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“You have galaxies in your head, do not let people tell you you cannot shine.”

— explorinqmyself

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Rain drops.

Like a silent song playing in autumn cold.

Dancing in the wind, blowing acros the sky.

Tear drops.

Like a quet poem running down my cheek.

The only way my sadnes will ever leave me, is to sleep.

But the night is long, oh so long, my darling and the nightmers have yet to come!

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wanna do some crazy shit like go get a coffee and go to Barnes & Noble.. idk I’m just freaking insane like that

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It's all connected. Corporations began marketing gay pride themed merchandise. An increase in "I-identify-as" populations began to flood gay bars and events, where outward appearance (marketed as "gender expression") became heavily emphasized.

Commercial visibility and marketability does not equal human rights progress.

Ability to consume does not equal citizenship to an oppressed group.

Biology, (referring to sexual orientation and sex) is not a brand you can buy into or boycott out of.

Corporations selling rainbows do not reflect our values.

The churning out of new "all inclusive" pride flags to pledge allegiance to is not indicative of liberation.

A historical homosexual slur being sold by the multi-billion dollar media obfuscates predominantly lesbian relationships ("queer women", "queer relationship") and retraumatizes many gay and lesbian people.

Gay pride only extending to people able to purchase detracts from the meaning of gay pride and distracts from the struggles of the most vulnerable. It positions the most privileged within marginalized and oppressed groups as those who represent the whole.

And associating body modification, aestheticism, and "expression" with self identity turns the lived experiences and material realities of entire subgroups of people into niche market categories that people who aren't even a part of these groups can identify into and out of based on social trends.

Biology becomes devalued, overshadowed by the social and manufactured "genders". Infinite genders means infinite target audiences. Lived, material realities of certain groups of people become materialism.

Human rights movements are becoming human rights industries, with the wealthy more directly capitalizing off of the exploitation of the poor, of the homosexual, of the female, of the immigrant, of the dark skinned, of the mentally ill, of the disabled, of the sick, of the marginalized and oppressed.

Don't buy into it.

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At this point I just wish for light.

I wish for a single soul to hear me,

To hear me and see me.

I am walking throught the darkness,

And I feel like I am walking alone.

How long will I even be able to stand on my feet,

Or will the ground beneth me eat me alive?

Is it to much to wish to be saved?

Or should I once again try to save myself?

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"It's a hollow feeling, lonliness.

Like you are empty, like you don't belong.

Only books are there.

The paper, the ink, and my tears."

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"You don't need to say sorry to me cause you broke nothing of mine. Don't you remember, my darling, my heart was already yours"

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"But my darling!

If the sun can rise every day, after falling the night before,

Why can't you?"

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"And still you seem not to notice.

No metter how hard I try.

No metter how much of myself I kill.

You never notice."

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"Sometimes you just need to look at yourself...beauty can be find everywhere"

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I will tell you a story...

Once there were Life and Death. They were playing whit a ball. A crystal ball. But all of a sudden Life fell down. Into nothing. But Life is life and life can't die so Life just get back up. But it was to late. The Death did, because of it's grief jump after Life. But Death is death so Death died. And suddenly Life and Death were the whole world apart. The world of all things that firsltly live and then die.

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"...but what about sunrises, everyone seems to forget about them"