stuckinmatrix - Tumblr blog

[stuckinmatrix]

[stuckinmatrix]

My little revolution.

I believe this world needs more compassion. And why not start right here? With this next thought. With this next feeling. 

Can I just let it be exactly as it is?

[stuckinmatrix]

you are the only person who has always been there for you. You are the only person who has woken up with you everyday of your life and gone to bed with you every night on the hardest nights in your life-everytime your were in your bed crying over something,you thought your world was ending you are the only person that has been there every second of everyday for your entire life. Your job -not because you're special but because it's your job -to look after YOURSELF.

[stuckinmatrix]

Nothing I’ve read has changed me more than “you do people a favor by accepting their help” like I repeat this constantly to so many people because it’s true!!! People like to feel useful, they like to feel kind, they like to feel like they have an ability to impact people’s lives so just let them!! Not everything is a thing to be owed back — accept people’s kindness without making a competition out of it

[stuckinmatrix]

I’m way hotter on Instagram and way funnier on Twitter, but on tumblr….. I am just me Melanie meladoodle

[stuckinmatrix]

Really sick of giving my mom and sister my stuff and then them losing it

[stuckinmatrix]

“Never shy away from opportunity and wholehearted living. Never be fearful of putting yourself out there. The courageous may encounter many disappointments, experience profound disillusionment, gather many wounds; but cherish your scars for they are the proud emblems of a truly phenomenal life. The fearful, cautious, cynical and self-repressed do not live at all. And that is simply no way to be in this world.”

—

[stuckinmatrix]

When I was a kid, the "Oh my god, you got so big!" comment from grown-ups used to really annoy me, because it felt broadly infantilising. But now, as an adult myself, I realise it had very little to do with me, and almost everything to do with said grown-up feeling suddenly attacked by the passage of time, yet not wanting to blurt out "shit, fuck, I just pissed away like four years of my life without noticing, then, huh?" in front of an 8-year-old.

[stuckinmatrix]

this is so embarrassing. i want to love & be loved & drink really nice tea & eat really nice pasta & not feel like the loneliness is a part of me anymore. i want a herb garden

[stuckinmatrix]

why is my mom telling our neighbors all our business right now?

[stuckinmatrix]

reads to escape this shitty reality

[stuckinmatrix]

Coleen hoover should pay for my therapy

[stuckinmatrix]

“I think one of the saddest things is when two people really get to know each other: their secrets, their fears, their favourite things, what they love, what they hate, literally everything, and then they go back to being strangers. It’s like you have to walk past them and pretend like you never knew them, never even talked to them before, when really, you know everything about them.”

—

[stuckinmatrix]

[stuckinmatrix]

[stuckinmatrix]

[stuckinmatrix]