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[stxdyr]

12/1/20

it’s finally december! 2020 has flown by so fast, it feels like new years was only yesterday.

in other news, I had a really long day of online school. i think staring at a screen all day is starting to effect me, you’d think I’d be more used to it by now, but I guess I’m not. in terms of productivity, I think i could have done better, I had a hard time paying attention to class, which I’m not so proud of. fortunately though I did get some studying for latin out of the way, which I have been dreading for a while now. so that’s good!

i don’t have much scheduled for tomorrow in terms of online classes, so I will likely just use the day to catch up on my work.

**photo creds to studiesshine on instagram

[stxdyr]

11/30/20

i got my homework done very quickly today. i think after a weeks break from school, i feel a lot more refreshed and I was able to focus so much more! im going to try and set a few goals for myself tomorrow to keep this productive streak going. tomorrow I’m going to:

- wake up on my first alarm

-study extra latin vocabulary

- drink some water

- finish memorizing my lines

**photo creds to daniellastudies and antonias.dailystudyblog on instagram

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11/29/20

today I finally found the motivation to get my biology work done! im super happy I got that out of the way, I feel like a huge weight is off my shoulders now. in terms of memorizing lines though, ive been lacking. im also most done memorizing, it’s just the last two or so pages of the play I’m stuck on. thankfully I have a little extra time to memorize it.

** photo credits to olaastudy, atonias.dailystudyblog and felicitynotes on instagram

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11/26/20

happy thanksgiving to those who celebrate it! 💓

in terms of school work, I didn’t get far, as I decided to spend the day with family instead to celebrate thanksgiving. even though we couldn’t meet in person, I still enjoyed talking to them again. tomorrow ill be back to posting about productivity though!

[stxdyr]

11/25/20

today i was able to memorize a little more than 2/3 of a ten minute play im in. if anyone is at all interested, it’s called The Man Who Couldn’t Dance by Jason Katims. its a really good play and I really recommend it! i haven’t really said much about my interests on here so, now you know im a theatre kid, but because of the pandemic we’ll be making films instead. I don’t have much experience with acting for film, but I’m exited.

also, I did not at all expect one of my posts to get over 200 notes. holy. shit. thank you so much!

**original picture is from miss.coffe_ on instagram

[stxdyr]

welp. definitely not my proudest moment.

i have no idea how I can go from the pretty good amount of work I got done yesterday to almost nothing today. im currently on thanksgiving break, and my brain is convinced that no school means no work. that’s not at all the case unfortunately. but tomorrow is another day for me to try again.i know I can do better.

[stxdyr]

for better or worse i’ve recently realized that self care, for me personally, sometimes means extra effort instead of less. like making my bed every day makes me feel good about my living space even though it’s a couple minutes of work, and plating my food nicely makes me feel like i’ve made and eaten a nice meal even if it means cleaning more dishes. i used to think self care was almost synonymous with making things easier for yourself, but sometimes challenging yourself a little tiny bit more than usual is more rewarding than doing it the easiest way, although that isn’t true for everyone, i know, it’s just how things have turned out for me

[stxdyr]

im super happy with how today went! i got the majority of the work I wanted to do today done using a list. the list really helped me out and I’ll definitely use lists more often now! i think I really need to work on my sleep schedule though.

picture creds: @aesthetic-byunbacon , the verge news, and pink coco blue

[stxdyr]

i didn’t get anything done today, but honestly, after yesterday I think I really needed a bit of a break. my goal for tomorrow is to hopefully make up for the work I didn’t do today. ill pin a checklist on my bulletin board so I keep track of that.

in other news, you should really listen to cosmo sheldrake :)

[stxdyr]

*sigh* i was pretty productive yesterday. but it came with a price. I was up until 2am working on a project, and the once I finally did go to sleep, my dog woke me up like 4 or 5 times that night. I ended up also sleeping through my first block zoom class bc I forgot to set my alarm.

i think I need to work on my sleep schedule. and maybe just take it easy on myself for a bit. otherwise I might lose my mind lmao

side note: I just realized how long it’s been since I’ve actually read for fun. like for the longest time I’ve been so focused on school that I’ve only really read for school. maybe I should try and read something because I want to for once? idk

**photo by Lilia Kazakova

[stxdyr]

these past few days have been rough in terms of productivity. i just can’t bring myself to actually get things done, and yet I feel so tired and burnt out. i am going to try and make up for it today by being as productive as possible. ill be sure to let you know how it goes.

anyways, i decided to put some songs today’s instead of pictured with this post. should I keep doing this orrrrrr

[stxdyr]

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[stxdyr]

hi all!

i was able to get a lot more done than i thought i would today. i basically focused most of my energy into my english class (which has the heaviest work load). i got through a shit ton of index cards i needed to turn in and i caught up on my reading.

i really wish I had more time to also give some more attention to my other subjects, but the amount of english work I have is overwhelming and it’s hard to manage my time because of it. i end up spending hours on like one or two english assignments and then realizing I have no time to do the rest of my work. i love english as a subject but I swear it can be so stressful sometimes. does anyone have any ideas as to how I can manage my time better?

anyways, remember to take care of yourselves 💓

* these pictures are not mine, but I did edit them a little

[stxdyr]

intro.

hi! i made this blog because my study habits and my motivation have been really bad since the start of online school. im currently in high school, and I find it really hard to keep a consistent shedule when im at home all day. my grades are doing okay right now, it’s just that I end up doing everything the night before and that is stressing me out. so yeah, I just thought maybe I’d document my attempt at getting my life together. hopefully this works out.

anyways, please remember to take care of yourselves :)

**i do not own this picture