stone2dabones

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Trying out collagen peptides ...

Should take before photos

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Pre-autoimmune diagnosis .. I was at my most FIT in 2021-2022..

Riding my horse every day, going to gym regularly.

After my first flare up I couldn't do much physically.. it has since affected me mentally.

I quit drinking and it helped for a while, then I went off my ADHD meds and started binge eating to get that dopamine and have been back and forth since. I have re-started my tumblr to get some more inspiration. I never really HEAVILY RESTR1CTED after having my last kid , Just fasted a lot and ate clean. I think the drinking kept me pretty thin too - but ... I've been eating straight garbage the last year and half and I need to change that and work on my physical health as well as mental . I've considered quitting smoking weed but having a list of different autoimmune diseases and severe anemia , It really helps keep me off the meds they've tried to push. (ie. Nerve blockers, muscle relaxers, immuno-suppressants) NO THANKS!!!

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2016 ...

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BEFORE: 145lb & AFTER : 120lb

5 ft 5

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me: *has an eating disorder for years*

me: *is still not even close to being thin*

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130 to 120

I'm back up to almost 140 since getting off meds

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Me: alright, i’m finally gonna break this binge cycle once and for all, fuck you food you don’t control me!!

Me, 5 seconds later: