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to the girls who are the epitome of ' beauty and brains' 📖📚📃

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I like to think the concept of Mobei Jun enjoying Shang Qinghua’s verbal rants ISN’T because MBJ isn’t thinking anything himself but is in fact Overthinking Everything. This man has been under constant threat from nearby sources his entire life. It’s probably pretty nice to hear this little hamster man beside him say all of his worries out loud and others that maybe he hadn’t considered yet and then Immediately find a way to counteract them.

Like first of all, the beautiful feeling of someone else ALSO being like ‘okay well maybe the fucking chandelier has been sabotaged to fall at the exact right time, has anyone planned for that??’ because MBJ’s been thinking it but one must also consider the optics of being a demon going around just attacking light sources, especially since he’s already destroyed three of them today, and being seen as afraid in general is Not a Great Look for survival and maintaining power.

But then SQH KEEPS talking and it’s all ‘and maybe it will explode in a poisonous gas that there’s only one antidote for god it’s a good thing cucumber-bro remembered that plotline and we were able to grab the Special Antidote Plant before this became a fucking issue for me to deal with on top of seating arrangements’ and MBJ hadn’t even considered the poisonous gas angle yet but that’s what he keeps this human around for. Validation and immediate escalation all tied up with Results. You can’t even say SQH is hyper cautious either because literally every time he starts mumbling about some insanely complicated potential sabotage it happens like five minutes later.

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▸ the scum villain's beloved pet fish

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▸ the scum villain's beloved pet fish

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just a little higher, my king!

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Oxford, England (@travelling_han)

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I giggled

some kind of day at the codeblr discord server

welcome our new member, @chaxingghosts !!

full series

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Bengal tiger cub By: Unknown photographer From: Wildlife Fact-File 1990s

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final sem exam has started and so have my longer study sessions, I have recently started studying with these pomodoro videos and they have been very helpful for me.

PomodoroCrew is the channel and their videos are awesome (╹⁠▽⁠╹)

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falling back in love with learning for the sake of learning

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One of my favorite scenes in all of MDZS, and I thought, what if it were a tiny Wei Ying instead of a paper doll? So I drew both!

Wei Ying close ups under the cut

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One of my favorite scenes in all of MDZS, and I thought, what if it were a tiny Wei Ying instead of a paper doll? So I drew both!

Wei Ying close ups under the cut

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7/7 all exams are over

I went out with my friends after the last exam because we simply couldn't stay still, I didn't even fully acknowledge how the exam was I just wanted it to end. But we have to grind harder now because the finals are after 12 days + they added online night lectures and I think I might have to do them on the bus as I go home.

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a pause that feels like healing

i’ve been living in this constant loop of “i should be better”

eat better. glow up. fix my skin. work out. reduce screen time. grow. grow. grow.

And now that my exams are over, i feel like i’m being pulled into that noise again.

my instagram and youtube are full of “how to change your life”

but all i want is a pause.

Not a breakdown. Not a reset.

Just a pause. A soft exhale.

I don’t want to be a project anymore.

I don’t want to feel guilty for watching videos eating snacks or not being productive.

I want to rest—not because I’ve earned it

but because i exist.

and that should be enough.

maybe this pause is the healing.

maybe doing “nothing” is the most loving thing i can do for myself right now.

i’m not falling behind. i’m just finally listening.