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so did anyone else who ran an mlm blog in 2019 turn out to be a trans lesbian or is it just me

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soft tender lovestruck emojis

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YOU WANNA GO to my room to kiss and stuff??

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I want to feel your soft lips against mine

I want to feel your hair between my fingers

I want to feel your arms around my hips while we slow dance to music

I want to feel you love me in everyway possible

I want you to feel loved by me in everyway possible

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its late, but i am still thinking of you, my love.

i see the moon shine through holes of the thick blanket of dark clouds, and yet, its beauty cannot compare to you.

i hope i see you through the darkness of my dreams as like the moon. to see your light overcome anything and wrap its arms around me.

i hope you see me, too. i hope to be your moon.

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one day we will be encased in the arms of those we love most and we will feel, perhaps for the first time, at home.

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Hey bro,,,,I just got some chap stick,,,,,yeah it's cherry flavored,,,, bro you,,,, you wanna see how it tastes,,? ,,ok,,,, lemme just,,,,,,bro,,,,,,,

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i said a few weeks ago i didn’t want a weighted blanket but the other day my joyfriend came over and we cuddled in my bed under the covers and now i don’t know how to sleep without some weight on me

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Imagine if you had a musician boyfriend and he wrote you a song. Imagine him playing that song when it s just the two of you, his voice full of love, and then you make eye contact and he blushes, and all you can think about is how much you love him

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distance is such a COCKBLOCK like STOP IT

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not to be horny on main but i want you to get in bed next to me right now and tell me about your day

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not to be h*rny on main but it’d be nice if someone looked into my eyes like im their world

{ mlm/nblm only }

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i’m feeling really lovey and cuddly right now,,, awfully homophobic of distance and the pacific ocean to be between me and my joyfriend rn :(

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i need a place to vent and sort out my emotions so here goes 

my joyfriend was at my house today and we were cuddling and we started getting touchy and it got a little bit sexual but i kept feeling weird throughout and asking them if they were okay and apologizing for anything i did, and they made sure i was doing okay (i thought i was), and we stopped when they wanted to. but i felt really bad and kinda guilty. i thought i felt bad for pushing them to their limit, though they kept saying they were fine, cause they said they weren’t really ready for it and realized that while we were touching each other and that’s when we stopped. i felt really bad and guilty. and now im realizing that i think i really misjudged myself. i was incredibly unprepared - i really, really, really wasn’t ready for any of that and i didn’t realize it, because i was feeling good physically, so i didn’t realize i was feeling terrible mentally. i mean i had an anxiety attack and didn’t realize. my joyfriend did an amazing job at telling me that i didn’t do anything to them and that we can learn for next time and calming down a whole bunch, and i love them for it. i’m just feeling really really bad myself for pushing myself way past my limit. i don’t know how to describe what i’m feeling but it’s like, guilt and disgust at myself. i’m really happy with how my joyfriend was there for me all night and helped me feel better, but i feel bad about myself. i need to sleep.

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all im interested in right now is laying in bed and kissing a lot.