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Kind of why I hate that some people think hanging out can only mean going out and going to parties, sometimes it can be so much better to just lay down and watch a movie or just talk

You ever been in a state where you physically have no energy, but you're bored and socially understimulated so you kind of wish you could just invite people to come over like this:

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So… not only was there a RPF poll here on tumblr.com. But there was a RPF poll where the two old-era giga fandoms that made this website (Dan and Phil & Supernatural) went head to head with Phan vs. a RPF ship that surprisingly wasn’t Jensen Ackles/Misha Collins, but rather Jensen Ackles/Jared Padalecki, a pairing which then went on to beat McLennon for 3rd place, therefore invigorating the McLennons to vote for Phan in the final round out of solidarity. Only then for Phan to start losing to JEDUS with a genuine in-notes 2013-era argument about the problematic nature of RPF shipping and angry J2 fans voting against Phan in their solidarity. AND THEN — Phil Lester (king of RPF) in the final day, comes out swinging with a reblog that gives Phan the edge to win, prompting Dan Howell to then reblog as well in celebration. And all of this ends on the 15th anniversary of Dan’s Uma Thurman tweet. Tumblr, never change.

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disabled people are allowed to have hobbies that clash with our disabilities by the way

I'm allowed to like journaling even if my hand tremors make it so I can't do something as "pretty" as an abled bodied person

I'm allowed to like crocheting even if it's bad for my joints and it takes me double the time it would take someone else to finish a project

and yes I'm trying to switch to knitting which is lighter on the hands, but even that - even fucking using my phone - makes my finger hurts

I'm allowed to complain about it, just like you - specially if you're abled - are not allowed to tell me off about it

it's so hard for us to find joy, you're not allowed to police the small things that help

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“surely this will not cause my chronic illness to flare up,” i say, actively doing something that has never failed to flare my chronic illness

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Something I want able bodied people to understand is that I don't want a diagnosis cause I wanna be sick so bad; I want a diagnosis because there is already something wrong with my body but I don't know what the fuck it is.

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Some people don’t want to hear this but sometimes accessibility is not sustainable or eco-friendly. Disabled people sometimes need straws, or pre-made meals in plastic containers, or single-use items. Just because you can work with your foods in their least processed and packaged form doesn’t mean everyone else can.

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I love being a student with chronic pain, you know, just crammed a project that was due this week, and now I can't move without feeling the pain down to my soul

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It’s annoying but the way you improve yourself is one tiny thing at a time

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if something brings you happiness, it isn’t a waste of time

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Reminder that you're actually interesting. Your hobbies are interesting, your interests are interesting, you are important and loveable and people appreciate you. You're just a loveable, interesting person.

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It's okay to half ass things. Not because your half-assing things is going to somehow be the best thing anyone has ever seen, but because sometimes that's the only way to do it. Hang your clothing up inside out because your clothes will be hung up. Dust a little bit because you will have dusted. Make a shitty meal because you'll have food. Never feel bad for half assing it.

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I'll just cry myself to sleep

240905 wonwoo gq interview excerpt

ww: when we travel, i usually stick with jeonghan, so i’ll definitely miss him a lot on our upcoming tour. and i will also miss jun’s bad jokes a lot.

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I'm looking forward to being done with this project, I don't even care if I fail or pass anymore, I just want it to be out of my life