow before I could fully-"

"Hey...didn't I say I'll wait as long as I have too?" He grinned grabbing both your hands. "More it'll be worth it in the end." Adrian smiled.

"I wanna learn to be me again.." Your hands played with his fingers nervously.

"I wanna help." Adrian spoke back.

"I'm a bit of a mess-" You tried to warn him stopping as he scoffed.

"So am I." Adrian smiled. "I still want you." He spoke softly.

"You sure?" You asked once more. Adrian nodded.

"As sure as I know that you're the most breath taking thing in front of me." Adrian laughed.

"Shut up." You groaned.

"Nah you like hearing me talk." Adrian grinned. "I'll never stop talking to you and flirting with you."

"God are you gonna be this annoying?" You smiled a bit. "Thank you.." You whispered. "I want you by my side." You admitted.

"Then I'm here. You only need to ask." Adrian kissed your knuckles.

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starsofmilos · 10 months ago

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i would give this old man the best head of his life trust that!!!!!! he’s so scrumptious idc all he consumes is alcohol, he’s MINE and id suck him down like water!

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starsofmilos · 10 months ago

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Shadow (Logan Howlett x reader)

Synopsis: He was supposed to love her...Not you....

So I've decided to come back and I'm doing better than ever. I have also decided to no longer limit myself to just one character I love Adrian Chase but I'm gonna write what makes me happy. Send requests for Wolverine if you'd like!!!

Logan Howlett Masterlist

Warnings: mentions of violence, mentions of sex, kissing, angst, fluff,scenting

Jean Grey...

The very name was more pretty than yours. She was everything you weren't.

You could never be her.

That's why you understood why Logan loved her. You craved that same gazing look he gave her. The way his eyes seemed to grow almost soft when he would stare at her.

The crinkles in the corner of his eyes when he would smile at her.

You could never be Jean Grey. Especially considering the fact that Logan couldn't even spare you a glance half the time.

You were a background person. A wallflower. Even before you developed your mutation, you had always just been average.

Ironically enough your mutation allowed you to control the vines and flowers.

You built a garden for the students to play in. It was your pride and Charles loved it. It's where you spent most your time, tending to it.

Jean loved books while you loved the mud.

It was another boring blissful day. Nothing new. Nothing exciting. Another mission for the team. You went on them anytime you could. Your florals allowed you to heal wounds.

You always went as support. The only person never really needing it being Logan. Nothing you did ever really benefitted him it seemed.

Jumping a bit, you looked to your side seeing Logan. His eyes staring ahead. Jean and Scott had just gotten together making it known to everyone.

Logan hadn't seemed to care but you could see the longing in his eyes. How he wished it was him

Jean was leaning against. Him that she was kissing gently as she caressed his chest.

Not that you knew, but you were wrong.

Logan stared in longing, but not for Jean. He stared for the craving of being loved.

As you fiddled with your thumbs, he stared down at you. Wishing it could be you holding his arm. Kissing his cheek as he grumbled.

Logan knew he was a unworthy man, but he'd kill for the very touch of your lips against his cheek. For the idea that maybe you could love him in the way Jean loved Scott.

Anytime you believed he was staring at Jean, he hadn't been looking at her. He was looking at the you.

He was only looking at her wishing it would be you staring at him the way she stared at Scott.

Jean and him had a complicated relationship, but the way he felt for you surpassed anything he ever believed he felt for Jean.

You lit the room up.

He never even really liked flowers till he met you.

"Doll what's goin on in that mind of yours?" His smooth voice sounded out as he whispered in your ear.

You jumped in surprise hearing his voice. "Oh nothing. I was just thinking about what new flowers I wanna add to the garden back at the manor."

Logan chuckled a bit. "Always thinkin about flowers huh? What kind were you thinking though?" He smirked lightly at you.

"Bleeding hearts." You grinned at him bashfully. It was hard not to feel anything when he would smile at you.

"Those sure are beautiful." He huffed a bit.

"You know what those are?" You teased a bit laughing as he glared at you.

"Course I do. I'm not an idiot all the time." Logan grumbled a bit puffing his cigar.

"I never said you were." You quickly reassured him. "Just not many people know plants."

"I learned for you." He whispered out.

Your smiled dropped as you looked at him in slight shock. That was unexpected.

"Did you really?" You whispered out now. Logan smirked at you ruffling your hair.

"So bleeding hearts for the garden?" He asked again changing the subject.

"Yeah..bleeding hearts." You repeated still staring at him dazed.

The mission went smoothly as usual. Logan always made sure any mission he went on for you did. He never wanted you overworked.

Jean smiled as you tended to her minor wounds. "Thank you." She smiled as you worked.

"You don't gotta thank me. I'm just happy I could be of some use." You chuckled a bit.

Jean shook her head, "You shouldn't do that. Don't talk down on your self like that."

"I can't help it." You tried to joke. Jean shook her head again.

"You should ask him out." She spoke up. You looked at her in shock.

"Who?" You tried to play it off. Jean couldn't afford to know. He was once someone she saw romantically.

"You know who. He's staring at us right now." She smiled. You turned your head finding Logan.

"He's staring at you. He always does." You sighed out. Jean shook her head.

"You're wrong. He's staring at you. I know. I could tell. Trust me..I don't hold a candle to how he looks at you." She smiled walking away.

Rolling your eyes, you began to pack your things. How could she know what Logan truly wanted?

You knew she could read minds but she would never pry in his. At least you hoped she wouldn't.

Once home, you were the first off the quinjet not noticing how Logan's eyes followed you.

Quickly you ran to the garden smiling as you saw it intact beautifully.

You used your mutation to brighten the flowers making a vine above hanging the bleeding hearts.

"Here I thought you'd race to get some rest after a mission. Should've known you'd be out here." Logan's voice sounded out.

You turned to face him smiling.

"Couldn't help it. Been thinking about this the entire fly back."

Logan approached gently touching the flowers. "They sure are beautiful..."

"Thank you.." You whispered in response. Logan stared in amazement at you not looking away as you met his gaze.

It felt impossible. How was he staring at you this way?

You weren't Jean.

That's why he was looking at you though. You weren't Jean. You were you.

Logan was always a man of action. Not words. He leaned in giving you the opportunity to move. T

o push him and ask what he was doing. He didn't even know what he was doing , but he wanted to kiss you.

God did he want to kiss you.

His lips brushed against yours.

A small breath left you as he shut his eyes. Your hands moved up his shoulders whining as he pressed himself against you.

He kissed you with everything he had.

You pulled away looking at him in shock. His hand caressed your cheek.

"God I am so selfish for asking this. I don't deserve you, but please let me have you.." He whispered kissing you again.

You panted nodding as he kissed you again. His head moving to nuzzle against your neck.

He inhaled your scent deeply growling as his hands moved your waist caressing your hips.

"Logan.." You whispered pulling back to look at him. "I'm not..I'm not used to this..do you really want me?" You asked him in shock.

"You have no idea doll. No fucking clue what I would do for you." He whispered panting.

"Logan.." You whimpered his name as he caressed your head.

"I'm right here. I want you..so let me have you.." He spoke in a slight desperate growl.

"I thought you wanted her.." You spoke softly. Logan shook his head.

"Don't say stupid shit. All I want is you."

You smiled at his attitude laughing as he lifted you up carrying you away.

"Shush..we're getting food." He grumbled.

"Okay..guess I belong to you now." You teased.

"Damn straight you do." Logan huffed a laugh knowing you'd be stuck next to him forever.

Not that you'd complain though.

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Holding Back (Adrian Chase x reader)

Synopsis: You're an immortal. Adrian is not. You fall in love with a version of him each and every time. Only to outlive him.

So I had this idea while listening to the song 'I Know You,' by Faye Webster. I recommend.

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Warnings: mentions of sex, angst, fluff, cursing, mentions of violence, guns, blood, murder

"You're holding me and holding back I don't really care for that Just you"

Adrian didn't wanna go out tonight. He said he wouldn't, but the team wanted him to go.

So here he was sat here at the bar ordering a beer as he waited for Chris to show up. He didn't notice you.

The pretty girl who had been working the bar. The girl who couldn't help but look at him as if you saw a ghost. The girl who's hand shook as you handed him a beer.

"This isn't what I ordered miss-" Adrian froze as he looked up seeing you. Actually seeing you. He adjusted his glasses.

"Hi.." He breathed out. A warm feeling spread throughout him. He grinned at you.

It was like something struck his chest. He couldn't describe it but you were..

You were so beautiful..

"So this isn't your drink? I'm sorry call it an old habit I guess. I'll get you what you ordered sorry-"

"No no! I want this beer. I'll take it your fine." Adrian grinned at you. You gave him a nervous smile. He took it sipping it.

"Holy shit this is amazing." You fidgeted with your hands.

"Yeah I figured you would like that one." He couldn't stop staring at you. "Well I'll be getting back to work now."

"What's your name?" Adrian asked you.

"What?"

"Your name? I'm so sorry I must be acting like such a weirdo. I'm Adrian and I plan on ordering this beer again so incase I forget the name of it..Can I have your name?"

"Oh..I'm Y/N.." You gave him a smile.

"Y/N..that's such a pretty name.." You grew flustered as he couldn't help but stare at you.

"Thank you..Adrian.." You walked away giving him another glance. He looked just the same as always.

Adrian jumped feeling a hand on his shoulder. "Dude why are you staring at the bartender?" Chris had arrived.

"Oh I just ordered a drink."

"That's not your usual though." Chris gave him a confused look.

"I wanted to try something new okay!" Adrian snapped out. He shook his head.

Chris laughed a bit. "Alright dude my bad. You mind calling her back? I wanna order a drink now."

"Uh sure sure sure." Adrian looked at you giving you a grin again. You smiled waving at him. He waved you over.

"There's a pause between every minute Feelin' like I need something It's just you"

You giggled as Adrian kissed your neck. "Man am I so happy you came home with me."

"Well you're cute and you got me pizza so I couldn't pass up an opportunity to be with you." Adrian laughed kissing you.

"Now look I latched on and didn't let go and I will never let you go." You giggled kissing his lips. "I don't know how to explain it. I just felt attached to you. Like it happened so fast.”

Your smile faltered a bit at his words. Adrian lifted his head feeling you tense. “What’s wrong?” He asked caressing your cheek.

“Nothing..just happy to be here with you.” You relaxed again. He kissed your lips.

“I’m happy to be here with you too. Now wanna cuddle and watch movies?” He asked running his hand down your stomach. You giggled feeling ticklish.

“Yeah I’d love that a lot.” He smiled at your words kissing you again. He really couldn’t explain it. He just felt it in his heart.

“I know I know

I know I know

you..

You…”

“Adrian I don’t-“

“ITS NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE!!” Adrian shouted cutting you off. His hands urgently reaching for his mask.

You stood in shock feeling the blood soak through your shoes. Your socks now drenched.

In all the lives you’ve lived, you have seen your fair share of dead people. You’ve seen Adrian die in almost every life time you’ve been with him, but this was different.

You had never seen him standing over the dead people.

“Honey please please it’s not what it looks like.” He panted ripping his Vigilante mask off. “I swear please baby.” He reached for you desperate.

Your eyes snapped to his. Shock was coursing through you but the one thing that also flowed through you was love.

Adrian was and will always be the love of your life. No matter what.

Your hand lifted grasping his ignoring the blood on them. “It’s okay.” Adrian looked in shock by your words. You leaned in your lips meeting his gently. “I know you. It’s okay.” You reassured.

He grasped at you yanking your body to his. Neither of you caring of the blood all over or the dead body in the room. At least you knew in this lifetime Adrian could protect himself.

“I'll quiet down if it's what you want

I understand I'm not the only one

For you”

“So peacemaker and me totally fucking nerfed this guy and then he spit out a fucking Butterfly from his mouth! So I freak out and I shoot him-“

“Adrian you’re literally missing your pinky toe.” You lectured him as you tended to his wounds. “This is not funny to me. He let you get tortured.”

“Well yeah but he also couldn’t give up information so I understand-“

“Yeah well I don’t. You call him your best friend but he could even fucking stop a guy from torturing you.”

“Y/N…” Adrian sighed out. “It’s not a big deal-“

“Yes it is.” You cut him off. “I’m sorry honey but this is big deal to me. You’re hurting. And if this me sitting here instead you’d have a lot more to say.”

“Yeah but this isn’t you! God why do I even bother speaking you have some type of lecture waiting for me.” Adrian snapped out.

“You did not just say that to me.” You snapped out standing up. Adrian sighed looking away.

“Okay…make sure to keep your wounds clean.” Adrian’s eyes widened seeing you grab your bag.

“Baby where are you going-“

“Away from you since all I seem to do is fucking annoy you.” You yelled back as tears welled in your eyes.

“I didn’t say that!” Adrian argued. “You’re putting words in my mouth.”

“Every time I find you I get so happy but then forget how much of an ass you are.” You sniffled as you cried.

“Babe what do you mean?” He asked confused by your wording. You ignored him storming out.

“So tell me what you're looking for

Is it a picture-perfect girl

For you?”

You laid in bed replaying the argument with Adrian in your head. You loved him more than anything in your life.

Could this be the end? No it couldn’t possibly be? You’ve had worser disagreements in the past. Well your past lives that is.

It was exhausting losing Adrian.

A knock on your window interrupted your thoughts. Peeking through you sighed seeing Adrian as Vigilante.

“I don’t wanna talk to you.” You snapped out. Adrian groaned.

“Honey I’m sorry! You were right. I should be more angry about it. I don’t think you lecture me all the time and when you do I know it’s cause you care. I’m just an idiot!”

You opened the window glaring at him. “No you’re just sorry cause you want something not cause you mean it.”

“No I do mean it.” Adrian snapped out. “I do mean that I’m sorry for upsetting you and making you cry. I don’t like doing that.”

You rolled your eyes as he reached forward grasping your chin. “Hey.” He whispered out. “I do mean it. You’re right I’m not sorry for brushing the whole thing off but I am sorry for not taking your feelings into account and not listening to you and making you sad. You only speak to me cause you care and I love you and I’m not ready to lose you.” He whispered out.

You moved aside letting him in. He ripped his mask off lunging for you. His head buried in your neck as he held you. You sighed hugging him back.

“You were also right about another thing. I did come for something and that something is you.” He murmured out. “You’re mine. My girl and I don’t like it when we’re apart and you’re mad at me.” He kissed you softly.

“Here I was thinking you’d break up with me and find someone better.” You teased.

“Never.” Adrian looked at you seriously. “I could never.”

“I know

I know

You

You…”

“So you can’t die.” Adrian repeated your words softly. After project Butterfly, you decided it was finally time to tell Adrian your biggest secret.

“Yes..when I was younger I challenged one of the gods and I lost. He proceeded to curse me with immortality.” I sighed.

“That’s why you never age?” Adrian snapped out. A small short laugh bursted. Out of everything he could’ve said you weren’t expecting that.

“Yeah that’s why I don’t age. I’ve lived through it all Adrian.” You smiled at him. He sighed holding your hand.

“And you know me?..” He repeated again. You nodded standing up.

“This is my photo album that I’ve never shown you..it goes back to when cameras were invented.” Adrian looked through it shocked to see himself over and over.

“Y/N..you fall in love with me over and over again.” He whispered in shock.

“And I standby you as you die too.” You spoke. “I love you Adrian Chase. More than anything in this universe.”

Adrian stood up scooping you up in his arms. “I love you too..I don’t know what to say. This is crazy. Like it’s cool but also like wow. You’re telling me that you fall in love with me over and over?”

“It’s how I knew your favorite that night we met at the bar. I’ve gotten you that same drink so many times.” He laughed at your words.

“I wanna be with you forever.” He whispered out.

“I'm here regardless of the pain

Don't ever tell me to go away

From you”

“ADRIAN!” You yelled for him as you bursted through the hospital doors. Chris stood up going to meet you.

“Y/N! Hey hey calm down he’s in surgery right now as we speak.” He grasped your arm. You yanked away from him.

“You don’t talk to me! You could give two shits about him.” You snapped out. A nurse approached you both.

“Adrian Chase?” She spoke up. Your head snapped up.

“I’m his fiance.” You looked at her worriedly. It was seven pm when you got the call. Adrian had been in a tough fight and took a gunshot for Chris.

You had practically ran yourself here.

The nurse nodded. “He’s in the ICU asking to see you. I could take you back there with him?” She offered softly. “The doctor said his chances are not so good. The gun punctured his upper cavity..”

Your heart dropped at her words. You rushed with her seeing Adrian in his hospital bed. Tears welled in your eyes as you ran to him.

“Adrian..” You whispered out. Your hand grasped his. “I’m right here baby even if you can’t see me I’m right here. I’m not gonna go anywhere.”

Adrian laid barely able to speak. His hand gently squeezed yours back as you kissed his arm. Your head pressed against his shoulder.

“You’re gonna be okay. You have too. I can’t lose you so soon. Please don’t make me lose you so soon.” You sobbed against him.

“When we're old and have to leave the Earth

I'll still remember all I've learned

From you”

You had never once lost Adrian this soon. You were supposed to have a lifetime left before this happened again.

This wasn’t something you had prepared for. Adrian always was unpredictable.

He laid asleep in bed your hand still in his. You weren’t going to leave him. You refused too.

You’d do anything for him.

That includes giving your life away. You grasped his hand tightly.

Something filled you deeply. There was always a part of the curse you were bared that, you didn’t tell Adrian. The only way to cure the curse would be to past it on to the person you love the most.

Immortality was one of your greatest shames though. It wasn’t all it was thought out to be. You didn’t want Adrian to die though.

“This will kill me..” You spoke softly. The second the curse would leave your body, you’d die.

You smiled softly kissing him. “I love you. And I hope you find someone to love again. Maybe in another life we’re happy?..” A small sob left you as you caressed his head letting your life spill into him.

Adrian woke up alone.

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starsofmilos · 2 years ago

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Hey, are you open to requests right now? No pressure if not, I don’t want you to be overwhelmed right after getting back. I’m so happy you’re back though!

I’m opens to request! Send it in :3 I just ask that you read my rules

#lovely anon

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starsofmilos · 2 years ago

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So if it’s OK, I wanted to give a little feedback on the story you just posted. First of all, I did really like it and the smut was amazing, as always! You are a good writer!

But I would maybe consider reworking the argument in the beginning. Adrian has moments where he gets angry or irritated, but from what we see in the show the way he expresses that anger is much more passive aggressive than loud.

At least going off what we see in the show, it’s unlikely he would scream at somebody he loves over something trivial and definitely wouldn’t call them a bitch over some thing trivial. I think he’d have to be pushed really really really crazy far to get to that point. An argument like this would probably be more quiet tension and passive aggression until everything bubbles over and explodes.

(And I really hope this doesn’t seem overly critical because again I do think you’re a good writer and I eat up your stories, I also think you generally have a very good handle of Adrian’s character and I love the way you write him.)

You have a good point I think I’ll go back and rework it. I love feedback so thank you! I love to improve where I can when I can! You’re right too. Adrian’s character is a bit more passive aggressive. I’ll keep the smut the same but work on the argument part thank you!!

(Update: I reworked a bit :3 )

❤️❤️

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starsofmilos · 2 years ago

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I’m so happy you’re back in posting again! You’re seriously my favorite Vigilante rider on here and I get so so stupidly. Excited whenever you post!

But writing a side, I’m just glad that you’re back and happy, and that everything is OK in your life ❤️.

I’m so happy to be back. I was nervous posting again but I missed it so much and I hope to stay back. Everything is kinda working out now and I hope it stays that way! I missed you guys so much! ❤️❤️🥺🥺🥰🥰

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starsofmilos · 2 years ago

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is it OK to give feedback on a story? I don’t want to give unsolicited feedback if you’re not comfortable with it.

No I love feedback! I love to improve where I can!! Thank you!

#anon ask

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Ohh Tumblr must have eaten the ask! I wanted to request something where Adrian and the reader get into a really big fight, and then have intense makeup sex with dom Adrian overstimulating the reader. And then there’s very soft and sweet aftercare and he holds them.

I’m back! And I’m posting again and I hope you like this request!!

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starsofmilos · 2 years ago

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Make Up? (Adrian Chase x reader)

Request: Ohh Tumblr must have eaten the ask! I wanted to request something where Adrian and the reader get into a really big fight, and then have intense makeup sex with dom Adrian overstimulating the reader. And then there’s very soft and sweet aftercare and he holds them.

Eeeee I'm alive again and postin! I was so excited when I saw this request and hope I do it justice!

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Warnings: dom Adrian, angst, fluff, argument, yelling, p in v, oral (male receiving and fem receiving) choking, spanking, degradion, cursing, face fucking, spitting

Adrian was mad.

Now usually he wasn't an angry person. He was calm and rational. He took pride in knowing that he wasn't an angry person.

Today had just been rough. He just wanted to go home and cuddle with you.

You had also had a bad day. Things just went terrible today and all you wanted was to go home and cuddle with your boyfriend.

Neither of you are sure how you ended up here.

"Adrian I said it was an accident!!"

"Sure it was!! You totally didn’t plan to ruin the day!"

"Oh okay yes cause that was my end goal for today!! I woke up and said let's piss off Adrian!"

"Yes! You live to piss me off!"

"Do you even hear yourself!!? I'm sorry I fucking forgot to defrost the meat like you asked me too!! I'll buy us pizza!"

"I don't want pizza!!" He roared out groaning. You grew angrier.

"You're acting like a fucking dick!"

"It was the only thing I asked of you today!"

"I said I was sorry and you know I had my own things to do today too right! Not everything of mine revolves around you!"

"All I wanted was a nice night with you and here you are ruining it!"

"Me ruining it! You are! You're the one who's yelling!"

"Cause you wouldn't leave it alone! You wouldn't fucking leave it alone! You kept pushing and pushing and pushing! I said leave it fucking alone but you had to know why I was upset and first of all I’m not even upset-"

"CAUSE I WAS WORRIED ABOUT YOU!" You screeched out.

"Why?! There’s nothing wrong!"

"Uh I'm you're girlfriend!" Adrian scoffed at your words shaking his head. You grew teary eyed now.

"Oh fuck wait don’t cry! Shit! This was stupid! Just leave it alone!! Fuck I’ll figure this shit out later." Adrian stormed off leaving you standing there.

He stopped in his track feeling something hit his back. It was the bag of frozen meat.

"You're an asshole and I hate you." You sniffled crying. Adrian clenched his fists.

He knew what he was doing was wrong. He hated arguing with you.

"No you don't." He approached you standing in front of you.

"Yes I do. I didn't ruin anything! All I did was show my worry for you dick." You jabbed your finger in his chest. "I even fucking apologized but I take it back!"

"You take it back?"

"Yes I take it back! You're a shitty boyfriend! You're a dick!" Adrian laughed shaking his head.

"You better stop." He warned you leaning in.

"Why? You won't do fucking shit. You're a coward who won't fucking talk about his feelings and instead chooses to yell at his wonderful girlfriend!"

"You're not so wonderful right now." He snapped out pushing you against the wall.

"Cause you made me this way asshole! I hate you."

"You didn't seem to hate me last night when I fucked you in the shower."

"Yeah well yesterday you weren't an asshole. It wasn't even that good. I'm better off finding someone else."

"Someone else? You think someone else could fuck you better than me?" He taunted you.

"With the way you're acting..yes." Adrian laughed pinning your hands against the wall.

"I'm gonna give you five seconds to take that back."

"Fuck you."

"1"

"You're a dick! I hate you! You yelled at me then mocked me!"

"2"

"I don't want your stupid cock! Maybe I should find a better guy." You struggled against his hands. You knew what you were doing now You wanted to egg him on. Take out both your angers another way.

"3"

"Think of it me with someone else fucking them. They wouldn't be mean like you are!"

"Oh honey you like it when I'm mean. I'll fucking prove it to you." He grabbed your hair not bothering to finish counting. You yelped as Adrian pushed you down on the bed. He leaned down kissing you.

You squirmed under him. He gripped your chin forcing your mouth open. "God you're such a little fucking brat. You don't know how to shut up."

You glared at him. "Are you gonna fuck me or keep fucking insulting me?"

"Both." Adrian sat up flipping you around. He yanked down your pants and underwear roughly. You squirmed under him gasping out as he raised his hand landing it roughly against your ass.

He grabbed your hair roughly throwing you over his lap. "What's our safe word?" He snapped out. You stood silent hitting his leg.

"Safe word!" He yelled out.

"It's teal!" You yelled back. Adrian gripped your hair tighter.

"Good do you need to use it?" He asked.

"No." You gritted your teeth.

"No what?"

"Fuck you."

"I'm being serious Y/N." Even while angry, your comfort and safety was the important thing to him. He'd rather die than hurt you.

"No sir. I don't need the fucking safe word." You gasped as he slapped your ass harshly.

"Don't fucking curse at me fucking brat." He spanked you again. "Now count."

"No!"

"Count or I swear I will spank you so fucking hard then leave you here."

You knew it was a meaningless threat. Adrian would never hurt you then not comfort you. He loved you too much and you knew you were being a brat.

"One." You mumbled out wincing from his slap. Adrian smiled now doing it again.

"Two!" You yelped as he slapped your ass.

"Not so fucking tough now huh?" He slapped your ass again harder.

"Three!" You grew teary eyed. These were hard slaps. Adrian grinned seeing your red ass. He rubbed his hand over it feeling slightly bad. It didn't stop him though.

He spanked you a total of seven more times. You had tears down your cheeks by the end of it. Adrian rubbed your sore ass as he grabbed your thigh spreading your legs open.

He smirked. You were practically dripping. "See you're fucking crying but look how wet you fucking are you stupid whore. Look at this little cunt. It's ruining my fucking pants." He sat you up pulling you into a sloppy kiss.

You moaned kissing him back. His tongue pushed against yours. Adrian pulled away laughing as you cried out. He had pushed two fingers in you with no warning.

"Ride my fingers baby." He whispered in your ear. "Get yourself off."

"No no I want you to do it-" You weakly protested. He gripped your chin.

"No only good girls get the good treatment."

"I was good though! You're the one being mean!" You cried out. He pushed you to your knees lifting your head up.

"I'll fucking show you mean. Mouth open now!" He yelled out grabbing your hair. You pouted opening your mouth. He undid his pants quickly.

"Say you want my cock and I'll think about letting you cum tonight." You whined at his words. Adrian gripped your hair tilting your head up.

"Say it Y/N."

"I want your cock." Adrian grinned caressing your head.

"Yeah you do. You want my cock huh sweet girl? My little slut."

"Yes I want your cock." Adrian tapped his cock against your cheek.

"Good now open." You opened your mouth giving him a small pretty look. Adrian caressed your cheek before shoving his cock down your throat. You gagged a bit from the force before relaxing.

Adrian groaned out holding your head against him. "Suck." He gripped your hair tighter. You whined beginning to hollow your cheeks.

"Oh fuck.." He moaned out. His hips thrusted up. You gagged as he choked you. He gripped your hair.

"I'm gonna fuck your throat is that okay? Tap once on my thigh for yes and twice on my thigh for no sweetheart." You tapped on his thigh.

"Good girl tap on it again if it becomes too much." He rutted his hips cursing as his cock made it's way down your throat. He moaned out gripping your hair as you sucked.

You moaned as he began a small pace. "Oh fuck oh fuck..is this what it takes to shut you up? Need to gag you on my fucking cock."

Adrian threw his head back moaning as he sped up now. You whined gagging as he kept going. "Oh fuck fuck fuck...such a good throat. You're doing so good."

He became brutal as he face fucked you. "I needed this so badly. Oh you fucking whore. My fucking whore. No one else gets to do this to you but me. Do you understand? You don't suck anyone else's cock but mine you stupid slut."

Adrian pulled out jacking off now. "Open your mouth now."

You listened as he cursed cumming on your face. You shut your eyes as it landed on your mouth and cheeks. Adrian panted looking at you for a moment. He picked you up throwing you down on the bed.

"Fuck fuck you did such a good job. Lay back and let me fucking take care of you. Such a good job my little whore." He spanked you again flipping you onto your back.

He shoved his face licking a fat stripe up from your hole to your clit. "Adrian!" You cried his name out. He grabbed your thighs folding you in half. His tongue pushed in your cunt.

He moaned eating you out as if he was starved. You grabbed his hair shoving his face against you. He glared up at you pulling away to spit on your cunt.

"This is mine. Do you understand that? Mine. Only I know how to fucking treat this sweet pussy. Am I clear?"

"Yes yes! Please please more!" You sobbed out as he leaned over you gripping your chin.

"No. Am I fucking clear? This pussy is mine. Mine." He shoved two of his fingers inside you beginning to fuck you. "Take back what you said."

"Adrian-"

"Take it fucking back. You don't want anyone but me. Say it!" You sobbed crying as he continued. He pushed another finger inside of you.

The pleasure was overwhelming.

"No No No! I don't want anyone but you! No one but you could make me feel this good! Adrian please! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"

He smiled kissing you deeply. He pulled his hand away slapping his cock against your clit. You moaned out panting.

"Good girl..good job sweetheart. You're so good honey." He pushed inside. "Oh god so fucking tight. You're so fucking tight."

He grabbed your legs holding them up as he began to fuck you into the mattress.

You panted whining as he moved roughly. He fucked you with one thing in mind.

"Cum on my cock." You moaned panting. "You could do it honey."

"No no I've been bad. I don't deserve it-"

"You shut up you sweet beautiful thing. You shut your beautiful mouth. You're my sweet girl. I've been a dick. Now it's okay make a big mess on my cock for me sweetheart."

You moaned out at his words as he placed his hand around your throat. He held your throat gently as he pounded into you.

"God you feel so good. Just wanna make you cum on my cock."

"Adrian! Oh god! Yes yes yes!" He smiled fucking into you.

"That's right sweetie. Only cock can make you scream like this. You're mine. Mine to love. Mine to fuck like this." You gasped out as he threw your legs over his shoulder.

He spat on your clit using his hand to rub it. "Adrian!!" You cried out his name.

"You feel so good Y/N! Oh fuck you feel so good! Come on baby!" He grunted rubbing your clit harder. You withered on the bed crying as he fucked into you.

"Make a mess on my cock honey. Come on." He growled out dropping your legs to grip your chin. He forced your mouth open.

He kissed you deeply pushing his tongue in your mouth. He sloppily kissed you as he fucked you deeply.

You both moaned panting as Adrian pulled away. "You're mine. Mine. Mine."

"I'm yours." You sobbed out. Adrian pulled out flipping you over. He pressed his chest into your back as he pushed back in. You cried out as he fucked you harder.

"Never fucking forget that. Never fucking forget that this pussy and this body and you are mine." He moaned out. "I'm gonna cum inside this sweet pussy. My pussy."

"Adrian! Adrian!" He pulled your tits as he hugged you tight. "I'm gonna cum!!"

"Make a mess. Wanna feel you squeeze my cock!" You cried out cumming. Tears went down your cheeks as

Adrian humped into you a couple more times before groaning out as he pushed in cumming deeply inside of you.

You both panted. He kissed your neck a couple of times as he slowly laid you down. You cried silently as he pulled out. He flipped you over on your back kissing your face.

You sniffled as he kissed your lips sweetly now. "You okay?" He asked worriedly.

"Yes.." You whispered out. He smiled getting up.

You whined reaching out for him. He came back kissing your lips real quick.

"I'm not going anywhere. I'll be right back." Adrian gave you a smile racing off. He came back with a rag and some water.

He wiped you down gently as you still cried. Adrian wiped your tears away kissing your face.

"Can you drink some water for me honey?" You nodded sitting up.

He helped you to the restroom waiting for you.

Once you came out he helped you into one of his shirts sliding your panties on for you.

"I'm sorry I didn't defrost the meat like you asked me too.." You mumbled out once he tucked you back into bed.

"That doesn't matter. It never did. I'm sorry. You were right I was being an irrational dick. You were busy today too." He kissed your lips cuddling you into his chest. He rubbed your back.

"But it was the only thing you asked of me and then you said I kept bothering you and and-" You cried now. Adrian shushed you kissing his lips.

"No no Y/N. No..It was me. I had a bad day and I took it out on you. I should've never done that to you. You were being the best girlfriend trying to make sure I was okay. I'm sorry okay. I'm so sorry."

He kissed your tears and cheeks. "I'm sorry. I just had a really bad day. It was terrible. I shouldn't have left yelled at you. You were right. I was a terrible boyfriend. I love you so much."

"I love you too..I'm sorry I said those mean things. I also had a bad day."

"We both had bad days. It's okay. I'm sorry for yelling at you for something so small. I shouldn't have." He leaned in kissing you. "You tried to make it better. I had those mean things coming. I'm so sorry.."

"I forgive you." You mumbled out sniffling.

"You shouldn't, but thank you. I will never yell at you the way I did. Never again.." He kissed your head again moving to kiss your lips. He hugged you tightly.

"So you said pizza earlier?"

"It was just a suggestion."

"And it was a good one sweetheart. I love you Y/N. I mean it. I'm so so sorry I yelled at you. You're not a bother and I hate making you cry the way I did." He kissed your lips.

"I love you Adrian. I don't hate you like I said I did. I didn't mean it."

"I know you didn't. You were mad and you had every right to be." He kissed your lips gently. "I'm gonna order us food and I'm gonna pamper you the whole night like you deserve."

"But I was mean-"

"So was I. I shouldn't have yelled at you and after the rough treatment I put you through you need a good night."

"I liked it though."

Adrian smirked laughing a bit now. "I'm glad you did." He kissed your lips now. "God I love you so much."

"I love you too.." You smiled as he sat you on his lap massaging your back. He cuddled you close grabbing his phone.

"Now lemme get you a pizza."

You smiled happily as he kissed your face everywhere. "My sweet beautiful girlfriend."

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