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I loved myself enough to know that this wasn’t good for me , I love you enough to stay

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I hope it was worth it

Touching me without my permission

Ruining me for every person after

The PTSD that follows

I can’t even walk by men without paranoia

I hope it was worth the trauma you caused

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Healing trauma I didn’t ask for

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And just like that everything i worked for is gone

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Maybe it’s the fact that I can’t seem to cry

Maybe it’s the heavy feeling that’s in my heart

Maybe it’s the way I feel my depression attack me

Maybe it’s the fact that I have no energy to save myself

But something about this is time is different like no matter what I’m not going to win

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It feels like a ton of bricks lay on my chest and the only way to get them off is to scream or cry but my mouth is glued shut so I sit and watch the world crumble before my eyes

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I looked at it from everyone’s point of view but who looked at it from mine

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The truth is you hurt me in places I don’t think I was meant to be hurt

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I wonder if you know how deeply your words hurt me , if you cared enough to think of how it affected me

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I’m scared,” he mutters under his breath.

I scoff in disbelief. “You’re not scared of anything.”

His eyes dart to mine, full of honesty. “I’m terrified of a lot of things.

You included.”

He takes a long swig of his beer. “I’m afraid that if everyone sees the

real me, that maybe they won’t like it. Maybe they won’t love me anymore

Black love

Plus size women

Shows the love that most curvy women deserve

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I think of this rather a lot more than I think of anything else

I think too deeply about everything. I still don't know if that allows me to see more of the world, or less of it.

Mobeen Hakeem

[sxberrrr]

I think of this rather a lot more than I think of anything else

I think too deeply about everything. I still don't know if that allows me to see more of the world, or less of it.

Mobeen Hakeem