make sure to rest today, the world will not end if you decide to spend this day in the bed, watching shows and drinking your favourite warm drink and if you want to be productive, go for it, however do not force yourself to do things, just because you have to do it.
most times i feel like ppl don’t really want to talk to me. i feel like ppl reach out every here & there because i sometimes complain about not having friends or ppl to talk to. and sometimes when ppl make an effort to invite me out, i always am so excited. but when it comes down to me actually going & being there, i feel like i don’t belong. i feel like such a outcast. i dont know if its just me in my own head or maybe im just not meant to be a part of a group as much as i want to be.
i really miss having a best friend. I'm grateful for the friends i have on here and i love them all dearly, but i very much miss having the genuine companionship i had in my girlhood. just the unconditional love between a girl and her best friend. i'm so scared i will never reach that level of comfort with another person again.
these hats were some of my early work (thats why they dont look exactly amazing) but having them wear it is so cool like i cannot put into words how trippy it is seeing them wear these funky lookin hats I MADE with some yarn & a hook !!!!!
You have been so kind to everything you touch and to all the people you care for I hope you also remain kind to yourself even through your darkest moments and nights when you're left alone with thoughts screaming "you're not good enough."