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i want to be masculine in a feminine way, but not in the feminine masculine way??

i want to be feminine perceived as a masculine aligned person

but also thinking about being looked at as any female aligning anything makes me want to vomit

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hey all :)

i haven’t opened this account in almost a year and i haven’t decided if i’m back (like i was present the first time around at all), or if i’m just stopping by

update: i think i’ve figured out that im more non-binary aligned, but def still some fluidity in there. i haven’t explored myself as much as i would like to, so i’m still going thru that

the same goes as before: i would love to interact/meet individuals who are going thru the same ordeal i am. DM’s are open if you feel so inclined :)

i think im gonna use this account as like a digital diary or something of the like. it will mostly be vents about gender or something related with the occasional chime in of something fully unrelated, but we’ll see

anyway, hello again, and i will update again soon (maybe)

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my gender: lmao

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okay okay opinion time

out of these two names: kelso/keith

which one do y’all think sounds better???

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If there’s anything I want anyone to know about bisexual and nonbinary identities, it is that ambiguity is good. We don’t need the exact nuances of our identities to be encapsulated within the label we choose. If you take a hundred nonbinary people or a hundred bi people, they are going to have as many differences as they do similarities and that isnt a flaw: it’s a strength. The diversity within our communities is amazing and it is amazing that a label can remain useful for so many people despite how different we all are.

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unrelated to gender, bo burnham

that’s it. that’s the post.

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made a chaotic ask game

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yes

What gender? Genderfluid.

lgballt

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on the topic of names, is it weird to go by two? asking for a friend

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okay so like- i’ve been going by this one name (that’s not my birth name) for awhile now, as like a “nickname” sort of deal, but i’ve never felt connected/attached to it. i want to change my name and go by something else but 1) i don’t want people to have to re-learn a name for me again and 2) wtf do i even go by?? like do i use the same first letter as my given name or what? i’m so confused

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i am making this.. blog (?) on account of a book i’m currently reading. It’s called Symptoms of Being Human by Jeff Garvin. haven’t exactly decided how i feel about it yet, but one thing’s for certain: it has some damn good relatable quotes. it’s about a high school student in their junior year who is gender fluid and in the closet- which i am currently struggling with identifying myself as.

but anyway, one of the big things in this book is the character creating a blog on a website called Bloglr (i wonder where they got that idea from) and sharing their thoughts and feelings to see if anyone can relate, or to simply get out what’s been stuck in their head. in honor of this, i’ve decided to make one of my own.

for the last while, i’ve been confused/struggling/indecisive/what-have-you about my gender. i’ve heard the term gender fluid before, but i’ve never considered it as a term for myself. but alas, here i am, considering this term for myself.

in all honestly, i don’t care if this account gets traction or not, i just wanna find people who can relate and who can share their own experiences and express themselves. sort of like finding my own people?? but to get to the point, i hope i can find some people on here who share the same feelings as i have. so yeah! i hope you enjoy the mess that this will be <3

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reblog if you:

are nonbinary

have dyed/cut your own hair over quarantine

love netflix cartoons

support nonbinary people