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when little miss "i can do it by myself" meets mr "sit down" >>

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half me is like, "soft and gentle and lovey dovey affection plz," and the other half of me is like, "violate me in ways that would make people concerned for my safety if they knew." ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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Notes: About 1000 words, TW: child abuse, neglect, suicide baiting, suicide attempt, bullying,

This took me a while— There will be no more of these. If you want Aaron's description, just ask, I even have specific color codes for him!

Aaron's Introduction Post:

You've known Aaron since you were very little, he was your best friend after all. He was everything you knew.

All the other kids had bullied you mercilessly as you were quieter and less social. You weren't sure why they hated you for that, but Aaron was your savior. He was so sweet.

He had moved to your elementary school in the third grade, and was your best friend since then. You two had immediately hit it off, much to your teacher’s surprise. You had always stayed to yourself, so to have suddenly opened up to a new kid shocked her.

Safe to say the other kids were jealous that you made such quick friends with Aaron. So, in their minds, the only logical answer was to bully and exclude you more while only inviting Aaron to play games.

But he never, never made the mistake of leaving you to play with them. He stayed by your side for all of elementary School.

Though once Middle school came around, he slowly started ignoring you in favor of the other kids. Eventually, he hardly ever spoke to you anymore.

The very last time you tried to reach out, he snapped. “FUCK OFF NO ONE FUCKING LIKES YOU, YOU RICH PRICK. YOU'RE STUCK THE FUCK UP, GET THAT FUCKING STICK OUT OF YOUR ASS!”

You recoiled quickly, and started crying. You didn't know where this came from. He just scoffed, turned around and faced the people who bullied you mercilessly for almost your entire life. “Stop acting like a goddamned victim you bastard.”

Of course he walked away angry after that, leaving you scared, crying, and in the middle of a panic attack.

After that, you went back to being on your own. You hid every chance you got, but if they, your bullies and Aaron, found you, you got beaten bloody and told to kill yourself.

He never knew your parents beat you or replaced love by just giving you whatever you wanted. You were good at hiding it and you never wanted him involved in something that would most definitely get you hurt.

All this happened before high-school, so of course high school was worse. That was until you actually tried to commit suicide in sophomore year. You had jumped off the roof of the school. You hadn't realized Aaron and his group of new friends had been right there by the bottom when you jumped.

When he saw your body bloody and broken he screamed and cried. One of his friends called the emergency line as he moved you into his arms and sobbed, repeating things like, “Please don't go I need you”, “I need to apologize Please”, “I'm so so fucking sorry”, etc.

After they took you, he sobbed so hard. They sent him home along with his friends as they all saw your mutilated body. They all needed it. But poor Aaron didn't return to school for at least a month.

When he returned he expected you to be back; to be avoiding him, but back. He'd hug you tightly, he'd apologize, he'd be your protector, and it'd all go back to how it was before middle school.

But that didn't happen. You weren't back by the time he got back. Even as the end of the year approached. You hadn't come back. He decided, fuck it, and went to your house. He knocked on the door to receive a response from a butler. “The l/n family no longer lives here I'm afraid, we're still packing our belongings. Please leave this is a private property.”

He went home and broke most of his things. You were gone, you had left. Were you dead? No you couldn't be; he wouldn't allow it.

He worked hard from then on, he got oh so very successful, making his own clothing company. It was good quality clothing for cheap, targeted towards people who wanted to hide scars.

It had been years since he last saw you and he'd spent most of his time looking for you. He was 23 now, you would be 22 soon. If you were still alive.

It was just one of those days, he was going through applications of employees that might be getting higher positions in the company when he stumbled upon it; your application.

He recognized your face and name immediately and immediately sent out one of his employees to get you in his office at that very moment.

Aaron, your main tormentor, ran up to you And hugged you tightly. You were scared, trembling and fidgeting. He pulled away slightly, looking into your eyes. “I'm so so fucking sorry Mi amor. I never meant a word I ever said in high-school, you were always made for me and I was a complete goddamned idiot. I had someone ‘take care’ of the others who hurt you, I was shocked when I turned on the news one day to see your parents arrested for child abuse and neglect. I'm so sorry, Mi amor.”

You didn't know what to say, all you could do was start to cry into his arms. “I'll never let you go again. Please, please give me another chance Mi amor, I'll do everything and anything for you.” Aaron forced you to look into his eyes, forcing you to answer.

All you could say was a small muttered, “I-I can't..” Although all you wanted to do was that, you were scared.

“Your eyes say you want it badly, Mi Rey. Your eyes have never lied to me, you want it, don't you? Please be truthful to me and yourself. Give yourself to me, please, Mi rey.” Aaron took your chin in his hand, his left one grabbing your waist and pulling you close against him, “Let Me make it up to you with my life if needed, but I need you Mi rey. I can see in your eyes that you need me too, so please, give in.

Give in.”

Notes 2.0:

Aaron has two songs he's based on, the first and first half the intro being “Hold On” by: Chord Overstreet. The second is, “Eyes Don't Lie” by: Isabel LaRosa.

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I just realized I've never asked, but do you write for OC's or just characters? It's been so long since I've written an ask lmao

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I write for ocs i just dont have any anymore since no one seemed to like Aaron!! His post is still available on my account though!

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i wish i had a stalker. i wish there was someone searching for my social medias, searching for my ip and my home address. spending hours cross referencing things in the background of my pictures. sending me links hoping id be stupid enough to open them and leak my ip. once you find out where i am, you immediately start watching me through my windows.

maybe if youre lucky, ill leave my window open while i sleep

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I'd enable a stalker yandere so well. I'd leave my phone unlocked, leave my windows open, give my logins. I have nothing to hide, but don't you want to make sure? Don't you want to see if there's any ill intended people trying to talk to me? Don't you want to see what I do when you're not around?

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"Can you block-" YEs . Wiped clean. I dont know who that is.

"Can we match-" Yes. You can pick. I can pick. Whichever you prefer

"What are you doing?" I will now proceed to vlog my entire day for you if you want. I will send you snippets of my mundane.

"Can we play this?" I have now set a time aside for the two of us to spend together. I have loads of things I want to do with you.

Hjshhdjahdn kms kms

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Okay yall. The fic is gonna get released when it gets released. Went through some mental shit and unfortunately have no motivation. Going on vacation in a bit too so yeah. But it will get done and posted when it gets done and posted. Love yall.

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omegaverse dating apps probably involve some kind of frangrantica style This Is My Scent feature and it’s huge discourse if someone lies

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Guys im thinking about boot humping again. I wanna hump a boot so bad. I want my partner to play with my hair while they coo about how cute I am. Im not allowed to cum or touch myself but i can hump their leather boot with my boxers on and i just...stay there. While they work from home. While they game or watch TV. I sit on their boot, hug their leg, and hump their boot till my boxers are soaked and they are laughing at my desperation.

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Okay yall- it's gonna take maybe a couple days to finish the fic since I went on vacation (sorta- family obligations) and today I went to a friends' party. Should be done semi soon, but it'll hopefully be worth the wait!!

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This means it will be a lot longer to get this fic out, however it'll be longer. Good luck to me and patience all of youuu!!

Okay, um, you can change this request however you’d like, but what about an Origins!Logan where instead of the elderly couple taking Logan in, it’s the Reader? And they have some cute flirty moments or whatnot before Logan leaves

And at the end of it, after Logan’s lost his memory, the only thing he remembers from it all is the Reader, so he goes to find him and they have a cute reunion moment

I loved Wooden Roses and would absolutely love to see more ftm!Reader, but you do it however you’d like 💙

I am gonna make some changes but very few! Also its going to take me longer to make because its either going to be a two parter or one very long fic. Which one would yall prefer I post it as?

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Well, folks, the numbers are in. We're in a committed relationShip with @ao3org, and it's called...drumroll...TagTeam! ao3blr was a VERY close second, so go ahead and use that tag too, ya crazy kids.

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*Quietly posts*

Would anyone be mad if I did daddy kink posts/more intense yandere posts?

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Six Pills - Rosendale

Weak - AJR

E.T. - Katy Perry, Kanye West

Everything I Wanted - Billie Eilish

The water is fine - Chloe Ament

He Likes Boys - Simone Battle

Empty - Olivia O'Brien

ALICE - PEGGY

Rescue me - OneRepublic

The Other Side - Hugh Jackman, Zac Efron

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Yandere - Jazmin Bean

On My Way - Alan Walker

Unsweetened Lemonade - Amélie Farren

@biting-miguel-ohara :3

tagged by @object3 ^_^ list a song for every letter of your username !!

Faget by Korn

Abuse myself, i wanna die by GG Allin

I Don’t Want to Get Over You by The Magnetic Fields

Lay Down In The Tall Grass by Timber Timbre

Exit Music (For A Film) by Radiohead

Dog Years by Daddy Issues

Downloading Porn With Davo by The Moldy Peaches

Ode To My Family by The Cranberries

Guess God Thinks I’m Abel by Oasis

tagging: @ghostboyhood @worstwolverinesbf @lycanthropomorphic @desire-mona @hunny-mustard104 @fieryphrazes @neil-perrys-glasses

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Okay, um, you can change this request however you’d like, but what about an Origins!Logan where instead of the elderly couple taking Logan in, it’s the Reader? And they have some cute flirty moments or whatnot before Logan leaves

And at the end of it, after Logan’s lost his memory, the only thing he remembers from it all is the Reader, so he goes to find him and they have a cute reunion moment

I loved Wooden Roses and would absolutely love to see more ftm!Reader, but you do it however you’d like 💙

I am gonna make some changes but very few! Also its going to take me longer to make because its either going to be a two parter or one very long fic. Which one would yall prefer I post it as?

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💛💙Happy Wolverine Wednesday!!💙💛

My special treat for today is a slightly suggestive Logan (only in his expression and shirtlessness) where I tried smth a little different than I normally do for shading and lighting. I also hate drawing clothes (in case it wasn't obvious) with a passion so I'm proud of how I made the pants look😎

I've started posting all of the drawings from my 31 day drawing challenge on deviantart and I'm about halfway done for anyone who wants to check them out before I post them on here