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always sad when someone forgets their character is bisexual. oh and also when its written that a character labeled themselves as bisexual as a "stepping stone" to being something else but thats just me being bitter. i just really like bisexuals Okay. rest in peace bisexuals

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I'm going to try to lock in for this!!!! but i only think i got four right wompwomp. wish i couldve completed this earlier!!

Alien - Lebanon Hanover — this song was giving either Levi, Nico, or even David because of the song revolving around being an "outsider" and the feeling of being isolated. but then its the theme about performing for the sake of "fitting in" while remaining alien is really getting to me because it could apply to especially Levi or David, though the references to brutality makes me lean towards Levi.

Curtaincall - Yowanecity — This is veryyy David coded!!! honestly i dont even need to go on about my reasoning like literally every lyric in this song is just. so Him. by the way this beat is so funkyyyy i may add this to my playlist

Butcher Vanity - Vane Lily — well the singer's "love" and persistence to the act of cannibalizing others makes me think Ace, Nico, or Min when viewing the act as a metaphor more than an actual act and/or an interpretation of revenge. there's some intimacy/physical violence double entendres littered in the song, the emphasis on the singer wanting to consume their victims in a way "graceful", "civilized" way that doesn't "ruin" them, and then the sudden shift to discard that "grace" by revealing how animalistic their desire to consume is that comes later in the song makes me think of Veronika (+ especially her subtle regression in chapter 2) more than anyone else. so I'm assigning this song to her!

This is Home - Cavetown — Okay so I'm definitely fucking this up but I'm assigning this song to J. the sound is definitely not fitting for her intensity and roughness but the lyrics referring to transitioning to a masculine appearance and feeling at "home" in this appearance does relates to her.

Tongues and Teeth - The Crane Wives — Perhaps this could be Min's song? I mean the imagery of tongues and teeth is reminiscent of her execution. Also although the song is specifically about a romantic situation, i think the lyrics can be broad enough to apply to Min's relationship with the organization and how that relationships influences how she interacts and engages with other people.

Hello World - Louie Zong — this is the robot song so Monotv.

Waiting for the Joy - The Staves — Assigning this song to Rose! It's a song that is very passive when it comes to their depression. The grief revolving around how the singer(s) themselves lack the strength when it comes to themselves and other people also fits her very well. I also think the very relaxed, low sound of the song fits her a lot.

Still Waiting - Sum 41 — This is definitely Xander's song, since this song is generally about the desire to revolutionize the world from the oppression that it functions on and to be active about it, rather than passive about it, which is what he wants to avoid. Also the loneliness and doubt about the world makes me think so much of him.

Death Anxiety - Bleeding Through — Definitely Ace's song, no doubt about it. I mean a very tensed, heavy song about anxiety is basically Ace's whole thing, plus the referencing to self sabotage is literally Ace's whole thing. There's so much you can say about how this song is fitting for ace but i don't really care to go on that much. even the song being very direct and obvious fits Ace a lot.

Polyanna (I Believe in You) - Catherine Warwick — this is Eden this is literally her come on. i didn't need to listen to over half of the song to know this cute whimsical ass, optimistic "believe in you" song is hers. also this is definitely going into my playlist soon

Carousel - CJ the X — its his song... Arturo's song isn't it. like the lyrics is framed as a false sense of normalcy and stability (the lyrics are even said in a subtle, tensed way despite the beginning of the verses appearing normal or fine. the almost consistent, bubbly instrumental of the song helps with this atmosphere as well) until there are sudden mood and intensity shifts in the lyrics like "Bitch get off my mic, off my dick, out my life" and the vulnerable shift in verse 2 as a whole. the singer is conditioned to their mindset alongside their loneliness with the slips ups proving the singer wrong when it comes to how "okay" their mind and life is due to their unusual intensity towards other people, their sad past and general self-blame; however, what proves them wrong about their mind and life doesn't get through them. sounds quite like that fucker. i also figured a song by cj the x would be assigned to one of the more extreme, tensed characters because of my first introduction to the singer being a song with lots of tension and roughness to it

Then again, I guess it could be J's song because of the tension to it, but it's more-so the sad past (not like J's past isn't kind of sad, but it's sad in a different way?) and especially the self-blame.

TrusT - Half Alive — Wowww a song about difficulties when it comes to having a positive relationship with trust and being burdened by constant fear wowww woww this is totallyyyyy not Teruko's song (sarcasm). This song fits her so extremely well its almost crazy!!!

Bitter Medicine - The Crane Wives — the lyrics are so Hu that its driving me crazy. Like the singer's tendency to keep their words to themselves to not hurt others, not being as "tall" as one would think and their "talk of big game" being bullshit, plus the general lack of self worth is so so so her.

But Not Kiss - Faye Webster - when looking at this song from a point that its a song speaking about relationships in general, not just romance, it seems very fitting of Whit because of the lack of and difficulties with being committed and more vulnerable when it comes to affection towards others, while also trying to be available as possible for others.

" - " — okay so i thought this wasn't a song i thought it was some kind of formatting or whatever but this song is. Empty. Well anyways i think this song can be assigned for Mai. I feel it is a typical choice but the song supposedly being about an urban legend about someone who traveled different dimensions and becomes trapped; the urban legend(s) is generally about the lines between reality and a dream being blurred, which does apply to Mai's existence in the series so far

Alien Blues - Vundabar — Another Alien song! This made me think of David or Whit, but I had already assigned a song to both of them so I'm assigning it to Nico because of the general isolation and feeling "alien" fits them too.

Shelter - Porter Robinson & Madeon — Okay so im assigning this to Charles! A song revolving around home, shelter, and family does fit him due to his character generally having those themes.

Primadonna - Marina And The Diamonds — AREI!!!!!!!! i dont even need to explain!!!!!!! i mean the "idol" girl having a huge ego, wanting the "world", and wrapping people around their fingers is literally her so bad

yippie im done but i fucked up so bad but we move!!!!!! and this was interesting to think about!!! im so definitely doubtful about my choices for Nico, Arturo, and J so im especially hoping i got like. At least one of those people right gnognmigj. so glad i got to play this game!!!

DRDT Playlist - Guessing Game

Again, credit to @accirax & @venus-is-thinking for the idea. ^^ I've compiled eighteen songs for the Danganronpa Despair Time cast and placed them in a random order. If you feel so inclined, reblog or comment your predictions regarding which song belongs to which character. The characters with assigned songs are the 16 students, MonoTV and Playlist [Song - Artist]

Alien - Lebanon Hanover Curtaincall - Yowanecity Butcher Vanity - Vane Lily This is Home - Cavetown Tongues and Teeth - The Crane Wives Hello World - Louie Zong Waiting for the Joy - The Staves Still Waiting - Sum 41 Death Anxiety - Bleeding Through Polyanna (I Believe in You) - Catherine Warwick Carousel - CJ the X TrusT - Half Alive Bitter Medicine - The Crane Wives But Not Kiss - Faye Webster - Alien Blues - Vundabar Shelter - Porter Robinson & Madeon Primadonna - Marina And The Diamonds

Playlist

Be well & take care. 👋 Cheers.

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im offically out of high school!!!!!!! what an eventful day :)!!!! journal time!!!!!

> the graduation ceremony was so fucking far away from me i had to catch a big ass train thats actually pretty good for traveling out of your city > hhowever there was no cafe car in it which made me annoyed but its whatever i guess. even more annoyed because i forgot to make a sandwich and take it with me, and my mother kept emphasizing the possibility of the car having a cafe car but its ok because we got food at two places > however listening to music on max volume with headphones while staring out the window on the train is so awesome and a freeing experience i 100% recommend doing this when youre on a train > had to suffer through a bunch of bickering and almost-arguments between my mother and grandmother but we move i guess??? > we got to the place that held the ceremony kind of late > my anxiety is usually not so bad but while sitting down to wait for my row to stand and moving as guided, i genuinely was feeling close to being a bit sick > i saw my english teacher walking to see the students and i thought about getting her to like. Notice that i was a student in her class and chat with her but i was so caught up about my anxiety about the graduation i just didnt have the strength to talk > two boys sitting next to me were yapping and yapping. some of the things they said were funny and totally relatable as someone else also very cynical about the school but we're graduating from they seemed a little loud?? and it was annoying at some points. but also amusing at some points too. and about three girls, including one next to me, kept turning their head and giving them the side stare which was a little funny > speaking of being cynical about school this graduation lowkey made me insecure about having a 3.4 gpa even though i thought it was good and also stupid about thinking the "distinguished honor roll" being listed in my report cards for a few years straight was genuinely important enough for an reward or shout out or like you know a simple acknowledgement but whatever i guess. > however the constant "congrats for graduating :D" and the occasional "you look so pretty :D" comments when i wore my robe and cap to hershey chocolate world and in public in general. on the side note i kept getting stared at by a few people which was a bit weird but we move > yes i went to hershey chocolate world!!! genuinely was moreso thinking about going on a train to center city to go to one of my favorite restaurants to eat at but a kind teacher + guide got me to consider going to hershey chocolate world's and i decided to go!!! because not only it was convenient as we were near by, but also going to that amusement park would be a much more rarer experience than going to that restaurant i wanted to go before > its a bit of a whimsical place i like it however i do not buy into hershey's propaganda about their chocolate. However i did eat a mini hershey bar i got for free and i liked it yay > sweets are genuinely good for the human to function is what i got out of this experiecne because i ate one hershey bar after months (probs a few years) of not having one and some how it tasted so good yay. also a yellow ladybug (looked more like one of those asian bugs but let me believe) landed on my finger while i walked around and ate the chocolate bar but my grandma shooed it away because she was paranoid it would bite me > after that and getting take out food from one of the restaurants in the world we went to station to catch a train back home but there were constant delays. but while we were waiting i couldnt help but to admire how bright it looked even when it was around 8:20-8:40 PM. i also found the site of fireflies in the distance to be so amazing i pointed towards them and was like LOOK!!! fireflies :D because i hardly see them in the city anymore. fireflies are so whimsical and comforting > i came home at like 12 am which was crazy considering we left home at 9:40 am. so thats like... idk almost 24 hours idk shit im tired im still writing this and its 2:08.

I'm finally out of highschool. but a part of me feels a bit empty after graduating; its not even just about feeling my achievements werent acknowledged (at least i thought they were good and significant achievements but im not sure, probably not) but like also going to school being like.l I dont know like my "purpose" for a significant phase of my life, that is childhood and teenhood. but its like weird because going out of highschool at at least feeling like stepping into the adult world, but i hardly have the skills to feel like an adult plus i will *still* be treated as a minor because well i am a minor. so its like Im out but its like. Idk. Its still a huge part of my identity so its kind of weird to be officially out of school, especially considering im still considered a minor so that legal stance of me still being a minor plus the lack of independent skills i have due to not being taught or encouraged to have those skills kind of conflicts with me supposedly being an "adult" now? Idk but anyways.

time to focus on studying the driving manual and finishing up my resume and start applying for summer jobs! bye guys

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sorry i havent been active on here much but. Good news if you guys wanna hear it???? I'm Graduating tomorrow!!!!!!

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we're so not back my body has been feeling so exhausted for no reason at all

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well taking a long nap was not in my plans for today..

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A Personal (Fan Danganronpa) Project

Hello !

I'd like to share a bit about a personal passion project of mine which I've been working on for about ~6 months now.

I've played around with writing a fan Danganronpa project going back as far as 2021 and it's always been something I've been rather determined to complete. Unfortunately I have the habit of rushing headfirst into creative projects without much forethought or discretion and as such all my past attempts have been passionate but intensely disordered and ultimately not conducive to long-term progress.

They were not bad because of this but they weren't projects which ever even made it past concepting and as such I'm not sure I'd call them particularly effective. ^^'

In this regard I've improved significantly. My current project, Spring Promise, is a six chapter Fanganronpa which is currently fully outlined. I am ~30,000 words into the first chapter and I have a release schedule for the full work decided upon for when production is complete.

In the interest of avoiding past mistakes I'm going to remain vague regarding details of what I do or not plan to do but there is still some aspects I'd like to push myself into being comfortable with sharing with an audience prior to release !

The intent of this post is mainly that but also I am looking for any tips or advice regarding advertising for proofreaders or early readers, something I've had difficulty with in the last. I am not a very firm person which I believe somewhat damages my ability to reach out for help when needed.

Also, while I have created a Tumblr for the project, I do not know how to use Tumblr Themes on mobile. ⚰️ This has been an incredibly difficult process and any insight is greatly appreciated ahaha. I do not know what I am doing.

In any case, here is some art I can share for the Fangan at this time:

*All textures from Ibis except for 1st third row. (https://images.app.goo.gl/F8kK5)

Please note that no art here is final and all design will change. I am not a professional character designer in any regard and while I do fully intend to complete the art for this project, that will be an uphill process.

Here are some past attempts I've made at sprite work to give some insight into my current progress in this area:

In regards to graphic design and UI, I believe I'm proficient and will have little difficulty completing those tasks.

At this point in time I am averaging ~4,000 words a day and plan to continue this progress until the first chapter rough draft is entirely complete.

I don't intend to share another update regarding the project until I am explicitly reaching out for help on the project but hopefully this was an insightful introduction into something I hold close to my heart !

When the time comes for me to be able to share and release this series with you I will be very happy and I look forward to it eagerly.

In the mean time, please be well and take.

(Also, self indulgently — I would be more than enthused to see the prediction sheet filled out. There is no reasonable grounds to do this at the time but I'll send my full gratitude to anyone who does so. 🛐)

Cheers.

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been feeling the withdraws from not going to a thrift store for a few months straight in recent times

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having a letterboxd account makes my opinions and me voicing them feel way more important and less weird... its actually awesome

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Seen in 2023:

Just Another Girl on the I.R.T. (Leslie Harris), 1992

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Vintage Just Another Girl on the I.R.T. t-shirt

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Bushwick, 2025

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i hate movies so much they make me want to kill myself

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i dropped my bagel on the stairs.

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I was driving up to a friend’s for the weekend on Friday and nearly broke down in tears because I saw a billboard on the side of a southern highway. It had the same yellow background with red text that those awful, ubiquitous “Jesus Saves!” billboards have. I nearly missed it.

It said:

“Rejoice! God loves trans kids!”