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falling back in love with learning for the sake of learning

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One of my favorite scenes in all of MDZS, and I thought, what if it were a tiny Wei Ying instead of a paper doll? So I drew both!

Wei Ying close ups under the cut

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One of my favorite scenes in all of MDZS, and I thought, what if it were a tiny Wei Ying instead of a paper doll? So I drew both!

Wei Ying close ups under the cut

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7/7 all exams are over

I went out with my friends after the last exam because we simply couldn't stay still, I didn't even fully acknowledge how the exam was I just wanted it to end. But we have to grind harder now because the finals are after 12 days + they added online night lectures and I think I might have to do them on the bus as I go home.

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a pause that feels like healing

i’ve been living in this constant loop of “i should be better”

eat better. glow up. fix my skin. work out. reduce screen time. grow. grow. grow.

And now that my exams are over, i feel like i’m being pulled into that noise again.

my instagram and youtube are full of “how to change your life”

but all i want is a pause.

Not a breakdown. Not a reset.

Just a pause. A soft exhale.

I don’t want to be a project anymore.

I don’t want to feel guilty for watching videos eating snacks or not being productive.

I want to rest—not because I’ve earned it

but because i exist.

and that should be enough.

maybe this pause is the healing.

maybe doing “nothing” is the most loving thing i can do for myself right now.

i’m not falling behind. i’m just finally listening.

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you don’t realize how bad it is until you start noticing that impatience has become common currency. watching a full 2-hour movie from the comfort of your couch is torture - even a 25-minute series episode is too much. you can’t stand still while waiting for the bus without reaching out for your phone and opening something - any app, even to check the weather for the millionth time that day.

even conversations are suddenly taking too long, and when you look around, you start hearing all these absurd stories of how people are skipping paragraphs while ‘reading’ books because they think descriptions are boring or just ‘need to’ finish faster to reach their reading goals.

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Girls who love their nose buried in a book

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7/7 all exams are over

I went out with my friends after the last exam because we simply couldn't stay still, I didn't even fully acknowledge how the exam was I just wanted it to end. But we have to grind harder now because the finals are after 12 days + they added online night lectures and I think I might have to do them on the bus as I go home.

~✿

[studisstudying]

7/7 all exams are over

I went out with my friends after the last exam because we simply couldn't stay still, I didn't even fully acknowledge how the exam was I just wanted it to end. But we have to grind harder now because the finals are after 12 days + they added online night lectures and I think I might have to do them on the bus as I go home.

~✿

[studisstudying]

I have exams for the next week and I missed this blog I hope to get some studying done

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4/7 exams ✅

Honestly the exams were better than expected for the amount I studied, more specifically the way I studied, it seems like I can't get a hold on how I should study and just end up stuffing my brain with information which I will forget soon...? And also I'm too tired to study because of the travelling 🥲I really need to learn how to drive. Anyways here are the cats I saw and also cat motivation to study over the weekend ^^

[studisstudying]

4/7 exams ✅

Honestly the exams were better than expected for the amount I studied, more specifically the way I studied, it seems like I can't get a hold on how I should study and just end up stuffing my brain with information which I will forget soon...? And also I'm too tired to study because of the travelling 🥲I really need to learn how to drive. Anyways here are the cats I saw and also cat motivation to study over the weekend ^^

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I have exams for the next week and I missed this blog I hope to get some studying done

~ ✿

[studisstudying]

I have exams for the next week and I missed this blog I hope to get some studying done

~ ✿

[studisstudying]

I have exams for the next week and I missed this blog I hope to get some studying done

~ ✿